sacred

I lay here in my room where we once broke our tension. One date where we knew we had a window of opportunity and our puzzle pieces went into place exactly like we thought they would. It was perfect, but I was scared. Scared of a world I where you got to know me fully and learned it would be best to walk away from me forever. So I ran the opposite direction, and played it off to myself that it was just another one of our cycles. We get together, we avoid each other for a year or so. Repeat.

it took me a year and a half a half to read this