Perspective

One moment I am, the next I’m not.

I keep asking myself if I am genuinely satisfied with the way life is being and treating me.

Should I stay and suck it up

As of lately, I’ve been just so mentally exhausted but you don’t see that unless I’m on my phone. You pay attention to these things since when…

I feel like I can’t be as open or as free of my thoughts / emotions.

I’m walking on eggshells everyday just trying figure out how to stop walking on them.

You’re just so different compared to how I fell in love with you.

Everything was just a learning process of becoming a full on adult.

This was a part of me where I had fun and socialized with those I didn’t meet personally. More of “hi my name is ____!”

I’m glad I’m able to still see some of them, updated versions of them and how they’re doing especially the ones I would non stop talking to back when we were all teens.

I’ve learned lessons on lessons that it’s crazy to even realize more than 10 years had passed by and I’m able to still look back as if it’s a highschool yearbook.

Even though I had I was in rough mental state back then, I’m still managing myself mentally, physically and emotionally.

Hope everyone is well.