Ruelles⚔️Chrysalis

Leggings, a crop top, a big comfy flannel and white vans with your backpack full of books and completed homework because you are beautiful and smart.

Skinny jeans, plain t-shirt, leather jacket, and booties holding your phone that is just blowing up cause you’re popular and cool now.

Leggings, over sized sweater, with booties or long boots and your hair in a messy bun showing off your insane cheekbones and jawline.

Leggings and hunter boots with the socks, a long sleeve shirt, and a cute puffer vest. You look so stylish even when it took you just minutes to put together. Your hair is in a sleek pony and your neck is an attention getter, all the boys want to kiss it now.

Leggings, a big hoodie, and uggs because lazy days look cute on you now.

Beanie, a long sleeve, a jacket, with leggings. You wear long socks that peak over your knee high boots with cute details. Your legs look so thin and perfect you have to bring attention to them.

For a date night you put on a little black dress with tights and closed toe heals. A dress jacket makes you look even smaller, but once you take it off everyone can admire your long, skinny arms and legs. Your hair is curled and down framing your beautiful face.

Work out leggings with fun color blocking cause you don’t mind people looking at your legs any longer, a cute strappy sports bra from lululemon and a matching tank that shows off the detailed back. Over it you put a warm, fitted jacket also from lululemon. Even going to the gym you look cool.  

Lace underwear and your boyfriend’s long sleeve t because it is his favorite outfit on you.

it was a long, busy day.

you arrive home and your heavy bags hit the hardwood floor with a prominent thud. your footsteps on the way to your room couldn’t be more opposite – the only sound or disturbance is the way your socks brush against the floor. no furniture shakes when you pass it, no countertop items lightly clink together the way they had a year ago when you would walk by. a smile tugs at the corners of your lips at this.

you walk through your pristine bedroom on the way to the bathroom. bed made, floor swept, surfaces clean and uncluttered. your bathroom is the same, a sea of white walls, counters, tiles, punctuated by the soft blue of your towels and shower curtain. you close the door quietly behind you, a full-length mirror swinging with it to stare at you. you’re dressed in a small tee shirt that’s a bit loose on you, medium sweatpants that fit the same. even when you bum it to your classes, you still look incredible, and you have ana to thank for that.

you pull off your shirt, drop your pants to the floor, and look at yourself in the mirror. pale, porcelain skin and rosy cheeks greet you. small tits, a subtly pear-shaped figure around your hips. you’ve managed to keep your phenominal butt through careful restriction and workouts, and a thigh gap is minimal but present nonetheless. your hair spills over your shoulders and down your back and chest, brunette waves that compliment your pale complexion. your tummy is perfectly flat, ribs sticking out slightly underneath your extra small bralette. your hip bones peek from above your pantyline, and you look up to meet your own gaze in the mirror. large, dark green eyes framed by long lashes, angular jawline, sloping collarbones.

you couldn’t be more pleased with your results. this is what you fought for, to stand here looking at yourself this way and feel content and confident in your physical appearance. no cellulite, no rolls, no jiggle. it seemed so far when you began, and you’d be lying if you said it was easy.

Weighted in at 93.8 this morning..

I hate being short because every little pound makes a huge difference on me😔

Don’t mind my boyfriends sweater on the floor, we’re a little messy..

I think I’m going to go get some green tea and go for a long walk💕

edgy thinspo 🥀

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