Runningmist and Leafpaw of Jaggedclan

thanks. i’m always around, i hope everything keeps going well for all of y'all.

I remember watching from afar for like several months, and when Jaggedclan opened, it was like one of the main things I actually had the spoons to try and work towards, it was a nice light in my shit life that I worked towards, and when I got in, it was amazing.Don’t get me wrong. The group has great moments, and definitely great rpers. I just had many reasons, both personal and with the group, that I was pushed closer and closer to leaving, But stress and guilt of knowing how hard I worked to stay in for this long, kept me from leaving. I won’t say don’t join the group, because I know that there are some great moments and great rpers and cool characters. Just know that you need a lot of free time, and you gotta keep your personal life and your personal mental stuff to yourself, and away from the roleplay and away from the group in general. Thanks for the message anon. I’m sorry to say I can’t fully trust that this isn’t just someone else yanking my chain, but. yeah.

There’s a difference between overreacting/going off, and I have been asked the same question, several times, and no matter how many times I answer it or explain it to people, they still wanna make the joke, even when I’ve said it kinda bothers me.And yeah, when I get contacted by mods telling me to change how I decide to make my art, just because people are bothered or uncomfortable? When they say they’ve gotten complaints, from members even though no one has ever came to me?No one in the group has ever pm’d me about how I roleplay. I’ve only ever gotten asks here. None of the mods have ever contacted me about how I type my responses. I don’t take my ocs too seriously, and yeah. I take certain things personally. Because they are my characters, and that is personal to me. I take my ocs seriously because I make them and handle them seriously. I take their personalities and their backstories personally. And if that’s a problem, then why the hell does anyone actually try to rp, if they’re too busy just tossing around memes and basically throwing their character’s personalities everywhere. There’s sometimes a lack of continuity and while there is change, most of what I’ve seen is shipping and while most people do have responses to the happenings in the clan, the most important thing to most of you, is the shipping. Or atleast that’s how it looks.So forgive me, for taking my characters seriously.Lucky for you guys then, my oversensitive ass isn’t in the group anymore. Sorry to be such a fuckin’ hassle.

I’ll answer it, just like I answered it before.It’s fucking art. It’s not like everyone I’ve seen in three clans honestly has super realistic designs or colours.And you know what, why should that be my concern? If I decided to doodle runningmist, and I used a more blue hue than grey, why the fuck does that matter?It’s art. For ffs, do you want everyone to just attempt their best at drawing only realistic cats in an exact life like replica style? Most of the artists in the group have soft, and even cartoony styles and its Wonderful. You gonna go ask them why their cats are hues of orange or even hues of cream and such? No?  Never once while in the rp did I ever state they were blue. It’s not my problem if y’all wanna make this a long term joke. I could give less than two fucks at this point.Also, if you know what a russian blue is, they are often described in grey/blue/silver hues, especially under nice lighting. So I mean. Honestly.Either way anon, balls or not, me in the group or not, this shit’s old, and boring.You can’t even come off anon, cause you’re too chicken shit.Also correction. Yeah I’m out of threeclans cause I LEFT.

This blog won’t be deleted, so if you have any cares about that, don’t. The blog isn’t going anywhere.

I’m sorry that I don’t know who this is..I’m sorry for having to leave at all.

A Definite Mood: Your Mother Dies, You’re Getting Bitter and Mad, You Try Not To Be, Your Leader / Aunt Dies At A Border,  Your Bestfriend’s Mother Dies In A Fight About Said Leader Death, While You Get Attacked For Trying To Pull Her Back Outta That BS Amazing. Tired and Numb as Hell. Small Golden Boy ain’t small anymore, and maybe not as gold. (7/20/17)

At this point I should just kill off my characters and leave the group.

(6/12/17)

Sweetwind belongs to @beestalkers,  Runningmist belongs to @ me. (6/11/17)

A long overdue update of Runningmist’s ref. Now with their new scars, from the fox and from the rebellion.  They scars on their flank are only on their perspective’s left side, and the scars from the fox are only on their perspective’s right side. The scar above the base of their tail at their lower spine is just one big one that goes like a dash, so it can be seen from either side. The little scar at the hind, their perspective right paw, came from a small injury in the territory.  A post that talks a bit about their personality now-

Oh wow, I never really considered it. Despite being in Jaggedclan, where the lore and rumors are that all the cats have a deep high regard in Starclan, (which isn’t really always my thing), I quite like Jaggedclan and don’t regret joining in this clan.If I had to decide, I suppose I think that Creekclan would be interesting to join. I would make an oc who was light on their feet, and took to the water, fast. They would be plump like their clanmates, but it’s all muscle. Despite a Creekclan’s rumour, I’d say my cat loved to have their fur messy with mud/dirt, anything. They often don’t clean, though somewhere underneath the muck, is a shiny healthy coat. While I’ve heard rumours that Creekclan cats are lazy, and over-relaxed, I think I end up finding myself playing a cat who is neither of those (thought I know that many cats are like that already). 

It would have been nice to be asked this with a skype message, but I suppose if you feel more comfortable being anonymous…I had asked the mods when I first joined the group if I could write in this format, and they said as long as I used my cat’s name in the beginning (which I do), that it was fine. No one has ever stated that we have to bold actions and not bold speaking.If anything I’ve seen a few other rpers aside from myself who write in the format I do, and no one has ever had a problem with it.It’s kind of odd that you think that my posts arent well-formatted or organized, but it’s your opinion, and you can feel free to compare my posts with others and say they are random all you like.. I’m sorry it causes you problems focusing, and I’m sorry you also cannot rp with me more.