Sasha Béla

I need to get back into Doom lore. I really loved the Maykrs because I love “twisted angels.” I don’t know much about what’s on now though. I do think it’s cool there is a Maykr “ministry”, and a new Maykr called the Kreed who also functions as a Bishop for the church? Last I recall the Father was the highest authority with the Seraphim serving directly under him (such as the Seraph Samur), fully free of the will of the Kahn Maykr. Under the Kahn were the Angels and Drones, but it looks like they’re adding new castes such as Kreed/Bishop and his assistant commander. I assume the archangel structures are also in thrall of the Kahn?

my friend wants to take me to a Cuban club but I don’t know how to throw it back or dance. I’m tall and flat. Help a white boy out. I need to wriggle like a buttered slut 🙏🏼

Yaweh overthrew El and put all the competing deities in a pocket dimension full of trash, then created Adam 6,000 years ago to spread the Yaweh propaganda through his genes. Hell wants reparations.

I have a lot of ideas brewing in my head for Kamioroshi Gene about the albino-like appearance of those who bear the “descent/ receptacle” gene for spiritual habitation or aptitude, largely a vague allusion to their origins on Terra/ Earth, and maybe relate it to faery folk myth, which was the initial visual inspiration behind these “fair” people as frontier people that gradually grew into a galaxy-spanning dispora of people with peculiar mutations. I would like to create a term for these people who are experimented upon to enhance their abilities, like Philo and Semuta. I would also like to develop the backstories of Semuta and Philo, as well as Jihati and establish “powers.” What sort of strange abilities do they possess + expand upon Jihati’s tactics and how her powers relate to them. As well as Samiaza and Tikarathin’s stranglehold on her, as well as a re-write of Grigori to better relate to the Tachton Gavra known as Silat. And maybe some stuff for Kuino and his family, designs and such. And I would like to develop a “dancer” or asthetic character that embodies internal liberations. And perhaps Gwellian’s home life.

Going through your old texts with someone who is now dead is a strange feeling. It’s kind of like seeing old photos or videos of them but, different, if u know what I mean.

So it’s now been a month since I was talking to this guy Nate. He’s the one I went on a date with that night I went clubbing with my coworker. Over the last month I’ve stayed over at his house about five times. We on that boyfriend status. He’s going to be in London for a university trip all July and is coming back on the 30th I think. I’m just anxious about my testing — it’s in late July and will determine whether or not I can do field studies in August. I’m eager to get to August cuz then I’ll know how to balance school, work, field studies AND seeing him and vice versa. I’ll be 21 by then anyway so I can purchase le’ alcohol teehee.

I had a dream where this gorgeous white chick was super into me and kept touching me and eventually we made out but I didn’t really enjoy it or feel anything while it happened 😭 other than dread like I was going down a dark path, she was like “oh my god you’re so perfect” and I was like “I’m actually gay and I like men, I’m only doing this because I thought we could be good business partners” and she was flabbergasted and felt betrayed and fucked off