I'm so very far from fine|-/

do you ever get mad at yourself because youre not even good at the things you thought you were good at

you absolute fuckers i made this post fuckifn 5 years ago bc i spilled mac on my favorite shirt at the time n every day. every fucking day notifications spill in abt people being sad and thinking theyre not enough. listen. i made this post when i was 13 and spilling mac n cheese on my shirt. mayb right now u are 13 year old me right now, and thats okay, but absorbing these messages isnt gonna help u. u can get good n be good and telling yourself otherwise only hurts yourself and your mental health progress. be kind and good to yourself. we’ll all spill mac. but sometimes u just gotta change yr shirt and make a new bowl. its okay.

character development

“but sometimes u just gotta change yr shirt and make a new bowl” is the official mood for 2018

i need to lay in bed in someones arms for ten hours at least

I’m just a clingy loser who needs constant attention and reassurance that you love me

can’t wait for summer nights

u haven’t left my mind since the day u entered it

i remember way too many small details about people so i have to act dumb sometimes so i don’t freak them out

i dont think anyone really understands how much compliments actually mean to me like i usually brush them off with a joke and a quick “thank you” but really i remember compliments for forever so if youve ever complimented me or done something nice for me thank you so much wow

have you ever been in one of those moods where you just want to grab everything and rip it from the walls and break everything because you feel broken and you want to scream and kick and cry because nothing feels right and it’s all wrong and you don’t feel right and i don’t know anymore. 

From a stranger to someone I can’t stop thinking about.

If you dont care about me please dont ever pretend you do