the last of us.

I’ve had some time to think since my earlier posts. I don’t like upsetting people. I’m one of those people who cares more about the feelings of others than I do my own. I’m still feeling really bad and spent most of the time when I should have been asleep, letting myself dwell on things that shouldn’t be upsetting me as much as I allowed them to. I’m calmer now than I was before but I am still feeling very sad and down about this blog.

I don’t know if I’m going to continue rping here. Maybe I’ll feel differently after I get some actual sleep or after taking some time away. I just hate taking time away period because I miss the people I write with/hate to keep them waiting around for me and I miss writing as Derek. But after today and how it’s affected me, I think the only option I have is to step back and just breathe.

If you have a verse with me and you don’t wish to hang onto it because of the uncertainty of whether I’m returning or not, I understand. If you want to unfollow me, I’ll understand.

I’ve had some time to think since my earlier posts. I don’t like upsetting people. I’m one of those people who cares more about the feelings of others than I do my own. I’m still feeling really bad and spent most of the time when I should have been asleep, letting myself dwell on things that shouldn’t be upsetting me as much as I allowed them to. I’m calmer now than I was before but I am still feeling very sad and down about this blog.

I don’t know if I’m going to continue rping here. Maybe I’ll feel differently after I get some actual sleep or after taking some time away. I just hate taking time away period because I miss the people I write with/hate to keep them waiting around for me and I miss writing as Derek. But after today and how it’s affected me, I think the only option I have is to step back and just breathe.

If you have a verse with me and you don’t wish to hang onto it because of the uncertainty of whether I’m returning or not, I understand. If you want to unfollow me, I’ll understand.

I’ve had some time to think since my earlier posts. I don’t like upsetting people. I’m one of those people who cares more about the feelings of others than I do my own. I’m still feeling really bad and spent most of the time when I should have been asleep, letting myself dwell on things that shouldn’t be upsetting me as much as I allowed them to. I’m calmer now than I was before but I am still feeling very sad and down about this blog.

I don’t know if I’m going to continue rping here. Maybe I’ll feel differently after I get some actual sleep or after taking some time away. I just hate taking time away period because I miss the people I write with/hate to keep them waiting around for me and I miss writing as Derek. But after today and how it’s affected me, I think the only option I have is to step back and just breathe.

If you have a verse with me and you don’t wish to hang onto it because of the uncertainty of whether I’m returning or not, I understand. If you want to unfollow me, I’ll understand.

I’ve had some time to think since my earlier posts. I don’t like upsetting people. I’m one of those people who cares more about the feelings of others than I do my own. I’m still feeling really bad and spent most of the time when I should have been asleep, letting myself dwell on things that shouldn’t be upsetting me as much as I allowed them to. I’m calmer now than I was before but I am still feeling very sad and down about this blog.

I don’t know if I’m going to continue rping here. Maybe I’ll feel differently after I get some actual sleep or after taking some time away. I just hate taking time away period because I miss the people I write with/hate to keep them waiting around for me and I miss writing as Derek. But after today and how it’s affected me, I think the only option I have is to step back and just breathe.

If you have a verse with me and you don’t wish to hang onto it because of the uncertainty of whether I’m returning or not, I understand. If you want to unfollow me, I’ll understand.