welcome to sab-space (a play on my name, sab, and subspace hehe), the blog where i post all the nsfw stuff i don't want on my main blog! this will mostly be fanfics, either ones i've written, or reblogs of ones i like. and also probably reblogged pictures of hot people with obscene things written in the tags.
i'm old enough to have been present on earth during the event that prompted mcr's formation but not old enough to have memories from it. because of that, i kindly ask that minors do not engage with my content. i can't stop you from reading, but please do not make your presence known.
for everyone else — feel free to send in requests or just slide into my DMs to say hi!
taken anons: 🕷️, 🖤, 🦇
here's what i've written so far:
my chemical romance
frank iero:
the best part (2025 frank)
fire and ice (part one, part two, part three) (early band days! frank x gerard x reader)
hall pass (part one and part two) (boyfriend! frank x reader x celebrity crush! gerard)
oral sex headcanons
ray toro:
oral sex headcanons
rough sex with ray
virgin ray x experienced reader oral sex
obsessive virgin ray x experienced reader
historians (vampire! ray angst and comfort)
gerard way:
gym rat girlfriend headcanons (basement! gerard)
gym rat girlfriend fic (basement! gerard)
fire and ice (part one, part two, part three) (early band days! frank x gerard x reader)
hall pass (part one and part two) (boyfriend! frank x reader x celebrity crush! gerard)
oral sex headcanons
above the mistletoe (flight attendant! gerard x reader)
mikey way:
submissive mikey with an oral fixation (bullets! mikey)
oral sex headcanons
innocence for days (part one and part two) (virgin incel! bullets! mikey)
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Literally rereading all of your work bc im having an awful day & needed a distraction in the form of fics :(
Ik I haven't been an active anon lately but just know im always lurking. Maybe if you have time/feel up to it, could you write a little bit of boyfriend Frank?
It can go in any direction you want but fluff and comfort would be super duper appreciated <3
As always, much love to you, and i hope you are doing well!
-🦇
aw honey! i hope you're feeling better :( just one day at a time, it won't be like this forever, i swear
i'm still working on your bullets era frank request, i promise! i had to take a bit of a break from writing to lock in on some work stuff but i'm hoping to have it finished by next weekend at the latest! this weekend i have a wedding to go to but just know i'm going to be sitting in the church pews thinking about what i'm going to write for the next scene lol
he is like Peak Boyfriend in the fic so far though so i think it will fulfill what you're craving :3
Hi sab! I just got finish taking a jet lag nap cus I’m home 4 spring break (yayaya), honestly missed New York so much <\333 anywho once I’m more alive and upbeat I’ll surely spam up your inbox with ideas 👀👀 anywho hope you’re doing fine I’m going to drink some soda and go back to bed lolololo - 🕷️ anon hehe
aw 🕷️ congrats on making it through the first part of the semester! make sure you take lots of time to rest during your break so you're able to finish the year strong! if you're in new york, are you going to mcr's concert there in august by chance? 👀 i'm going and i can't wait to eat a new york bagel while i'm there! i haven't been in years and i'm v excited to go back
Not a request but just to get my thoughts out lmao
I've been thinking sm abt bullets Frankie & current Frank lately & its quite literally destroying my life
& like it actually makes my head hurt bc on one hand I want to make bullets frankie melt into a happy little mess while he eats me out but on the other hand I want current Frank to fuck me until my brain melts and drips out of my ears
Is that part of the twink to dilf pipeline? Im thinking it is.
Anywho.. ^-^
Much love🖤
-🦇
okay what about current frank who, after he notices you looking at pictures of him from the bullets era for weeks, changes up his hair and brings back the piercings from that time just for fun 👀
You're sitting in bed, looking at old pictures on your phone for the tenth consecutive day when Frank comes into the room with his hair dyed and styled differently. Your eyes are immediately drawn to the jewelry in his ears and through his lip. You glance down at your phone screen and then up at him again. It's not a perfect recreation, of course—decades have passed between then and now and he has aged gracefully but noticeably. There are creases by his eyes and mouth from years of smiling. You know that his body would scream at him if he tried to writhe around on stage the way he used to. But despite not looking identical to his twenty year old self, you can tell exactly what he's going for.
He's on you before you can even comment on it, pushing your body down into the mattress. Your phone falls at your side, screen still displaying an old picture of him.
"There's one major difference between me and the boy in that picture," he breathes into your ear. The cool metal of the lip ring against your skin makes you shiver.
"What is it?" You ask, your fingers curling around his arms, stronger now than they had been all those years prior.
"The boy in that picture can't fuck you like I can. He doesn't know how." He grinds his hips into you and you can feel how hard he is through the layers of your clothes. "But I do."
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Glad to know others like vampire Ray mwahaha my propaganda to overthrow vampire Gerard is working!!! Serious note please write more vampire Ray hehe loved the most recent one -🕷️
you are the mastermind of vampire ray, i just do the groundwork of spreading the agenda <3🧎
Im so obsessed with historian reader and vampire ray i literally had the time of my life reading that second fic omfg... i would love if you wrote more of them!!
Hihihi omg can I request more vampire ray please 🥹🥹 I love him sm
Preferably no smut but like can it be very sexually charged blood drinking lol,, LOTS of tension before he sinks his fangs into reader, it gets messy at one point!! Not very much words being spoken, just the intimacy and lewdness sinking in,,, UHFHDHDHH
how about hungry vampire ray chasing you through the woods when you push his buttons? 👀
vampire! ray x historian! reader, a continuation of historians but you don't need to read that to understand this piece. ray is pushing 300 years old but is physically in his late 20s, reader is early 20s. no sex, but there's blood drinking with some predator/prey flair. if you squint there's something that could be interpreted as rayrard, how tf did that get in there?
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Ray hates the summertime. He hates the long daylight hours that keep him confined to the house. He hates the humidity that frizzes up his hair. He loves that you're around more, free from your strict grad school schedule, but despises the way that his affliction keeps you inside with him. You should be at the beach with your friends or eating ice cream at one of the local parks, but instead he finds you holed up inside of his study, one of the journals he's kept throughout his long life in front of you.
"It's called summer break, darling," Ray scolds as he leans against the doorframe. "That means you should put the books down."
You put your finger in the middle of the paragraph you're reading and look up at him.
"I'm doing this reading for pleasure, not for a research paper," you argue. "People read during the summer all the time! There are always people with books on the beach."
"Yes, but they're probably reading Dickens or Wilde. You know, good literature by esteemed authors. Not the jumbled thoughts of a vampire."
You laugh and shake your head.
"Dickens and Wilde aren't exactly beach reads, Ray. And besides, your writing is good! Your stories are fascinating. I wish I could cite them as primary texts in papers."
"You're thinking about school," he chastises. "Summer break, remember?"
"Yeah, yeah, I know," you huff. "But trust me, when I'm reading about you chasing one of your friends through the woods because you needed to feed, I'm not thinking about academia."
Ray lifts an eyebrow. Memories from the night you're referring to come flooding back to him.
"Really? What are you thinking about instead?"
You're silent for a moment as you take out a bookmark and save your place with it, setting the leather-bound journal to the side.
"I'm thinking about how silly you were. One grown man chasing another grown man through the woods," you giggle at the thought, standing up and approaching him.
When you stop in front of him, your expression is back to serious.
"But I'm also thinking about how I want to recreate that."
You words hang in their air for several long seconds. He blinks at you, searching your face for any sign that you're joking. He finds none. He's fed from you once before just to satiate your curiosity, but what you're suggesting now would be an entirely different experience. Ray is almost always waging an internal war against his urges, but here you are—his main reason for wanting to keep himself in check—asking for him to lose control.
"You don't know what you're asking for, sweetheart," he murmurs.
"I knew you'd shoot me down immediately." You pout.
"I can't risk hurting you."
"You didn't hurt me last time!"
"Last time was far more controlled than this would be," Ray elaborates. "I like to think that I would stop before it goes too far, but I don't want to put myself in the position where that's even a possibility. I can't risk it."
You sigh, equal parts dejected and frustrated.
"But you risked it with Gerard."
You know better than to say his name and yet the sentence falls from your lips effortlessly. You're being difficult about this for no reason at all, your attitude likely stemming from the sweltering humidity outside that seeps through the walls of Ray's house and messes with your brain.
Ray's eyes flash and then narrow at the mention of his old friend. His jaw tenses. You know you should apologize for playing with fire, for hitting him where it hurts, but you're pretty sure that you're about to get what you want, so there's no point in backing down now.
"Fine. If that's what you want, that's what you'll get. We'll meet me in the backyard at nightfall, two nights from now. You are to be well-rested, properly hydrated, and fed. Do you understand?"
You swallow and nod.
"Good. I'm going to go prepare myself. I'll see you then."
He turns around to exit the study.
"Oh, and one more thing," he adds, glancing back at you over his shoulder. "Make sure you're wearing good sneakers."
Preparing himself evidently involves locking himself in his bedroom for two full days. You leave the house while the sun is out for the first time in what feels like weeks, and at night you return to Ray's home and sleep in one of the guest bedrooms.
Or, rather, you try to sleep. You've grown accustomed to having his body next to yours at night and not having him beside you makes sleeping harder. The anticipation of what's going to happen certainly doesn't help either.
Forty eight hours after your conversation with Ray in his study, you dress yourself in comfortable activewear and wait for him in the backyard. You notice how weak he looks when he approaches you and you immediately feel guilty for putting him through this.
"Just take it now. You don't need to chase me through the woods," you mumble, feeling embarrassed about the fantasy you had. "Just bite me. We don't need to delay it more. You're starving."
He laughs humorlessly.
"I can wait another two minutes, sweetheart. I'll be having my fill in no time."
His voice is rougher, his tone sharper than normal. The night air is warm and sticky against your exposed skin but the way he talks makes you shiver.
"You're not going to give me a head start?" You pout.
"It's two minutes with the head start."
You glare at him.
"I can last longer than that."
"I'll believe it when I see it." He pauses for a second. "Sixty, fifty-nine..."
You curse as you turn on your heel and sprint toward the woods that line the edge of the backyard. The moon above shines through the sparse trees, offering some light as you run as fast as you can. You know that outrunning Ray even in his weakened state will be impossible, but you're determined to last as long as you can.
Once you're certain that a minute has passed, you slow your pace to a light jog so that you can take a glance over your shoulder. To your relief, Ray isn't magically standing behind you—even his supernatural speed has limitations. You increase your speed again and continue running ahead.
It isn't long before you hear the crunching of twigs underfoot in the distance behind you. The knowledge that he's catching up to you makes your heart hammer even harder in your chest. Coming to a stop in front of a tree, you wrap your sweaty palms around one of the branches and attempt to hoist yourself up, hoping you can evade him longer this way. Your effort is fruitless, however, as Ray closes the distance between you two and pulls you into his arms. He lowers you to the forest floor and straddles your body, fangs glinting in the moonlight. His eyes lock with yours, silently asking for permission, and you respond wordlessly with a nod.
Ray twists his hand into your hair to pull your head back and expose your throat to him. He ducks down and latches onto your neck, puncturing the skin with his fangs. You hiss through your teeth at the pain as he takes mouthful after mouthful of your blood. Some trickles down the column of your throat and he chases it with his eager tongue, determined to savor every drop. Just when you feel like he's taken as much as you can comfortably give, he pulls away, looking satiated and invigorated.
Your vision is hazy, mind swimming from the blood loss. The crescent moon in the sky mirrors Ray's bloodstained, affectionate smile.
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Hai hai sab, no request today just wanted to pop in and say helloooo! Been a while since I’ve popped up- schools has been serving me my ass on a shiver platter and I can’t wait till my next break where I can breath and maybe feed my favourite tumblr writers some idea :,) hope everything is well 4 you! -🕷️ anon
hi 🕷️! i'm proud of you for powering through school! you're one smart spider <3
right now i'm working on a frank request and i have TWO different puppy related asks in my inbox as well, we're literally going to have puppy week over here soon hehe
i wanted to write more yesterday but i took a nap during the time that i set aside to work on requests oop
i think i want you all as my valentine this year. yes all of you. smooches for anyone who wants one<3
Gerard
Starts the day super soft with breakfast in bed. He tries to make you heart-shaped pancakes that turns out a little chaotic and lopsided, but presents them to you with the utmost pride and the shyest grin.
He gifts you a homemade comic book that he’d spent ages on, you and him as the characters, embarking on adventures together and fighting off villains as the world around you burns. He warns you how the last pages are definitely only meant for you, steamy panels ahead.
Evening turns heated fast, lights dimmed low, candles lit everywhere because he’s a hopeless romantic at heart. He calls you his sweet, sweet girl while he pins you down and takes his time teasing every inch of you with slow, deliberate touches and his mouth until you’re begging. He sinks inside you slow, kissing your cheek softly while you whimper from the stretch. Eventually he turns rougher, always rougher, biting your neck while he fucks into you, proving his love with every stroke.
After he wraps you in the softest blanket, gently rocking you in your post-orgasm glow while humming softly, cuddling like he’ll never let go. The night ends with him tracing your skin with his fingertips and murmuring praises as the candles die out and you both fall asleep.
Frank
Chaos romantic. Surprises you with a CD he made for you with the dirtiest, sappiest songs he could think of. Blasts it in his car while he kidnaps you for a day of zero plans except each other.
Can’t keep his hands off you all day, constantly grabbing your waist, kissing your neck, nipping your ear and whispering mine. Buys you something sentimental like a heart necklace engraved with his name.
The second you’re alone at your house he pins you against the nearest wall, hands everywhere, growling about how he’s been thinking of fucking you since morning. Rough, needy sex with lots of biting, scratching and hair-pulling, and him talking absolute filth gonna make you scream my name so loud your neighbors know who you belong to. But the second he comes he switches to soft kisses and I love you’s.
Post-sex he becomes the biggest baby, crashing out while clinging to you like a koala.
Mikey
Low-key king of cozy romance. Planned the perfect lazy day in for you. Orders your favorite takeout, builds blanket fort in the living room, rented a bunch of movies (horror + rom-coms because balance).
He’s super attentive, remembers every little thing you like, your exact order, favorite hoodie of his to steal already laid out. Gives you a long, gentle massage that start innocent but drift lower…
It turns intimate and intense, slow and deep eye-contact heavy sex in the fort. He’s quiet but present, lots of whispered you feel so good and I can’t get enough of you. Hands gripping your hips, pace building until you’re both shaking. He loves when you ride him so he can watch your face the whole time.
After, you cuddle for hours. He plays with your hair, talks about random future dreams. Falls asleep holding you like you’re his whole future.
Ray
Sweetest, most thoughtful boyfriend energy. Made you homemade chocolates that he’s surprisingly good at, wrote you a handwritten love letter and planned a romantic dinner at his place.
All day he’s touching you softly, hand on your lower back, brushing hair from your face, stealing gentle, lingering kisses. Compliments you constantly in that warm, heartfelt way.
When things gets intimate, he’s sensual and focused. Takes his time undressing you like you’re a wrapped up gift, kissing every new bit of skin he uncovers. Spends forever between your thighs, humming, devouring. Sex is passionate, him holding you close and murmuring how beautiful you are while he thrusts deep and steady. Multiple rounds because he wants to make sure you come once, twice… maybe a third time.
Ends the night tangled in bed, you resting your head on his chest with his big palm on your back.
Ohhh nooooos looks like I’m ill again! Cough cough what shall I do? My treatment plan isn’t workingggg >:,3 (Don’t give me nurse or doctor Gerard ideas to bother you with heheheNSJCMDKSKDKSKW)-🕷️ anon
i got you bb <3
makes you stick your tongue out so he can put your pills on it and then he'll close your mouth for you with a hand below your jaw
demands that you open your mouth after you swallow so that he can ensure that you actually took the pills and you're not storing them in your cheeks
his breath hitches when you wrap your lips around the thermometer while he checks your temperature because he's imagining your lips around his cock
touches you while wearing medical gloves, obviously
does not bother warming up the lube, sadistically enjoys the way you wince at how cold it feels against your skin
loves when you tug on his stethoscope to pull him closer while he fucks you on the exam table
lowkey wants to get infected with whatever sickness you have because he feels like it will make him even closer to you, fucking weirdo!
I have a headcannon that I literally cannot stop thinking about, not a request but I figured I would share ^-^
I picture bullets era Gerard (ofc) He goes all out for Valentine's Day, he makes intricate valentines for you out of paper and ribbon that he picked out from his favorite stationery store, he cuts the paper lace by hand, and writes cute notes on it and drawing little doodles of you and him, he gets all your favorite candy, sunflowers and wildflowers (even though they're not in season, he finds a way) he spends WEEKS planning the perfect evening and is nervous as hell to make everything just right. You both like staying in so he makes a big 3 course meal, just for the two of you. With chocolate lava cake that he made himself for dessert (he burnt the bottoms, but its the thought that counts)
I actually cant stop thinking about it bc I picture him just so cute and nervous and so in love, humming along as he makes the valentines and panicking when he burns the cakes /-^
-🦇anon
🦇 anon this is perfect omg he's such a sweetie i truly don't have much to add bc this is so great as is :')
he burns a bunch of CDs with the most romantic music he knows and plays it during dinner
he buys like six different candles to light but they're all different scents so the basements ends up smelling like a crazy combination of apple pie/cotton/watermelon/lavender/hot chocolate/old books
damn near passes out at the sight of the new lingerie you bought just for the occasion
gets up on the 15th and immediately heads to the store to buy a ton of discounted candy!
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I like to torture myself with angst even when I’m suffering 😋 my cold is somewhat better ! Thaks 4 the get well wish and I hope you’re always doing well : ) -🕷️ anon
i respect that hehe
your continued treatment plan is more rest and reading (or rereading) fics from your fave writers but i fear if that doesn't heal you i'll have to refer you to dr. gerard and his methods are...stranger than mine are :///
I’m mentally fighting my writers block in my head as we speak lel
- 🖤
hiii 🖤! it's going pretty good! last night i went to a workout class and then the movies and i got home pretty late but i forced myself to be productive today by working some overtime hours (saving up money for a trip to ny in august to see mcr!), going to the gym, AND making dinner! tomorrow i'm gonna make a strawberry buttercream for the galentine's cake i'm making for later in the week! i wish i could invite all my tumblr friends to galentine's, we could eat cake and listen to mcr and make princess hats
writer's block is the worsttt i usually just end up working on something else when it hits and then come back to it later which is how i end up with like 42982349 drafts lol