{stats}
Height: 5ā11
Sw: 194.4 - July 2, 2024
Cw: 194.4 {bmi: 27.1}
Gw1 ~ 170 {bmi: 23.7}
Gw2 ~ 160 {bmi: 22.3}
Gw3 ~ 150 {bmi: 20.9}
Gw4 ~ 140 {bmi: 19.5}
Gw5 ~ 130 {bmi: 18.1}
(24 lbs to go)
* Not pro anything*
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{stats}
Height: 5ā11
Sw: 194.4 - July 2, 2024
Cw: 194.4 {bmi: 27.1}
Gw1 ~ 170 {bmi: 23.7}
Gw2 ~ 160 {bmi: 22.3}
Gw3 ~ 150 {bmi: 20.9}
Gw4 ~ 140 {bmi: 19.5}
Gw5 ~ 130 {bmi: 18.1}
(24 lbs to go)
* Not pro anything*

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The fear and paranoia that swells up inside me when asking the fast food worker for diet soda and hoping that what I actually get š
Guess whoās back
After ārecoveryā and a bad breakup I have gained 70lbs, YES 70ā¦.Iām completely disgusted and horrified at who I am now and I hate how Iāve let myself go, so back down the rabbit hole I go. I donāt need āwell wishesā or āhope you recoverā I would never wish this on anyone else and I know itās unhealthy and bad, but itās what I want for myself right now. Iāll be blunt about it, I know itās wrong and Edās arenāt fun or pretty but itās where Iām at right now and thatās just how it is.
thinspo but make it āØnessa barretāØ
I think we can all agree that physical hunger is way easier to ignore than psychological hunger

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Iāve gained 10 poundsā¦no one says anything about it but I make it a point to point it out I think as a way of shame..but every time I do people say āyea but it looks good on youā or āI didnāt even noticeā it makes it hard because I want to be okay with it but Iām not
I was āattempting recoveryā but Iām back
I gained 10lbs but found out I grew an inch soo yay I guess
Iām getting back on track next gw:120
Guys I need help
Iām stuck right now at 117-120 and I just canāt break it. My sister was here like a week and a half ago and I was completely off track and ate so much but didnāt purge.
I gained like 4 real pounds in that week and Iāve lost the most of it but I was 117 before and now Im stuck at 119.
Plus purgeing is no hard all of a sudden..like before she came it was super easy and told barely any effort now i canāt get everything anymore and have to use laxatives to help my guilt but I see the change. I look bloated and just ugh disgusting
So yea please help
I gained 4lbs Iām just so depressed right now
At this point.. I really donāt give a fuck

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Feeling small in leggings and a crew neck>>>
Best feeling, very proud of myself rnš
Iām so close to my Gw2 and Iām really excited to be under 120, like for my height thatās ālowāā¦.but itās so weird because I really donāt see myself as āskinnyā like I just see myself as āaverageā whatever that means lol idk man eating disorders can be so isolating but it could be worse so š¤·āāļø
I just tried on a pair of size 00 American eagle jeans..and they fitš¤ Iām so proud but at the same time Iām ļæ¼skeptical
Dad: āim like 80% sure you throw up you foodā
Me: *knowing damn well I do but acting offended*
Iām about to get back to a strict diet!
Only 10 pounds to my next goal, Iām ready and ļæ¼motivated

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My birthday is on Monday and I start school Wednesday..Iām so scared Iām gonna gain weight before school, I just have to buckle down and be strict tomorrow then I will let myself have the dinner (only if we eat as a family) and a little bit of cake on my actual birthday but skip breakfast/ lunchā¦then Tuesday I will fast for as long as possible and take laxatives so by Wednesday I will be completely fresh and new!
Sunday (my sister comes): fast until 3, allowed dinner and small snack during movie
Monday (my B-day): no dinner or lunch, allowed dinner and a little birthday cake
Tuesday: Fast for as long as I can, take laxatives
Wednesday (First day of school): Will be fresh and new!! Back to old school routine
My biggest flex?
Having an ED but not being ļæ¼fat phobicļæ¼