Pursuit of Happiness

I know I said I'm over it. I know you definitely are. But it's hard. I think overall I am over us and over the relationship. But I'm not over reminiscing on the good times and how much I loved you.

Stumbled upon this and i havent stopped replaying it

Random - I remember when we lived together, some mornings before leaving for work I would stay in bed after getting ready and just stare at you sleep. Granted that sounds super creepy now that we’re not together but I enjoyed laying next to you, feeling your warmth, your breathing and then waiting super last minute to take the last possible bus to work without being late. I liked having you as a motivation to succeed, making you happy and not stressed because you didn’t have to take care of me. I wish you said you were proud of me more often though. I can’t remember it happening much but it’s okay. I’m pretty sure you were a lot of the times. 

I miss you so much. I dont know who i am without you.

But i fucked it all up