Whoops, all gays!

i might never be prioritized. i know i always set myself up for this. i cant help it. but i probably... its never going to happen, is it. to be prioritized the way i do for others.

can you tell i genuinely dont think im capable of dying by the way i write so many of my muses to be apathetic to the concept.

wanting to write bonds nn is gonna kill me. the macklin celebrini effect.

the overflow issue in 2 is my current mood rn

unfort sooo partial to sbk and bken. nanas weird uncles. "what abt aqi" hes nothing to me.

google search how to pick your friend up like a hawk

its still incredibly funny to me that 2s meant to go law. like yeah whatever man. go my megiddo ark.

gotta love inventing crackships that you get too invested in. uh oh.

spent all day looking at salamanders. im gonna get in trouble at work. oops.

i keep thinking about things i can have snox do because i do miss them and i miss writing for them horribly but its so hard to think of things for them and all i can ever think of is stupid little things that dont make for very much. infuriating.

when people ask why i think im a bad writer. you see, the answer is very simple: i don't like using people's names.

the best thing mgs has done for me aside from making me new friends is that it means i can read war stories without getting bored now.

getting a fun chat abt t0 finally means a few more paragraphs donated to the qatokura fic. congrats guys.

day number whatever of thinking abt old varus and his wife and son. sighing wistfully. ant with bindle.

...in spite of how much zaahens like. entire existence pisses me off its like. i Know you. Personally. and its like yes its a dynamic id like to explore but not in a shipping way At All for a Myriad of reasons and i just Know that even putting them near each other is shipping fuel ugh i fucking hate fandom man. can i just fucking write abt my freak brethren in peace.