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hi tumblr me and @stringalink-the-13th-shoelace want to introduce you to Suitswap!!!!!! our attempt at a 13 cards swap au!!!!! where suits swap with each other!!!!! woah!!!!! a lot of these arts are the initial concepts we'll make something refined later but i REALLY wanted to finally show what we've been cooking for months

The hearts swap with the spades, and the clubs swap with the diamonds. We didn't want to just make them basically the same characters with a new coat of paint so we just kind of twisted the cores of the character to be at a different angle for the new suit. So we have:

Redd (Joker): college student that summoned the clones to do his chores and assignments. does not respect them. a smug prick with issues?

Theodore (Gabriel:) paranoid conspiracist. EVERYTHING is a conspiracy. the earth is flat

Kurosuke (Kuromaku): lazy know-it-all who doesn't feel the need to do anything because he already knows everything, apparently. keeps to himself and reads

Aris (Dante): very professor-like. only speaks in topic explanations that probably come from wikipedia

Philip (Felix): prep boy golden boy who is obsessed with winning and being on top. competitive. has to be adored

Wally (Waru): people pleaser! will say whatever he has to to make sure the others can like him. often a punching bag. his pleasing isn't all genuine

Sol (Brolly): at peace hippie. he's got it all figured out. chill

Richie (Romeo): materialist money schemer. his only love is money

Heart (Spade): hero! protector! wants to protect everyone he loves! if he's not keeping others safe, what's the point. his creator's biggest supporter

"Jester" (Fedor): actually called Joker but they kept calling him Jester instead and he's lost control of that situation. an apathetic card entity that doesn't really care anymore, he's bored and tired. kind of just wants to make stuff for himself now

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Rumination is probably the most common type of OCD compulsion, but I rarely see anyone talking about it. I've talked to multiple people diagnosed with OCD who didn't even recognize it as a compulsion.

Basically, if you have OCD you have terrible intrusive thoughts. They can be about anything, but common themes are fear of being a bad person, fear of hurting someone, fear of contamination. etc.

Rumination is when you get stuck in a spiral. Rumination is when you spend hours catastrophizing, overthinking, analyzing, telling yourself it's going to be okay.

I'll say it again:

Rumination is a compulsion.

Rumination is a compulsion, and that means you have to stop doing it.

I did ERP (exposure response prevention) for my OCD with a therapist! For 9 months! And it did help, but the idea didn't really click until I found this website a couple years later.

And Oh My God. It made things make so much more sense, and I was able to pull myself out of an episode even though I wasn't in therapy or on meds at the time.

Genuinely if you have OCD, or even if you suspect you have OCD, I'm begging you to read some of these articles.

Like this was genuinely life changing for me.

Here are some of the ones that were most helpful to me:

Defining Rumination

How to Stop Ruminating

ERP Exercises for Compulsive Rumination

Listening to 13 CARDS OST be like

For a clone, you don't look like human much

I am slowly forgetting...

One of the few sketces i did right after the trailer but didn't had the time/motivation to clean up yet so here it is as messy as it is

Hair twins being themselves and dante just looking in the bag they probably acidently stole