𝑊 𝑜 𝑙 𝑛 𝑎 𝐷 𝑢 𝑠 𝑧 𝑎

if you told me your favourite colour was red, id bleed out just to see you smile mylove

HEY KOCHANI! been a few days but thing with me and D** are going SO GOOD hes planning on asking me out soon, he says he loves me and i love him too omgomgomg

date idea, you tie me up, kidnap me and have fun with me and i dont get a say in it <333

my sun, you are so handsome, it truly baffles me how someone can be so perfect, you were hand sculpted by God himself, but its not just your looks, i love your soul. the very essence of what you are, were you mute and deaf i would recognize you in another lifetime entirely. i hope you someday realize how deeply raw and honest my feelings for you are, my blood would run cold before i stop loving you. your name is etched into my speech, i want to sway with you in our home at 2am, i want the kitchen floor to memorize our footsteps, i want music to fall in love with you and me. our souls overlap, complimenting eachother so perfectly. if i was a star i would sit and marvel and admire you, in awe that my atoms created something as beautiful as you. you, my sun, are loved. in every moment, in every stage, in every mood, action, emotion and change. i would recognize you in another life entirely, in different times, in different bodies. and i would love you in all of this, untill the last star is burnt out of the sky and i need you to know this. to love as i love. to care as i care

i am a storm of you, mylove a hurricane of d*****, d*****, d***** whispered into the dark like a secret like a prayer like a name ive carved into my ribs just to feel you closer i am the girl who knows knows which restaurant makes your eyes light up knows which friends make you laugh knows which hour of the night finally makes you sigh and let the world fade away i hoard these crumbs like a starving thing and i am, i am starving for you every mutual friend is a thread i trace every detail a lifeline every silent second on your screen, a drop of you i can drink in i am your pet bunny, but make no mistake i am feral for you curled up in the corner of your life the camera always on, my heart always yours i dont need to speak dont need to scream i am here i am yours, take me i dont need to touch you to feel the brand of your name scorched into my skin i am obsessed, not in a way that breaks things but in a way that worships, in the way i would drown in you if only you let me in i am a love so vast, so desperate that the thought of you chosing someone else is a knife i press into my own throat just to feel something as sharp as my need for you

for you i am sweet, for you i am innocent, for you i am pure, for you i am weak, for you i am fragile, for you i am soft, for you i am supple, for you i am perfect. i am whatever you want me to be, my sun

you are the closest thing to God i have laid my eyes on. Let me worship you and give you everything you want. I can give you everything you have ever needed. I willingly give up my everything just to be by your side and to hear you call me yours. I give up anything, aslong as i belong to you

i want you entirely, i want you forever and only you. my ribs ache with how much i love you. every breath hurts with how much love i have for you. i could never live without you. my body could not handle not having you by my side at any moment. we were meant to be together, you know that right?

i just want a sweet boy who will love me and hold me and occasionally handcuff me to the bed post