𐔌 . ⋮ TAKE NOTES PROFESSOR .ᐟ ֹ ₊ ꒱ — ✘✘✘
⋆𖦹⋆ˎˊ˗ PAIRING : COLLEGESTUDENT!JAKE X OLDER!READER
𖥻 ׁ ׅ synopsis ! ׁ ׅ 🪷 Your marriage took a drastic turn over the years, cold shoulder and silent dinners. Things get even more complicated once your husband starts tutoring a young man from his literature class, privately in your home. Thick tension that will soon reveal hidden motives.
── .✦ genre: angst, smut 𖥻 ׁ ׅ 5.3k+ words.
𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃 warning : SMUT mdni, college au, infidelity, legal age gap (jake 23, reader 26), husband is portrayed to be in his late 30’s, manipulation, foul language, arguing, softdom!jake, sub!reader, reader is black coded, rough sex, he talks you through it, bigdick!jake, unprotected sex (don’t do this), creampie, small aftercare scene!
𖥻 ׁ ׅ based on the kdrama: notes from the last row .ᐟ ֹ ₊
The heavy weight of an unhappy marriage is real, or better yet the feeling of your spouse just being a roommate in a home that was once shared with happy memories. No more loving smiles and only having a short conversation at the dinner table. But that didn't last long either.
Dinners grew quiet, the only sound was the sound of silver wear scrapping or clashing against the plate filled with food, cold shoulders led to your husband sleeping in his study for "peace of mind" reasons— or so he said. It was honestly normal for the both of you. Any other married couple would look at y'all and think something was truly wrong.
See your husband Scott was an aspiring author. He wanted to be known for his stories, live in the life of accepting awards for his work and so on, especially after writing his first novel. That dream came tumbling down once he needed help from his friend who so happens to be an author with many connections.
"Your story is..how do I put this..too complicated." Said friend who patted Scott's shoulder on that cold winter night before walking away.
Scott remember that day vividly, the snow slowly falling as they both stood outside the small local restaurant his friend was eating at with wealthy known authors. After that he switched careers, working as a literature professor. You were honestly happy he at least managed to do something related to his dream and switch over to help others, but Scott never felt the same. Students found it hard in his class due to the fact his temper was short and graded papers with no remorse.
Students would use the fact that because he failed as an author, he is taking his anger out on them. Scott tries his best not to let it get to his head, if they didn't like it, they can drop out of his class. But to your surprise, he started to step foot into what was once a shared bedroom at night to get your opinion on why his students acted a certain way.
"Your a therapist, help me out here." He once said, sitting awkwardly at the edge of the bed, like the once shared space was foreign. Back facing you while you were perched up resting against the headboard, book resting on your lap for a late night read, you just stared at him before offering the advice he wanted to hear.
That's the only time you felt a little spark. That small spark come an go as he only confided in you for advise and disappearing back into his study now guest room for him.
It was only a matter of time before that little spark vanishes completely and he only focused on his own little story.
"That's why writing the first sentence is crucial." Scott spoke calmly, slowly pacing back and forth in his lecture hall. Nothing but his voice was heard as students tried their best to focus on the important lesson he was trying to teach.
"The moment the first sentence is written, the author finally takes their first step into their story."
Focused on the the novel in hand, he spoke about a specific quote asking students if they knew of said author. The classroom was nothing but quiet. Few taking notes on their device or notebook while others stared at him like he was just a person standing there just to talk.
"No one knows the answer?" He stared at them, scanning the room intensely. "This is a quintessential classic. Goethe's—" The sudden sound of a student's phone blasting music at full volume woke up the whole classroom like an espresso shot. The student's hands moved quickly, awkwardly placing his phone face down in front of him on the desk.
"Who was that? what was that noise?" Scott looked around making it even more awkward for the guy not wanting to out himself.
"Apologies." Taking out his airpods not holding eye contact, finally speaking up causing Scott to look at him. A few laughs from students as if that was the best thing that happened for once in the professor's class.
He continued on like nothing happened, even though it bothered him for a split second. He talked about the author Goethe and his novel 'The Sorrows of Young Werther.' "As we all know, it's written in the form of letters sent by Werther to his friend Albert.." Glancing out the window as he spoke more until he finally snapped.
"Are my classes a joke to you?"
If the class wasn't silent before it became still.
Everyone stared watching Scott look directly at the poor guy. "Get out!" Patients running thin feeling the disrespect from already having students in his class that didn't even want to answer questions.
"It's not Albert, it's Wilhelm." The sudden smooth deep voice with a slight thick Australian accent was heard from the back row catching Scott's and students attention. They all looked at him like they never knew a person was sitting back there, let alone that he was in the class.
"Werther's friend is Wilhelm," He continued. "Albert is the Fiance of Lotte, the woman Werther loves. The object of Werther's jealousy, admiration, and inferiority complex. But, in the sense that all of those things are part of friendship, i guess you could say they were friends, The object of his envy, and yet, his friend."
The class ooed in admiration from his quick knowledge while Scott looked stuck for once. "Professor, times up." Was all the guy said water bottle in hand taking a quick sip. Scott blinked, staring a bit before clearing his throat. "Class dismissed."
Students packed out immediately, dropped off their writing assignment on his desk before exiting. Scott noticed the guy from earlier was the last to leave, dropping his assignment off and walking away without once glancing at the professor.
Once the classroom emptied out, Scott sat down at his desk sighing, reaching for the last paper to read out the name of the student that knew more than him.
"You want me to judge something when it's too early to do so." Your husband was back inside y'all your room late at night, sitting at the little desk by the window. He always manage to come here when your peacefully reading your book. "How is it too early, your a therapist. Why is it always 'to be continued' after every story." He spoke, watching you look over Jake's assignment. The story he wrote was incredible, depicting a world where he want it to be his.
Scott explained what happened two days ago in his class and how after that he has been only hooked on the story his student, Jake has given him. "Is this what you have been reading in your study?" Asking with a raised eyebrow, Scott scoffed snatching the paper away.
"And so what if I am, I came in here for your input. Nothing more." Words stinging slightly trying your best not to say anything because an argument is the last thing you want right now for the spark that was lit up after years.
"His mental state isn't complex..he's envious." Your words came out slow, voice steady looking at your husband. "He must have saw something that he wanted desperately. And since he can't do anything about it, he's venting through writing. imagination."
Scott pondered on your words for a brief second, staring into the distance before getting up slowly. groaning slightly from age catching up to him. "Are you going to take him under you wing?." Your sentence stopped your husband in his tracks, not speaking once before turning off the main light in your room and shutting the door while leaving.
The sudden warmth disappeared despite no physical contact. Just the presence was enough. Wiping the quick tear that graced your cheek, you closed your book, place it on the night stand, and cut off the lamp to go to sleep.
It took a while for Scott to get Jake on board. A proposal was made and rules were set. Jake made it very clear he has three jobs on top of his studies causing Scott to propose if he quits once of his part time jobs, he would pay twice the amount for each session. And the one rule that was set was that all meet ups will be happening at Scott's house. "I don't want others poking in my business." Said Scott.
You finally met Jake for the first time since half of there meet ups were during the hours you were still at work. The one off day you manage to see him Jake was polite, very polite. His words came out smooth and he smiled at the perfect time causing you to feel warmth in your face.
After their session, You made dinner, wanting Jake to eat as well after being cooped up in Scott's hot clustered study.
"May I call you by your first name, if that's okay with you?" Jake spoke after swallowing his food, looking at you only. Scott glancing up from his food looking at Jake. You blinked a few times, slowly poking at your food. Warm smile gracing your face, "Of course, whatever is comfortable for you." Speaking softly earning a small grin from Jake.
"If I'm being honest I was expecting professor's wife to look like him." You stopped mid bite looking at Jake confused. "What do you mean by that?" laughing nervously, while Scott shoot daggers into Jakes side profile. "Nothing bad, professor made it seem like you were less beautiful from the woman in his novel. which is crazy because your still young and more beautiful."
Scott slammed his fork on the table before standing up. "I think it's time for you to go home now Jake." Jake looked up at Scott from his seat, he glanced at you noticing your silence. "I'm sorry y/n..did i say something to offend you." Your smile was quick and so was the nod. "Oh no sweetie there's no need to apologize."
"Even so, it's time for you to leave. It's getting late."
"Don't be rude Scott." You spoke with a sudden base in your voice shocking both of them. Not looking at your husband you stood up as well, grabbing Jake's plate. "I'll pack your food so you can take it home with you." Jake stared at you, trying to pick at the mask you set quickly after your sudden tone.
Smiling a little he nodded his head. "Thank you." Was all he said before standing up, walking over to the living room couch to grab his book bag.
Once Jake left, the atmosphere grew heavy and thick. Scott stood by the kitchen doorframe, watching you scrub away at the plates. "Your upset." Scott finally spoke up, your movements never stopping. "Who wouldn't be upset from finding out that their husband describe their wife differently in their novel from the main character who so happens to be the husband's first love." Voice laced with anger and slightly shaking while using the dirty dishes as a distraction from crashing out.
Scott took off his glasses to pinch the bridge of his nose seeing how this might play out for him. "I know it sounds weird but it's not like that—" Slamming the dish back into the soap water, splashing water everywhere but not caring once while taking off the rubber gloves and sitting them on the edge of the kitchen sink.
"Do you know what else I found out, apparently the people in jakes story that he has been writing about it your first love's family, isn't that a shocker." Scott eyebrows furrowed in confusion watching you come closer towards him.
"You went into my study?"
"Does that matter right now?"
"I told you it was off limits—"
"FOR FUCK SAKE SCOTT!" The loud outburst from you caught your husband off guard mid sentence. Looking at him crazy, feeling frustrated. "Does that fucking matter right now? no, it doesn't. what matters right now is that the whole reason you continue the private tutoring is because you figured out he was writing about your first love and her husband that so happened to be your ex friend that fucked your career over."
Your words came out fast, it felt like your anger and sadness finally spewed out. The discovery of his first love being the reason he's getting back into a positive attitude was the icing on the cake.
Scott had no words, Absolutely zero. He stared at his wife who looked at him with tears that welled up in her eyes, bottom lip trembling, and breath uneven. What could he possibly say to fix this situation.
"Save it. Clean the rest of the dishes. I'm going to bed." The switch from anger to cold was quick, you felt yourself becoming numb after finally letting it all out, the spark you kept close flickered out like heavy rain smothering a small campfire.
The door slammed shut, leaving a husband in the middle of the kitchen entry way pondering on the beginning of his fucked up decisions.
It's been two weeks since that indecent. The sessions still continued, but now at Scott's office at the college. Scott and Jake sat in silence as Scott read Jake's paper. Jake tapped against the table, staring at the old man in front of him. "You look tired." Breaking the ice, Scott looked at him before continuing to read his story.
"I'm always tired." Jake laughed a little looking around at the different books on the shelves collecting dust. "Why do you sit in the last row in my class?" Sitting Jake's paper down, he finally looked at him watching Jake look back at him.
Jake pondered for a second, lip twitching for a split second containing his smile.
"Is it so you can daydream in my class?"
"You can be seen everything from there. A seat where I can observe everything without being seen myself." Words coming out smooth without breaking eye contact. The silence passing by between them until one of them decided to speak.
"You observe a lot lately, especially married couples. The more you observe the complicated things get." Scott sat up slightly in his chair, the rebuttal came quick. "..Well to be fair married couples are complicated regardless."
"Are you talking about yourself?" Jake couldn't contain his smirk any longer, especially not after seeing Scott's puzzled face.
"Well, I'm just wondering how things are with you and your wife." Jake didn't shy away, his curiosity always there especially with Scott's love life. "Why would you be curious about that?" Looking confused all Jake did was smirk some more.
"Focus on your story and not about my life with my wife." Scott dismissed the conversation pointing at Jake's paper. "So what should i focus on then." Jake watched as the wires connected into Scott's head. "Something special." Was all Scott said causing Jake to raise an eyebrow. "Something special?" Scott nodded picking up the written assignment once again.
"For a story to be a story, it needs a special something."
Jake's stories only got wilder from there. It made Scott questioned if it was real or not, but each time Jake manage to debunk his suspicion. Jake knew it was only a matter of time for Scott to spiral while you continued to distance yourself from your husband.
Scott managed to lose it completely once Jake stopped writing due to the fact he was away for a while helping his sick relative. Jake was nowhere in sight and unable to write properly, Scott practically begged for him to continue. "If you want to know so bad what happened next, imagine it. write it yourself." Jake said over the phone before hanging up.
Scott grew frustrated especially after that phone call a second one came from Jake early in the morning leading to Scott's fucked up decisions to finally catch up to him.
You were in the middle of packing your clothes, hair products, skin care products,etc. Your breaking point finally snapping leading you to get ready to leave after an argument with your husband after he rushed to go to his first love's house. "Jake wrote in his story that she's in trouble!" Was all Scott said.
You let out a scoff mid packing recounting that moment ten seconds ago. "So wrapped up in a story that's apart of his imagination." Shaking your head you placed the last item in your suitcase before hearing the doorbell ring. looking up confused you made your way to the front door, looking through the peep whole you see Jake standing there looking off into the distance.
Opening the door, Jake looked at you. He stood there tall, hands in his pants pocket with his book bag hanging off of one shoulder.
"Jake? What are you doing here?" He gave you a small smile before you quickly stepped aside to let him in. "I had something to show you actually, it's about professor." Jake placed his book bag down on the floor by the couch as he sat down, seeing you stand a few feet away confused.
Jake chuckled a little, reached into his book bag, "I wrote my finally story, instead of your husband reading it I wanted you to read it y/n." His tone grew serious, you looked at the slightly thick stack of paper in his hand causing you to finally move closer and sit on the couch.
"Why me? I Think Scott should read it first." Jake was quick to shake his head. "No. He'll get to read it later. trust." The promise felt dark, but you didn't get to ponder on his words for much longer as he handed you the assignment.
As you began to read, the final piece of the story that brung your marriage to a breaking point, you felt nothing. It was like you were numb while reading Jakes true story. You sat there still, reading the last bit while Jake watched every little reaction and movement from you. Once you were done reading you couldn't help but laugh bitterly.
"I knew it this would happened." Speaking softly you sat the assignment full of disbelief on the couch. The sudden shift was quick, Jake's hand came resting on top of your hand. "How come?" Speaking with a deep change in tone, feigning comfort. You look ed at Jake noticing that he sat close full attention on you and only you.
"Because he never cared about me, he only cared about the story you wrote." Your voice came out in a small whisper. Jake was quick to wipe the tear that threatened to spill before cupping your face softly. His hand was warm, a warmth you craved for, for the longest from your husband but instead it was from another man.
"How could he screw up with a wife like you." Deep voice protruding. Your words got stuck in your throat, you couldn't help but really stare at him. It was only a matter of time for one of you to make the first move and Jake did so, not shying away as his face inched closer and you made no sound or movement to stop him, wanting him to continue. The feeling of his lips on yours felt electric,melting in your spot.
The kiss grew heavier while Jake used his free hand to wrap it around your waste pulling you closer towards him. You felt the warmth of his body while you gripped his broad shoulders. You managed to pull away slightly, breathing heavily, "This is wrong.." Jake watched you stare at his lips, he couldn't help but smirk finding it funny.
"I can stop right now. Just say the word."
You didn't utter a single no or lets stop, just tugged him closer kissing him again. You could feel the smile in between the kiss from him. Jake wasted no time picking you up from the couch, surprising strong arms carrying you to your room. Breaking away from the kiss, he laid you down on the bed softly. Trapping you in between his arms as he was on top of you, Jake stared causing you to get shy.
"Why are you staring at me like that?"
"Because your beautiful."
His hands roamed all over your brown skin, taking you in fully. "I wouldn't even let you out of my sight if you were mines." He stated clearly, bringing his head down to your neck, kissing you there slowly earning a moan from you.
You arched beneath him, the weight of Jake's body pressing you deeper into the mattress. Your brown skin flushed warm under his wandering palms as they slid along your sides, over the curve of your waist, and down to grip your hips. He kissed your neck again, slower this time, lips parting so his tongue could trace the sensitive spot just below your ear.
A soft moan slipped from you before you could stop it. Jake answered with a low hum against your throat, the vibration traveling straight through you. His mouth moved lower, pressing open kisses along your collarbone while his hands kept exploring—fingers splaying wide, thumbs brushing the undersides of your breasts through your clothes.
"You feel so good," he murmured, voice rough. One hand slipped beneath your shirt, palm hot against bare skin as he pushed the fabric up. He broke contact only long enough to pull it over your head and toss it aside, looking at you in the lace leopard print bra that had him spiraling even more eyes growing dark and clouded with lust, "God your fucking beautiful baby." He helped you take off your bra then his mouth returned to your chest, kissing the swell of each breast before his tongue flicked over a nipple.
Your fingers tangled in his hair, tugging him closer. Jake groaned, the sound vibrating against your skin. He sucked gently, then harder, teeth grazing just enough to make your back lift off the bed. His free hand worked at your waistband, popping the button and easing the zipper down. He lifted his hips to help slide your pants and underwear off in one smooth motion, leaving you bare beneath him.
Jake sat back on his heels for a moment, eyes dark as they traveled over every inch of exposed brown skin. "Fuck, look at you." His hands returned, spreading your thighs wider so he could settle between them. The hard line of his cock pressed against your inner thigh through his jeans, thick and insistent.
He leaned down again, capturing your mouth in another deep kiss while his fingers traced lower—sliding between your folds, finding you already slick. He circled your clit with slow, deliberate strokes, swallowing every gasp and whimper you gave him. Two fingers pushed inside, curling just right as his thumb kept working that sensitive bundle of nerves.
"So wet for me," he breathed against your lips. His pace stayed steady, fingers thrusting deeper while his mouth moved back to your neck, sucking marks into the skin there. Your hips rolled up to meet his hand, chasing the building heat. "Fuck- hng! feels so good." Jake matched your rhythm, adding a third finger, stretching you open as his cock strained harder against his jeans.
He pulled his fingers free only to bring them to his mouth, licking them clean with a low groan. Then both hands went to his belt, unbuckling it quickly. He shoved his jeans and boxers down just enough to free his cock. You looked at his dick shocked at the size, he was thick, flushed, and leaking at the tip. His dick look heavy as he wrapped a hand around the base, giving himself one slow stroke.
"That's not going to fit." You deadpanned earning a small laugh from Jake but you were dead ass.
"Don't worry love, you can take it." He reassured like he know for a fact you can, you bit your bottom lip watching him move closer, thick tip prodding at your hole. "But tell me when to stop," he gripped your chin making you look up at him, "okay?" You nodded your head, a small whimper leaving your lips. "Words baby."
Jake rewarded you by slowly pushing in causing you to both groan at the feeling. "Shit. Your fucking tight." groaning out as inch after inch sank in until his hips met yours. Jake buried his face in your neck, breathing hard as he gave you a moment to adjust. Once you relaxed around him, he started moving—long, deep thrusts that rocked the bed beneath you. Each stroke dragged against that perfect spot inside, his pelvis grinding against your clit on every downstroke. "Oh fuck." You moaned back arching feeling him deep inside of you.
"See, told ya’, you can take it." Jake sat up hands resting beside your face as he fed you slow deep strokes to calm you down. "You feel so fucking good." He looked at you noticing your eyes glazed over as you tried to form a sentence. "hng— f-faster please." Jake raised an eyebrow, grinning widely at you. "Huh? what was that I couldn't hear you." feigning innocence while you whimpered. "C'mon use that pretty voice." Jake bit his bottom lip rolling his hips into yours, loving the feeling of your warmth.
"P-please Jake fuck me faster!" Your sweet begging was all it took for Jake obliged, pace quickening, the wet sound of skin meeting skin filling the room along with your shared moans. His hands gripped your thighs, folding you into mating press as he fucked into you harder. Sweat slicked both your bodies, his chest sliding against yours with every thrust. He kissed you again, messy and desperate, tongue tangling with yours while his cock drove in and out.
You moaned in between the kiss, feeling intense pleasure. Jake pulled away leaning back up to look at you with hooded eyes. "This is what you needed, huh. A proper fuck from a man who really can love and fuck you." Jake words hit deep feeling yourself get even more wet as you tighten around him causing him to smirk.
"Fuuck look at that, pussy wet f'me huh? shit your doing so well for me." You nodded your head as he continued to press down on your thighs. "Ouu fuck jakee." Your beautiful cries were music to his ears, he groaned at the sight of your pussy gripping him tight with each thrust, the thick frothy ring of cum forming at the base of his cock and your thighs as evidence. The sound of skin slapping against skin could be heard by neighbors, but you could care less as he continued to fuck you.
"Nasty ass pussy, look at you creaming all over me taking it so well for me." Thick Australian accent peeking out. Your eyes rolled back while his hips slammed against you, feeling yourself close, legs shaking. "Look at me while I fuck you love." He tapped the side of your cheek making you look at him, your eyes filled with tears as he kissed your lips before his hand slid between you again, fingers finding your clit once more to rub tight circles.
"Cum for me," he growled against your mouth. "Let me feel it." The combination of his cock filling you and his fingers working your clit pushed you over the edge. Your pussy clenched around him, pulsing hard as pleasure crashed through you. Jake groaned loud, hips stuttering as your orgasm milked him. He thrust a few more times before burying himself deep, dick twitching as he came inside you, hot pulses of cum filling you up.
He stayed there, forehead pressed to yours, both of you breathing hard. "Fuck that was…" He breathed heavily, leaning up as he slowly pulled out watching his thick cum leave your pussy and onto the bed. Your body grew weak watching with sleepy eyes as he got off the bed to go grab a warm rag to clean you up with.
In that same space where you once shared with your husband and craved his warmth was another man who willingly gave you his comfort.
Scott was heated. He been fooled by one of his students. His world came crumbling down after witnessing everything was normal. He made a fool out of himself, he looked crazy.
Once Scott arrived back home he witness Jake leaving the apartment complex, book bag hanging off his shoulder with a smug glow look plastered on his face as he looked up at the bright sunny sky.
"Hey, you!" Jake looked over at the black Toyota car, Scott getting out while pointing at him furious. "You tricked me!" Scott shouted, all Jake did was smirk swinging his book bag in front of him to clutch it tight, getting ready to run.
"Get back here!" People passing by witnessing the scene before them watching an old man chase a young man down. But once he hit that corner, Jake was out of sight. Catching his breath, Scott cussed under his breath making his way back home instead. Once entering inside the quiet home he noticed two suit cases by the door along with a duffle bag. Confusion written all over his face he made his way to your bedroom.
Noticing the messed up sheets and you looking at yourself in the mirror fixing your lip combo without any care that your husband has arrived. "Did you let that asshole in?" Scott was in disbelief. Sighing heavily, you looked over your curls after fixing it from it being messed up prior before his arrival. "He's not an asshole, show some respect."
Scott laughed bitterly at your words, staring at you like you had a second head growing in the back of your skull. "Respect went out the window when you let one of my students in my home in our room. are you crazy?"
"My room." You corrected.
"He's a kid." Scott stated clearly.
You finally looked at him through the mirror. "He's not a kid, he is a man and more mature unlike someone." You calming screwed the top back on your lip gloss before putting it in your small pouch and grabbed it. "You're unbelievable right now, do you even hear yourself—"
"No Scott. Do you hear yourself? Do you even realize what's been happening lately." You could only shake your head seeing him grow quiet. "I won't live with you anymore. I won't put up with you anymore. I'm going to start writing my own story now."
Scott watched you brush pass him, he stepped out of the bedroom and watched you leave happily with your stuff. His world came crashing down quick and he couldn't do nothing about it. Grabbing at his gray hair he turned around until he noticed his study door was open. Walking over he noticed all the stories Jake given him were gone. Nowhere near his desk. Panicking, he stepped closer only to see a small thick stack of paper on the desk.
"What.." Picking up the stack he flipped each page, reading it carefully. Each mastermind plan was written well, every detail on how Jake manage to bring fiction into reality. Using the knowledge of his first love and ex friend to twist a narrative to the point Scott was writing the story.
'I honestly didn't expect for my story to make it this far. For me to depict a world that was real only to you, professor. Honestly it's better for you to take notes instead, right? That's when I remembered what you said. That for a story to be a story, it needs a special something. The more i gave you, the more you were able to continue on without me explaining anything to you.
From that point on, the writer of this story was always you.
Has your story finally become special?'