What doesn't kill me...should better run

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｡:゜☆｡ ･ﾟﾟ･｡. SHE WASN’T THE KIND OF PERSON that would stop and listen to gossip andrumours. She thought they were all PETTY, she thought that the people who talked about other people’s lives were shallow. It was as if their life was a blockbuster movie and they had the starring role. If Caleb’s life was a movie, based solely on the rumours that flew by her ear whenever she hanged around him or whenever she mentioned him in passing to other people, his would definitely be a suspense thriller, a horror movie that would leave people with goosebumps raising on their skin and screaming in the cinema, perhaps. But Jinhee didn’t care, in fact, she did LOVE horror movies. But his life wasn’t a movie, and the people didn’t watch it in the silver screen for them to know who he really was. Jinri wasn’t stupid, she wasn’t dumb, she knew who her friends were and her friends were chosen very very carefully. She knew what she wanted and she knew what she deserved. So she didn’t really care about what other people said about him or their unlikely friendship.

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Innocent, had never been a word Caleb Hwang identified with. Ever. Because that’s not what he was. He knew everything about everyone – their past, their present and their darkest little secrets they wouldn’t even dare to tell their diary. But only for this night, he felt innocent like never before. Caleb wasn’t used to not being in control of the situation and he had to admit, he was a bit hesitant about their kiss for that exact reason. He was comfortable at topics he knew at least the basics of – kissing was a black hole to him. An experiment he couldn’t understand. Now he knew. He knew he didn’t have to understand; hell he didn’t even have to think. He merely needed to feel it. Pathetic how humans were barely able to properly explain the act without making up chemic reactions they could neither fully prove nor properly second them, yet they claimed to understand it without words. It was one of the few times that Caleb begrudgingly had to admit his agreement to the mass. And while he could barely grasp a rational explanation for kissing, he was clueless about anything going further than that. It served its purpose of reproduction but that’s as far as his knowledge carried him. What they were about to do was definitely as far away of said purpose than it could ever be. Caleb didn’t want kids and he doubted she was ready to be a mother as well. Their personal purpose was, what he assumed to be, freedom. The freedom of just letting go and feeling pleasure, of forgetting everything around them and just being humans for once – well, at least that’s what it felt like for him.

｡:゜☆｡ ･ﾟﾟ･｡. LOYALTY was definitely one of the traits that Jinhee had, it’s also something that she looked for in her friendships. It’s either they’re loyal to her or not at all. She had no time for pretending and for people that were eventually just going to stab her in the back. It seemed that she had a special eye for seeing through people who were backstabbing her, very much unlike her youngest sister who let people push her around and betray her. If not for her sister stopping her, she would have had taught those people a lesson by breaking some of their bones. That was how much Jinhee treasured the people that were loyal to her. And that same kind of loyalty and trust were what she saw in Caleb, perhaps in the beginning it was quite hard to trust him due to the brooding sense of mystery that was surrounding his every being but through it all, Jinhee was definitely sure now that he was one of the people she trusted the most. Her loyalty also lied with him.

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His outer appearance was just a couple of notches shy of matching his even darker personality. Caleb knew that. Despite his best efforts to equate his looks to the sinister thoughts racing through his head, the Hellion looked frightening enough yet wasn’t completely satisfied by the level of lunacy reflecting in his eyes. Still, even though he looked like he could kill with a mere touch and had the lethal reputation everyone was intimidated of, Jinhee didn’t seem to care. She never did. Without any hint of prejudices or any warning from either side she became a dear friend of his. Whether she was too open-minded for her own good or naïve, he never figured out but whatever it was Caleb prayed to all Saints that it would fade away soon enough. And no matter how often the Hellion told himself that his way of thinking was rather practical than selfish, he knew that it wasn’t about him wanting to protect her from other people like him; potentially worse people than him. It was because he didn’t want her to forget about him. As cheesy as it might sound – and he hated how cheap it sounded – but Jinhee was one of the people he could be somebody else with. Not the kind of deadly man he was known for but rather a much nicer, calmer kind of persona.

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｡:゜☆｡ ･ﾟﾟ･｡. HIS KISSES ARE STARTING TO FEEL LIKE FIRE against her lips  in the best way. She feels a little lightheaded as she feels herself melt against him—Jinhee has always liked kissing. They make her feel really nice and really fuzzy if done right but she doesn’t expect Caleb to make her feel somewhat dizzy. From the time they started locking lips just moments ago, he definitely has improved and she can definitely name some people he’s better than at this. As much as she’s really enjoying every moment that they feel soSO close to each other, Jinhee doesn’t want to enjoy it too much. She doesn’t want to get too lost in her pleasure that her hormones cloud her mind. From her experience, Jinhee alwayscomes back to wanting more of the things she enjoys and she knows that this night is something that she cannot return to anymore once the sun has risen. This side of Caleb isonly out here for the night, she might as well savor every moment and etch this night into her memory. This kind of Caleb, this kind of proximity between their friendship is something that Jinhee CANNOT come back to. But she doesn’t really find herself minding the fact that they’re going back to the friendship they’ve established before this night. The only thing changing anyway is the fact that they’ve both seen each other naked, right?

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｡:゜☆｡ ･ﾟﾟ･｡. JINHEE KNOWS that there are people who tremble in fear whenever they hear Caleb’s name, or even if they see a glimpse of his shadow coming near but to her, she’s just Caleb. As far as she knows, Caleb’s hands are not the cleanest but none of the word of mouth that goes around everywhere regarding him being… what is that they call him? The Hellion is enough to make her fear him. To her, there is really nothing terrifying about him, or at least in her point of view. For her, he is a friend that is very dear to her, a friend who has the same mindset as she does when it comes to some things but definitely not everything, he is someone he sees as nothing more or lessthan a human. Despite his oddities that Jinhee will never understand, she truly and utterly respects his decisions in life. Let people live is her motto. So she doesn’t understand why there have been some people wondering how they came to be friends, or how she has stuck around him this long, but if they only know Caleb like how she knows him, they too will probably think the same thing as she is thinking about him. Especially at this moment right now, Caleb is nothing but sweet and gentle as he holds her in his arms. Then again, people will never know this side of Caleb.

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People were prone to talking about others. It was in their nature. A petty attempt to keep the social standard out of reach for their pathetic grasps. Fortunately, Caleb had never been one to mind what people talked about him. They said he was a monster, he’d killed innocents and collected their hearts in hope to fill his own. Nothing they said was exactly true – most of it was exaggerated – but who were they to judge? When people believe you’re a monster, you don’t have to do every little monstrous thing. He couldn’t prove them all wrong, anyways, so why fight it? Jinhee – if she heard of the stories surrounding him – didn’t seem to believe them. She was loyal. Not to him, nor to society but to herself. A trait he fancied most. She was passionate about her beliefs, knew exactly what she wanted and yet cared enough for her family, friends and acquaintances to take time out of her personal life to help. If Caleb was God’s bastard, Jinhee would be God’s first angel. Not that she gave off the impression of being incredibly religious, anyways.

Another shaky but soft breath left his lips when she started massaging the back of h is head. He never let people close enough to touch him anywhere near his head – or any other part of his body, really – but , damn, this felt extremely relaxing. Out of caution and a hint of paranoia, Caleb was too closed up to get any type of massage or anything remotely stress relieving. Maybe it was because it was Jinhee or maybe it was because his mind was too clouded to think straight but the Hellion soon found himself enjoying the motion. Letting her pull him more into the kiss, he deepened it even more – if that was even humanly possible. They were close enough to become one, yet still missed a crucial step to be fully connected. Although Caleb wasn’t exactly experienced in the field like she was, he wasn’t an idiot. In fact, despite the fact that he was rumored to never have finished school (some people claimed he was a troublemaker in their class which was wrong for the most part), he was still curious. Granted, he probably couldn’t do his taxes or talk about every religious cult like pupils were taught in school but he was a master in human’s anatomy and knew everything about politics and chemicals. Books were his teachers and his foes were his motivation to learn more. He wouldn’t have pulled off, let alone think of, the plans he did. He wouldn’t be one of the most feared men around, if he’d be an airhead. He wouldn’t be Caleb if he would be stupid.

I’m going to make this simple so please like this post if you’d like a starter with Cairo.

I’m going to make this simple so please like this post if you’d like a starter with Caleb. 

Caleb:

Silence

Revenge

A successful plan

Cairo (sometimes)

Discovering new places that could be significant for other raids.

Cairo:

Good music

Food

A good amount of his crew members

Making Caleb laugh

Winning a fight

｡:゜☆｡ ･ﾟﾟ･｡. AS FAR AS JINHEE CAN REMEMBER, there isn’t really an instantaneousclick that happened between the two of them during the event of their first meeting. Rather, the development of the most unlikely friendship she’s been in is gradual, as it takes time to befriend Caleb and get how his mind and his vibe work. And being Jinhee—literally the mostextroverted person in the entire planet, and the person who makes becoming friends easy, manages to slightly pry away the exterior walls and befriend him.  She’s glad she decided to befriend him—with how tonight’s event is slowly unfolding, it almost seems to her that she’s b r o k e n down every wall he’s ever built as he lets her be this close to him. She has always known him to be a guarded person, never for one second letting himself be defenseless or be at a disadvantage but as she sits on his lap and move against his hips, she cannot help but think that this is the most defenseless and unguarded she’s seen Caleb become. It makes her feel some kind of way that she really cannot pinpoint. Not that she’ll ever admit to him that allowing himself to be like this in front of Jinhee is really making her feel something.

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He bit the corner of his lip out of habit in an attempt to keep any potentially escaping sounds at bay. The least favorable scenario – although plausible and possible – would be one of his crew members storming in, thinking that he was in trouble or the likes. Whether or not the door was locked was another question. They were like family to each other. A messy, fucked up, scaring family who bonded together over the fact that they respected Caleb just as much as they were scared of him. At least together they could be slightly less scared of him. Yet their respect and curiosity could lead them up at some point – any voice eliciting from their leader’s throat making it just more and more suspicious. He wanted to reunite their lips again, trying out every trick she’d showed him and just feel alive for the first time in forever. Instead, he showed patience again. As addictive and arousing as her actions were, Caleb didn’t want to rush anything. He wanted the full experience, nevermind the duration. While on one hand his body was telling him to speed up, greedy for her touch and shared pleasure; on the other he wanted to enjoy every moment of it. They still had more than enough time until dawn would break and both had to be their usual selves again. So just for one night, he wanted to use his gift of patience to relish in each and every second of it.