Actually you can never go home. You have to create one yourself and ensure that it keeps you safe like your parents house did on a rainy night when thunder sounded like the world was gonna end.

I wanna reach a situation where my anxiety is okay enough to not make me make that someone else's problem. I wanna reach a place where I don't feel guilty for existing.

Prediction: In 12 years, if I am still alive It'll be because everyone completely gave up on me and dropped all expectations from me to be sane.

The only way my anxiety will ever completely go away is if i become invisible

I don't wanna exist, I want time travel so i can travel to a time so everyone forgets about me and removes all expectations and lets me be a failure.

Last post here, bye Tumblr. Doubt I'll be missed.

Why do I ruin everything 😭😭😭😭

wanna grow up again but this time I don't wanna hate myself

@gulabjamoons has my whole heart 💝

Tired

First job is ending I'm overwhelmed

I'm the easiest to leave behind.

I miss my baby