𝚂𝙰𝙸𝙱𝙰𝙿𝚄𝙽𝙺.
selective & private dual muse blog for JIN — a prince from outer space, who no longer remembers anything from his past. the only survivor of his home planet after it became a supernova. turned into a cyborg after crash landing on earth. &&. KAI — a caged dog shackled by his past, who no longer feels any pain. survivor of human experiments, seeking his freedom. dark themes will occur. minors dni. sporadic activity. as told by ROX (she/her, 21+)
warning(s) : childhood trauma, slavery, human traffic, mental illness, loss of identity, abusive parent, death, murder, body horror & more.
an exploration in... identity, outer space, human weapon, memory loss, royal blood, visions of the past, artificial limbs, cyborgs, you can't go home again, last of his kind, stranger in a strange land
100% oc, canon & crossover friendly. don't worry about interactions, we can hop right into it without fuzzing about the details and plot along the way or come up with verses together! please cut your threads!
─ inbox
i don't post starter calls, instead i make sure to reblog inbox prompts as much as possible to offer another form of interacting with my muse. also, if you want to send unprompted ic asks please do, it's very much loved and appreciated! in either case, feel free to continue them from me, aka reblog them from me. regarding anon, i usually keep it on but if someone feels the need to spread negativity for whatever reason, i will turn it off and move on.
─ follow / unfollow
first things first, i don't want minors interacting with me nor do i want personals around here. i am fully aware that we all want to create a safe place for us on this site, so if you feel like we just don't vibe please soft-block me, i will do the same should the situation call for it. i will also clean up my following once in a while and remove inactive blogs.
─ activity
my activity is very sporadic. due to real life draining my energy on a regular basis, and on-off depressive episodes, it's impossible for me to be here daily. i will only write when i feel like it and i will not force myself to reply quickly anymore, i want this to be a hobby, an escape when i need it - this is my personal rule.
─ triggers
please note that this blog will delve into darker themes such as: violence, brainwashing, trauma, identity crisis, body horror, kidnapping & angst in general. i will reblog inspos that match those themes. please think twice before following & make sure to blacklist anything that brings you discomfort. as for myself, i don't have any triggers but i would really appreciate it if you could tag your nsft/nsfw posts. tags i use: tw blood, tw gore, tw horror, etc.
─ shipping
firstly, a friendly heads up. due to his mental problems and the fact that he struggles with his emotions ever since the experiments, romancing & befriending jin will take a while. he has always been treated more than a weapon than a person. the same goes for kai, even if he appears flirty. besides that, i am open to any ship as long as there is chemistry between our characters. found family? enemies? pre-established stuff? i'm here for it all. that being said, i don't force shipping and neither should you. no smut. thanks.
─ plotting
if we've been mutuals for a while and have some threads together, i'm all here for plotting. i think it's easier to plot if we as muns have established some kind of bond first versus two people who still have to figure out if their muses vibe together, if that makes sense. basically, plotting is cool but only if it 'feels' right.
─ callouts / drama
checks calender aren't we all adults by now? anyway, i understand why callouts are sometimes necessary, especially if it's actually problematic or concerns someone's safety - 100% agree. but if it's drama between people, adult people, which could easily be resolved privately without dragging the whole rpc into it, then get out. touch grass.
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𝙻 𝙰 𝙲 𝚁 𝙸 𝙼 𝙰 𝙸 𝚁 𝙴.
(n.) the quiet ache felt when listening to music that speaks to
parts of you you can’t put into words, like it’s unraveling a sadness
even you didn’t know existed.
an independent, private, & selective multimuse writing blog. written by rox. 28. she/her. with characters inspired by various themes such as greek mythology, dnd lore, urban legends and games like stardew valley, hades and baldur's gate.
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i've decided to throw together a multi for all my inactive ocs because i miss writing some of them. this will also allow me to write new muses without making new blogs again, unless the muse is really strong. it's been a while since my last mumu so we'll see how it goes hehe
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the plan for today was simple, really. go to the mall, do some nice shopping, maybe check out that new cafe — but as always life had other ideas. kai was already used to this though, as merc he never had any real days off to begin with. before he could step foot inside the cafe he bumped into a familiar face, what's her name again? right— emily. they already met a few times when he shopped at her bookstore.
just as he was about to start a conversation with her, he noticed two men with suits walking past. in the next moment, he grabbed her arm and dragged her to the side and out of view. ❛ that was close. ❜ he spoke in a low voice, then he glanced at the other with a reassuring smile. ❛ why? oh, because we're on a secret mission now. ❜
lost in time and space, aimless drifting in a far off place. hurtling through the vast unknown — staring straight into the pure, black void. drowning in the sea of stars.
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01. avoids eye contact or looking at the floor.
02. wringing hands together in silence.
03. fidgeting with the hem of their shirt, unable to stay still.
04. looking at receiver in long silence before looking away.
05. silently leaves a folded note on the table in front of the other.
06. touches the others arm but pulls back out of guilt.
𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫 -
01. slams fist onto a table without saying a word.
02. exhaling sharply through their nose and clenching their jaw.
03. throws an object across the room.
04. crossing their arms tightly, digging fingers into their own skin.
05. pacing the room with heavy steps.
06. glares at the other with a clenched fist.
𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 -
01. gently pushing stray hair behind the others ear.
02. resting their forehead against the others.
03. cups the others face with both hands.
04. pressing a kiss to the others forehead in silence.
05. lingering touches against the others face.
06. wraps their arms around the other from behind and rests their head on the others shoulder.
𝐬𝐚𝐝𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 -
01. wiping their eyes before someone can notice.
02. pressing their face into a pillow to muffle sobs.
03. pulls the other into a desperate hug and wont let go.
04. silently reaching for the others hand, needing comfort.
05. walks into the room with red-rimmed eyes and no words.
𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 -
01. spins the other around without warning in a hug.
02. links arms with the other and tugs them along happily.
03. provides the other with a handmade gift.
04. tackles the other in a sudden and joyful hug.
05. kisses the others cheek unexpectedly and grins.
𝐟𝐞𝐚𝐫 -
01. backing away slowly and looking for exits.
02. hiding behind the other and peeking around.
03. flinches at sudden movement from the other.
04. presses their back against the wall with eyes darting around the room.
05. jumps at a noise and instinctively grabs the others hand.
𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠
01. tucks a blanket gently around the other person's shoulders.
02. applies a bandage with slow and deliberate care.
03. brings them food and water and watches to ensure they eat.
04. runs fingers through their hair in efforts to soothe.
05. rubs soothing circles on the others back while they cry.
06. stays silently by the others side in support without saying a word.
𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠
01. raises a hand but hesitates.
02. grips the others arm a bit too tightly.
03. pushes the other away with more force than necessary.
04. turns their back on the other to begin walking away without a word.
05. rips a shared photo in half without a word.
06. steps in closely with cold and narrowed eyes.
