Seigfried

Dating makes me so stressed. I thought I hit it off with this girl just for her to go ghost on me. I asked her in person if she’d wanna go out again & she said yes. Then gave me a really tight hug goodbye, but now she’s just never responded to me since I told her I made it home safe. Like that’s so confusing. WTF. I’m just mentally exhausted.

I will never forget the time I came home & the imprint of you two was still embedded into the bed. I wanted to fuckin kill myself in that moment. Idek how I managed to stay calm. Well relatively. I was pacing the apartment wondering how fuckin evil you could be to leave me with that. Life is always.. hard to face when it comes to the memories of the past. Reality sets in and I have to force myself to press on.