Allie 🐐

Monday: 

> Aim to finish reports. > Aim to finish learning packs. > Shopping delivery coming this evening.  > Meal planning 

Tuesday:

> Got a delivery of plants coming which I am way too excited about!  > Finish any reports or learning packs.  > Sort out returning some clothes > Creating some displays

Wednesday:

> In work from 8:30 - 4:30 at least.

Thursday:

> In work from 8:30 - 4:30 at least > Printing and packing learning packs. > Write end of week emails.  > Compile School Newsletter

Friday: > Various school document work

Saturday: > Hoping to plan to go for a really long walk. 

I need to get back to it.

But it’s report season and learning from home means creating many work packs!

Looked it up online, finally found one that said it was about 7k through woodland with hills. Thought it would be challenging but fun.

This was the reality:

It was a circular walk. I forgot to start recording the walk on my Fitbit...and there were many hills.

Thank you! ♥️♥️♥️

I’ve got some serious guilt but I’m trying to process that in a good way rather than beating myself up or it becomes such a big issue.

It’s my birthday tomorrow - I’ve been baking a cake today and sorting bits and I’ve been at work the day before and it’s just been a little busy.

I edited a photo of mine today and I thought it was pretty.

I have decided to stay curious. It feels midway between pessimism and optimism. It’s like I think awful things might happen but I’m curious about it and I wanna know.

It’s like what happens if I don’t give up?

What happens if I keep running?

How will I keep this up when I’m working more?

What will I do in winter again?

I ordered some plus sized clothes. I don’t fit into half my wardrobe at the moment and was already getting fear about having to be outside in clothes that do not fit.

I am loathed to spend money especially when I am currently loosing a bit of weight, but I need to be happy in the body I am in now. Not just waiting to be skinny. Might send them all back. They might not fit. But they might help 👍🏻

Tomorrow: Actually physically into work!

I’m a teacher. Currently I live with someone who is shielding so I haven’t been in with the kids for a while. But we are creating learning pack for the children, and they need sorting and printing and putting into packs. All the hard creative planning has been done though.

Wednesday: Nothing yet.

I feel like I’m forgetting something. Jobs such as sorting out shopping and things like that.

Thursday: Baking a cake.

Baking and icing a cake. Hopefully. We are struggling to get icing sugar at the moment, I really hope we get it!

Friday: It’s my birthday.

Lockdown birthday. Having some nice food with my mum and just relaxing probably! No plans for activities.

Saturday: Going to my Boyfriend’s.