Collecting lonely thoughts, lost dreams, and misfortunate events

Hello, everyone!

It is me, no longer feeling love bombed, four months into a new relationship. We’ve been through great highs, and pretty interesting lows. You don’t know how important communication until you have it. 

I can’t believe how long I’ve gone through life with men who just play games with me. It is so easy to just say what is on your mind. Honestly, though. It is so easy. Of course, delivery is very important, but how will you get better if you don’t try?

Life is going well. I’m currently applying to pharmacy school (woop woop?), which is stressful. I’m sure I’ll get accepted somewhere, but distance wise, there is one place I prefer.

R is great. I feel guilty for ever doubting his intentions, especially because he has no idea what my thoughts are at times. He says I don’t talk often, and it is true. I’m so used to having my feelings questioned, that I just keep them to myself. He wants to listen, though, and I’m trying.

Anyway, that is all for today.

Have a good day, chickens.

xoxo,