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I hope you like the names I picked for the two. Thomas is Trixie because My Little Pony. Jax I think would go with journey, and I have a whole little idea for it.

So how the name would’ve come about is just a normal conversation talking about how you know the journey to where she is now was long and and how much happier she is now that she’s made that journey then it’s just like oh that’s it that’s the name Journey.

It also starts with J that’s like another reason lol

Everybody told her not to.

I guess some of the reasons why I can understand and relate to her more because for a cis girl I know a little bit too much about 4tran4 and the terms used on there so I knew exactly what jax was and why she was written that ways

And I also related to her in a sense of identity

I rejected that I was a woman myself and hated myself for it I thought I was a disgusting creature for being born as I was for years, I tried desperately to hide that I was a woman to hide what a ugly monster i looked like for years. I was 19 or 20 I can’t really remember when I finally realized that I was just women and that didn’t make me disgusting.

Because I hated myself so much I let people mistreat me I hurt myself and others.

I almost “abstracted” myself

Jax made me feel seen in a way about repression about how I tried to erase part of my identity because I thought it was bad that it was disgusting and dirty and I’m not saying my experience is anything like the trans woman experience because I relate to jax in a different way.

I really love jax and the more I think about her the more I love her.

Edit: add space in trans women so sorry :(

I personally think it is a bit misogynistic to be that male focused. I have male, female, non-binary and non-conforming OCs, which I love equally.

Like the only people I exclude from this rule is the people that have under four OCs because I don’t think it’s as fair to them on the same level as the people with 5+ male ocs 

The conversation concluded with this final remark towards me.