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was dying today but i was thinking of him. will it ever go away. the longing.

last year was so kind to me. maybe thats why this year feels like surgery without anaesthesia. absolutely gut wrenching. completely soul shattering. fully heartbreaking.

bruh im gonna need to delete my tiktok reposts cause wdym its a topic of family discussion?? I didnt think i was reposting anything worth discussing 😂

you’re telling me my cousin broke up with her bf and she gets to talk about it meanwhile i had to suck it up and act like nothing happened as my world crumbled

dreamt about him

at the wedding all i could think of was how i wanted to see him in a suit waiting for me at the end of the aisle