The Girl's A Straight Up Hustler.

Damn, I wanna be alone rn. I think I need to let him go. Fuck, this is gonna suck for him.

It’s been a year since the last time I saw you. I really wish I could see you again but it’s over. I still think about what could’ve been. You’re still the one, Texas...

It’s getting easier to forget about you but you’re always gonna hold a special place in my heart Texas..

After 8 months I managed to muster up a message that I want to send to you. Idk if you wanna give it a shot again so that’s why I haven’t sent it yet. I want to try again but fear and rejection are holding me back. I’ve been here just editing it over and over again so it feels right but it’s never gonna feel right. Regret is the only thing that’s motivating me to write that message. I only want you. I’d rather be alone if we can’t be together bc no one compares to you.

I only come to vent here bc nobody that’s friends with me goes on here anymore and I just wanna write how much I miss him. I wanna talk with him. I wanna see him. I wanna say I’m sorry for everything. Even if it wasn’t my fault. I’ve never felt like this with anyone and I don’t think I’ll ever find someone like him ever. I don’t wanna look anymore either.

I try not to think about you but I honestly can’t stop. I miss you. Nobody will amount to you. Nobody.

I think about you everyday. I’m not kidding. I miss you so much and I wish we could’ve been something. I know I have to let you go but I can’t help but feel like we were meant to be. I’ve never felt like this with anyone. At all. Never in my life have I ever been so sure about someone but I ruined it. Just like how I ruin everything else. I miss you, Texas...

I still feel like you were the one...