papillon venimeux.

#𝐑𝐔𝐁𝐘𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐎𝐍.  an low activity, independent roxana agrece of the manhwa,  "roxana."  portrayed by daisy  ( 21+, she/her ). i will switch between personal icons, pre-made gifs, and banners in my replies to match my partner's aesthetics.

A STUDY IN  ...  cat-like slits for eyes, survival as the villainess,  poison & butterflies,  a younger sister becoming an only child despite the multiple half siblings around,  wrapping the entire family around your finger,  and hitting them where it hurts.  

TRIGGER WARNING ...  the manhwa "roxana" deals with a woman reincarnating into the body of the second oldest agrece,  an age old criminal dynasty of a family,  full of nasty and disgusting people.  roxana is a product of her environment,  full of abusive family members,  obsessive over roxana siblings  (almost to the point of incest, though it never goes that far),  gore,  torture, and other dark themes.  the character is 20+ and i will likely only be playing her from this age. i will not explicitly be writing about the nature of her experiences,  her prose is likely to explain a lot of her thought process and processing of her trauma.  as far as i know,  there are no sa themes in the manhwa,  but regardless:  there will be no writing at all of sa, pedo.philia, r*pe, non-con, or incest on this blog.  these all make me highly uncomfortable and i will likely be avoiding any blogs that have such on it. that being said,  this blog will only be for those who are 20+,  so please do not follow if you're under the age.  

𝒏𝒐 𝒎𝒂𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒎𝒖𝒄𝒉 𝒔𝒌𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒑𝒐𝒊𝒔𝒐𝒏𝒐𝒖𝒔 𝒃𝒖𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒇𝒍𝒊𝒆𝒔 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒕𝒐𝒓𝒆,  𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒏 𝒊𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒚 𝒕𝒆𝒂𝒓 𝒊𝒕 𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒂𝒈𝒂𝒊𝒏  … 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒘𝒐𝒏’𝒕 𝒅𝒊𝒆 𝒐𝒏 𝒎𝒆.

&. 𝐡𝐢𝐭 ‘𝐞𝐦 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐢𝐭 𝐡𝐮𝐫𝐭𝐬 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐝 - taylor swift. if you fail to plan, you plan to fail. strategy sets the scene for the tale, i'm the wind in our free-flowing sails and the liquor in our cocktails.

𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐬𝐞𝐞 𝐦𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐚 𝐜𝐫𝐨𝐰𝐧 - billie eilish. count my cards, watch them fall, blood on a marble wall, i like the way they all scream. tell me which one is worse: living or dying first, sleeping inside a hearse, i don't dream.

𝐦𝐲 𝐭𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬 𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐭 - taylor swift. and i can go anywhere i want, anywhere i want, just not home. and you can aim for my heart, go for blood. but you would still miss me in your bones.

𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐛𝐨𝐝𝐲 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐫𝐮𝐥𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝 - tears for fears. acting on your best behaviour, turn your back on mother nature, everybody wants to rule the world. it's my own design, it's my own remorse, help me to decide, help me make the most of freedom and of pleasure, nothing ever lasts forever, everybody wants to rule the world. there's a room where the light won't find you, holding hands while the walls come tumbling down. when they do i'll be right behind you.

𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐥 𝐨𝐟 𝐬𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐝𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐞 𝐬𝐜𝐞𝐧𝐞 - hozier. with her sweetened breath, and her tongue so mean. she's the angel of small death and the codeine scene. with her straw-blonde hair, her arms hard and lean, she's the angel of small death and the codeine scene. feeling more human and hooked on her flesh, i lay my heart down with the rest at her feet. fresh from the fields, all fetor and fertile. it's bloody and raw, but i swear it is sweet.

𝐢 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐛𝐚𝐝 - taylor swift. i can feel the flames on my skin, crimson red paint on my lips. if a man talks shit, then i owe him nothing. i don't regret it one bit, 'cause he had it coming.

𝐲𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐨𝐰 𝐟𝐥𝐢𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐞𝐚𝐭 - lorde. i'm a princess cut from marble, smoother than a storm. and the scars that mark my body, they're silver and gold. my blood is a flood of rubies, precious stones. it keeps my veins hot, the fires find a home in me. i move through town, i'm quiet like a fire. and my necklace is of opal, i tie it and untie it.

𝐤𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐫 𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐞𝐧 - queen. caviar and cigarettes, well versed in etiquette, extraordinarily nice. she's a killer queen, gunpowder, gelatine. dynamite with a laser beam, guaranteed to blow your mind anytime. recommended at the price, insatiable an appetite, wanna try?

𝐍𝐅𝐖𝐌𝐁 - hozier. when i first saw you, the end was soon. to bethlehem it slouched, and then it must've caught a good look at you. give your heart and soul to charity, 'cause the rest of you, the best of you, honey, belongs to me.

𝐜𝐨𝐢𝐧 - iu. going stronger against the strong, i love gamble. the more aggressive it gets, the more of a new world it is on my table. i’m sorry, the world was always unfair, so it’s pretty damn fun. queen, nicely done. my bad you lose. having eyes that don’t beg, that’s the rule of our game.