Do you still miss her?
I have those moments. But Iâm happy for her and where sheâs at in life now. And Iâm happy with where my life is at now too. I wish her nothing but the best life and the best love.
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Do you still miss her?
I have those moments. But Iâm happy for her and where sheâs at in life now. And Iâm happy with where my life is at now too. I wish her nothing but the best life and the best love.

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Trey Songz FT MIKExANGEL - Come & See Me (New)
mood all 2018 đâ¨
âGirl we canât kick it,
cuz Iâve had enough...â
Twenty Eight | The Weeknd
â...I canât tell whatâs fake or whatâs real no more / I canât tell if I even feel no more...â

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Graveyard
This place, everything below this post, is a graveyard of all that was once good in my life.
Never again will I be the person who wrote all those words. He is a ghost. Destroyed. Buried. Abandoned. Forgotten.
For good.
Life is always about choices. Good choices and bad choices. The right choices and the wrong choices.
She will always be my best choice. She will always be my favorite choice.
Share your life and your love with people who make you want to be a better person.
I will miss my friend, but also I will be okay. The love I feel remains.
Lodro Rinzler, Love Hurts: Buddhist Advice for the Heartbroken
Our whole life is a training for heartbreak, whether we acknowledge it or not. By showing up for it, day in and day out, we learn to make it a part of our spiritual path as opposed to something we have to hide from. Thus, we show up for our life more authentically and offer our love that much more deeply. Heartbreak becomes not a horrific thing we have to run from, but the very path to transforming our life into one marked by love.
Lodro Rinzler, Love Hurts:Â Buddhist Advice for the HeartbrokenÂ

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Like all things, this life is temporary. If you're reading this you were lucky enough to wake up to another day. You can do any number of things with this day. You can wallow in heartbreak. You can treat yourself with a modicum of kindness. You can connect wholeheartedly with others. There are many things you can do. Please cherish your life.
Lodro Rinzler, Love Hurts: Buddhist Advice for the Heartbroken
Our love taught me that you cannot fool a heart with affection. You must have actions behind your words and results to show for your actions.
Our love taught me that bodies donât have to intertwine before hearts do.
Niklas Porter
Nils Hans Christiansen - Sunset in Winter (1900)

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Every word of every poem I ever wrote for her still rings true.
Those words are forever hers.
Hindsight
Through this healing process, I canât help but to reflect on my past relationship, and in doing so I have begun to realize how stagnant my own personal life had become, and how that could have contributed to the breakup.
For the duration of the 3 year relationship, I chose to stay at a part-time job that didnât pay enough to allow for financial stability, nor did it pay enough to allow myself the ability to make trips overseas whenever I wanted to. I stayed at this job because it was comfortable. Because I enjoyed the work. But I wasnât growing. And I realize now, too late, that she deserved someone, and deserves someone, who is working at a good job and growing both personally and professionally. Someone who is working towards their goals. Someone who is working towards a stable future.
I wasnât doing enough to create a stable future for myself, therefore how was I going to create a stable future for our relationship? If I had the opportunity to go back in time, I would do it differently, of course. But thatâs impossible now. Now, I have to create that future for myself, and maybe through that process I will find love. I donât know. But the most important thing is to focus on myself, and follow my passion, and my career goals. And I feel like I am on that path right now. I look forward to whatâs ahead.
I just wish I had this drive and determination back then. From the moment I met her, and fell in love with her, I should have had the mindset to fully and truly work towards a future for our relationship, but I didnât. And I regret that.
And even though I have accepted life as it is, and I am healing and moving forward, there is nothing that I wouldnât do for her. But with the way things are now, Iâm focused on personal growth and self-improvement. And life will take me wherever it does.