me: ah, I’m just being paranoid…………………. (squints) or is it my intuition

My desire to stay away from people is constantly increasing.

would anyone like to come over and be very gentle with my heart

i am tired of being strong all the time, i just want someone i can be soft and vulnerable with, someone i can finally rest with

but ykw at least i'm not on mount everest. at least i'm not paying tens of thousands of dollars to slowly suffocate in a 300-person line at the gates of hell. never in my life will i have to be steered in a hypoxic stupor through the maze of poop and corpses atop mount everest. on this earth a lot of horrible things can happen to you without your permission but there are a few that you have to opt into. you can just say no thanks! and be guaranteed never to have to be on mount everest. much to be grateful for actually

i just want to lay in bed and read books all day and not participate in life

wow dude jts so awesome that your car is loud as fuck and smells worse when it drives past. thags fucking epic man. i really like how it hurts to listen to you drive past and it scares people. thats awesome man. i really like your car that makes a loud as fuck fart sound. fucking epic dude

women arent complicated youre just dumb

you deserve a life you aren’t constantly recovering from

everybody needs to read more. read all the time. read every day. read read read

i wont worry about it i say to myself with the always worried disorder