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word count: 2.214

genre: Angst? Fluff

A/N: So this took me forever to write, and honestly I’m still not happy how it worked out. But I hope I won’t have a writers block anymore next part and there will be more readerxjimin times and readerxjungkook fluff and stuff. But don’t think there won’t be more shit going to happen, because it will lol ;)

The next morning when I woke up, Jungkook wasn’t next to me anymore. I guess he was making breakfast. Today we had to part, for a month. I hated it, but he is also an idol, so I couldn’t do anything about it. Our flights were pretty close to each other with the times. He had to fly around 10.30 am, and my flight was departing at 9.50 am. I hopped out of the bed and went to the kitchen. On my way I alreadyy smelled eggs and sausages. “ Kookie! You are cooking!” “ Off course, I have to cook for my lovely girlfriend right? I’m going to be away from you for a month. Isn’t that torture?!” I smiled, he was so cute. “ It’s not my fault that you’re an idol. But don’t be sad, I will FaceTime you everyday.” I hugged him from behind. I know he loves back hugs. “ Such a lovely girlfriend, aren’t you.” He turned around and pinched my cheeks. “ You’re so cute babe, but shouldn’t you get ready? We are leaving at 8 and it’s already 6.50.” He was right, I still had to eat, shower and get my lightish make up on. I was running out of time. “ Oh my god, is it so late already? I’m going to shower kook, don’t burn the sausages!”

The thing I hated the most was showering in the morning. I just wasn’t ready to get a splash of water over me. It was just always so uncomfortable, but since Jungkook moved in he practically made me shower in the morning everyday. No weird stuff, it’s just because you’ll be more awake and face the day with a bright face, like he said. After showering I put some make up on, no too much tho, I was traveling so my make up wouldn’t be that important right? Jungkook and I left home 10 minutes too late because of me, hehe. We stepped in to the car who was picking us up and would get us to Incheon airport on time. There were already a lot of cameras, so a mouth cap and hat was necessary. When we arrived, the boys were already there. “ Y/N! We’ll miss you.” Jimin pouted. “ I will miss u guys too, I will bring some good food from Hong Kong. But don’t forget to send pictures everyday!” I wanted to cry actually, I wouldn’t see them for a month and I had to be alone for three weeks. It wasn’t a big deal actually, but I really didn’t like to be alone. “ We are not parting for forever, it’s just a month.” Yoongi said while still being sleepy.

After I said my goodbyes to the boys, I walked together with Jungkook to my gate. “ Call me everyday okay? I want to make sure I won’t forget your pretty face.” He was concerned about me, how sweet. “ Don’t worry kookie, I will.” “ Promise?” “ Promise.” And I walked to the check-in. “ I love you y/n, don’t forget!” He yelled before I stepped in the airplane. “ I love you too Jungkook.” I said softly, maybe he didn’t even hear.

He said I love you. When I was sitting in the plane, I had lots of time to think. So that’s exactly what I did. After being offered some peanuts from the stewardess, I grabbed my laptop and started writing. It was one of the few things I did while thinking about myself and my life practically. This year I would graduate, and Jungkook and I already had made plans to take a trip to some where far away. It would be great to go away for some time. No cameras, no duties and no commands from his company or my whole fracking life. Since I’ve been with Jungkook my life has taken a complete different turn than I thought it would go, nothing unpleasant tho. It had been the most beautiful months of my life. My mind and heart was everyday hurting because of my parents and because of my fear for being alone or left alone. The stuff I was writing wasn’t a dairy or a story or something, I always wrote short lines.

Lonely lonely, forever lonely or not?

To be forgiven comes from the heart.

Friends and family are the most important things right? Sometimes I thought about writing something big with all these short lines. But well, I’m not a writer or something so that wouldn't work out anyway. I slept a while before I heard a voice waking me up telling me we arrived in Hong Kong. Finally. Home with Yuri.

I turned my phone on immediately and called Yuri. “ Yu, I have arrived, where u at right now?” I talked on the phone while searching for the exit. “ You know, you’re 12 minutes late and the food is cold now. I hate wet and cold noodles.” “ Don’t be such a crybaby yu, wet noodles are the best.” And then I saw her. With a smile on her face Yuri was standing by the exit door. I broke the call off and ran to her. All the things coming to my mind where like a tsunami. I was seeing her in real life and not on a screen. For most people one and a half month apart wouldn’t be that bad. But missing Yuri in my life was just not something that I could handle. I felt so so so happy when I saw Yuri. She immediately ran to me and hugged me, practically she jumped on me. “ I have missed you sooooo much y/n. Never go away again.” “ I have to go after a week tho.” Sad story bro “ Y/n! Don’t ruin our perfect best friend movie moment. Come girl, we have lots to catch up with.”

We did a little bit sightseeing, well actually there was nothing I hadn’t seen before because Hong Kong  was basically my second home. But some sightseeing could never be wrong. I bought some stuff I knew Jungkook liked and bought some egg tarts, something I loved dearly. At night in Yuri’s home we watched a lot of movies and talked some, well a lot. “ Where is Jungkook going to first?” She asked. “ I think Chile, or Mexico? I forgot to be honest, lol.” “ Is he going to FaceTime you soon?” “ Yu is this a interrogation or something.” I said jokingly. “ Maybe not, maybe it’s a concerned friend interrogation.” She seemed upset about something, and I couldn’t figure out what.” “ Has something happened yu?” “ You still know that guy right? Brian?” Brain was her ex-boyfriend, one she loved the most I think. She was very serious with him, but he wasn’t serious at the end. “ Did he come back?” “ No that’s not it. I want you to know that no matter what they say and do, guys don’t express their feelings that well. I don’t want you hurting like me in the end.” Was she talking about Jungkook, was she comparing Jungkook and Brian? About Brian was true. He seemed like Yuri couldn’t get a better guy than him, but in the end he was much different from then we thought. “ I understand Brian had hurt you, but Jungkook isn’t like that, I know that Yuri.” “ I think you don’t understand y/n. But let it be, I just want you and Jungkook to talk about serious stuff and your relationship when he comes back. I really want to protect you from all the pain I had been through.” Maybe she was being paranoid because of her own life/dating experiences, but maybe not. I didn’t want to mistrust Jungkook, that’s not how this was going to be. I wanted to believe in him and our relationship. That it wouldn’t be like how all my nightmare’s were like. After a tough conversation we slept for a bit, until there was some knocking on her door. “ Yuri? Are you awake?” I saw her opening her eyes and she looked sleepy as hell. “ Uhm, kinda I think, why?” “ I think someone is knocking on your door.” Eventually Yuri walked to the door and opened it. I saw two men standing in front her door, talking with her about something I couldn’t hear, one looked a bit familiar but still I couldn’t recognize him. Suddenly she grabbed her coat and said “ y/n stay here and go to sleep, I’ll come back over a few hours.” And they went away. What the heck just happened!

She wasn’t kidnapped because she voluntarily went with them, but she didn’t tell me why. And where did I recognize his face from, who was he? I texted Yuri a hundred times after but she didn’t reply, not after an hour, not after two hours and neither after three. Out of fear I called Jungkook since I couldn’t sleep either.

JUNGKOOK POV “Hyung that was such a good concert, you worked hard.” I said to Jimin. He smiled back at me and said I had too. I suddenly felt my phone ringing in my pocket. Seeing y/n’s face lighten up my phone made me smile. Until I heard her voice, scared and panicked. “ Kook? Are you there?” She sounded afraid, I immediately wanted to run to her and ask her what was wrong, but she was thousand miles away from me. “ Yes jagi, what’s wrong why are you still up this late?” “ I’m scared Jungkook, someone took Yuri.” “ What! What happened y/n are you safe?” I was shocked with the sudden information, how could this happen, and what the heck did happen? “ No, wait I’m using the wrong words, but I’m safe kookie. Let me explain properly.” She babbled about men coming at their door late at night and Yuri leaving with them, she babbled how scared she was, how scared she was something would happen to Yuri. I was afraid too, afraid something would happen to y/n, afraid that she couldn’t handle this alone, because her greatest fear was loneliness. And right now, she was all alone, scared for something that could happen to her best friend. “ Calm down y/n, everything is going to be allright. Yuri wouldn't just go with someone who would hurt her. And if she was forced she would have left behind a sign or texted you or something. Stay calm and keep talking with me baby.” “Jungkook I’m so scared, why are you not with me.” It sounded like she was keeping her tears in, trying her best not to cry. “ I’m here baby, I won’t ever leave you.” I suddenly felt a strong urge to hug her and protect her from everything in the world. Suddenly I had a strong urge to cry too. I needed a minute. “ Wait a minute jagi, I’m giving the phone to Jimin hyung for a minute. Don’t be scared okay I just have to grab something, it’ll be okay believe me. I ran to Jimin and pushed the phone in his hand. “ It’s y/n, hyung. She’s upset something happened to Yuri, talk with her for a sec please I have to grab something.” Jimin looked at Jungkook with doo-eyes, not understanding what was happening. He still grabbed the phone and talked to y/n “ Hey, it’s Jimin.” “ Hey.” “ How are you right now?” “ Still a bit frightened, I’m glad to hear your voice Jimin. You have a really calming voice.” He blushed, what did she do to him. What was it in his stomach, butterflies or something else? “ Well, that’s a good thing I think. What happened y/n?” And again y/n told the whole story. After minutes of talking Jungkook came back with his laptop. “ Hyung can I get the phone back? Thanks for talking with her.” Jimin mumbled a short sure and gave the phone back. “ Jagi, open your laptop please. And open the app I sent you.”

Y/N POV “ Jagi open your laptop.” He said after coming back. I grabbed my purse with my laptop in it and opened it. I saw a incoming message from Jungkook with a link. I clicked on it and suddenly there was an app popping up on my screen. Not minutes after I saw lots of stars on my screen. “ What is this Jungkook? It’s beautiful.” “ You know that time when we went hiking in the night?” I remember that night too well, it was one of the most beautiful nights ever. “ yes.” “ We saw a lot of stars right? These are the stars there right know, this thingy is a kind of simulator or something.” “ Wow.” It was beautiful, I could see the stars shining from my screen. And the place looked exactly like the place we went back then. Suddenly I spotted the little bench on the right side where we sat on and had our first kiss. “ Jungkook! That’s the bench, the bench where we you know-“ “ I know jagi, I know.” For minutes we didn’t talk, it was quite. But it was nice, looking at the stars, even when it wasn’t in real life. I relived that time when we went hiking. I fell asleep after the quietness and heard Jungkook saying

 “ Goodnight y/n, sweet dreams.”

i’m so sorry for not posting for a while now, I will soon. I was a while away because school and all that shit. But now I’m back on track and I’ll post a lot of stories. 

word count: 2.133 

genre: lots of angst whoops, little bit of fluff

A/N: So I kinda went emotional on this one. There is mention of family loss so yeah. And I want to work out the yurixreader best friend relationship because I think it’s kinda cute. Next part will be a happy rainbow, so anticipate :) 

- 5 months ago -

I was sitting in a cafe waiting for Jungkook, today was our 3 month anniversary. It went by so fast, the day Jungkook came to me to confess to me. The day I broke my heart in thousand pieces. Those pieces slowly became one again in the 3 months I have been with Jungkook. I saw him coming in with Jimin. Since Jungkook and I started to date Jimin has always been the third wheel. But we still love him a lot tho. “ Kook! Chim! I’m here!” I said waving at them. Jungkook looked so handsome as always, I wondered why he even chose me. “ Hi jagi, happy 3 moths anniversary!” He kissed me on my cheeks, I blushed. It was not common for him to do something like this. He was still an idol after all, there were always camera’s everywhere capturing every moment of his life. “ Yah, I’m still here love birds. Should I order drinks?” Jimin said. “ Yeah sure chim. I want a vanilla latte please and a red velvet cheesecake. Jungkook what do you want?” “ Just a iced americano. I will share the cake with y/n” “ Okay, I’m right back!” Jimin walked away to the counter. I was happy at this moment. I was here with my boyfriend and best friend. I didn’t knew I could be so happy again. “ Y/N? What are you thinking about?” Jungkook asked worriedly “ About you off course silly, I was thinking how happy I am these days.” “ I have an idea, let’s eat chicken and beer today before I leave for the wings tour.” Oh the tour, I totally forgot. They will be away for a month. “ Oh yes the tour, I almost forgot kookie. But at least I will go to Hong Kong for a week. And chicken and beer sounds great. Will Jimin come to?” “ No he has a date tonight.” “ With Seola again?” Jimin was dating a girl named Seola since a few weeks. He was scared of loving again. But I encouraged him to date, he was lonely at times and drank too much when he felt lonely. “ Yes, I think they really could be something. He talks a lot about her, and she is really nice too.” Jungkook said. He wished too for Jimin to be fully happy. After a few minutes Jimin came back with our drinks and cake. “ So lovely couple, here is your 3 month anniversary cake. Let’s eat!”

After lunch I went back home and Jungkook and Jimin went practicing. Maybe I should prepare dinner, Jungkook wanted chicken and beer. So let’s get some chicken and beer from the local store. I loved grocery shopping, it was like setting my mind off for some time and just work my way down from my grocery shopping list. Looking at all kinds of food was satisfying too hehe. When I came back home I began with the cooking. I was a good cook if I had to say, just like my parents used to be.

“ Ah y/n you’re home, mom made some nice spicy chicken stew. It’s your favorite right? Was school fun today?” My dad asked me after I came home from school. “Whaa, eomma, thank you I love spicy chicken stew. Hi dad school was fun today, we did some singing again. Later on I will be an idol, and I want to cook as good as mom.” I grinned while saying  these things. “ Aigo, our y/n, yesterday you wanted to be a doctor honey, what happened to that?” “ Dad do you dislike idols or something?” But yeah my dad was right, my mind changed all the time. “ No honey, it’s just you don’t have to change your mind all the time, just find something you really love doing and stick with that. Don’t let others decide for you, you can do it yourself.” The smell of the chicken stew was so strong it smelled amazing.

It was a flashback again. A flashback about my parents, I could still remember the chicken smell. How great of cook my mom was. And how inspiring my dad was. My parents passed away when I was eight. The pain was still in my heart, I had flashbacks all the time and it was sometimes unbearable. How much I missed them was indescribable, I have no brothers or sisters. So my loss was all sudden and heavy on me when the fact came to me that I was the only family member left. They passed away after a car incident, when they were supposed to pick me up from my ballet classes. It inspired me how much my parents loved each other and how happy they lived. ‘just find something you really love doing and stick with that’ The years after they passed, I became more conscious of life, at a young age. I studied really hard to become a doctor like my parents wanted me to, the idol life I wanted wasn’t important anymore. I began learning how to cook, I wanted that memory to last with me forever. And I found Yuri. The one I loved as much and cared for as much like I did with my parents. Yuri became my family and it felt safe. She loved a lot more than I did, she had a few boyfriends, whom she loved a lot, but broke her heart eventually. That’s when it came to me that love wasn’t as pure as my parents was. That people weren’t as warm-hearted as my parents. And everyday I had to bear the pain of my parents not being with me. And than Jungkook came, dividing my love for him and Yuri.

I got really emotional while cooking, that I didn’t even realize Jungkook came back home. I quickly ripped away my tears and continued cooking. Jungkook knew about my loss but he didn’t knew how much it affected me. The main reason I never dated people was because I didn’t wanted to date really, I wanted to love sincerely just like my parents. Yet my relationship with Jungkook was much more different than I thought my relationships should be. We came together at the hardest time, he was nothing I thought my future boyfriend would be like, he was a fuckboy when I wanted a sincerely loving boy. I always looked up to the relationship of Jimin and Sunny, I haven’t had the chance to see them in real life. But the stories Jimin and Jungkook told me about the relationship Jimin and Sunny had was always beautiful. Jimin did talk about his past relationship, and by his stories you could tell he was sincerely in love with her, maybe he still does but he has to move on. Jungkook and I were still far away from the pure love I wanted, I knew that. Since the moment he asked me to be his girlfriend I was never sure of this relationship. It wasn’t that I didn’t love him enough or love him sincerely. It was the question if he loved me as much as I love him. After we got together, he stopped his fuckboy life and began living like a ‘proper’ person like he said himself. He wanted to be good for me and himself he said. Yuri didn’t trust our relationship much. Because she has been in a lot of break ups so she would’ve known. But why did I carry on with this relationship? Because I hoped that Jungkook will really become the person he promised and said he would be. And he hasn’t done anything wrong in the three months we got together. So there is actually no reason to look down to him. He was being a good boyfriend to me and I should live happy while I can.

“Kookz are you home?” I asked while putting the beer on the table. “ Yes, I was surprised when you texted me and said we would eat the chicken nd beer at home. I wanted to take you out.” He said putting his practice clothes away and came behind my back to kiss me on my cheek. “ I wanted to cook a good meal for my boyfriend, I wanted to at least do something good for you. You are going to be away for a month! It’s not fair kookie.” “ I know y/n, but at least we can go to some place far away when I have my free weeks.” His entertainment said that after the tour they could have some weeks off. I would be nice going to somewhere with only Jungkook. “ Well let’s eat kook, I guess your hungry, you must have worked hard today right. You’re all sweaty and stuff. Get off my back I just showered.” I pushed him off my back giggling when he tickled me back. “ You know you love it.” He said walking away to shower.

We started eating when he came back from the shower. He looked hella good in that white shirt. Which is the only thing he wears to be honest. “ Cheers to our relationship!” He clicked our beer bottles together. After a while Jungkook became tipsy, when he was tipsy, he would spill all his emotions. Just like tonight. “ You know y/n. When we go on tour I always feel really lonely. Before I met you I had the hyungs, but it doesn’t feel the same anymore without you.” He said drunkly. “ I am so in love with you y/n, haha it’s so funny right? Me? In love? lol even I can’t believe.” Wow he was really drunk, he never talks about his past.. well fuckboy behavior. “ You sure bout that kook? You don’t seem to miss me when you go on tour, you go to every club and restaurant. You are always late back in the hotels.” “ Y/N, I love you with aaaaaalllll of my heart.” He said dramatically. “ Really? I love you too kook, forever.” Forever was kinda our thing after we watched ‘the fault in our stars’, we are suckers for sappy movies. “ But seriously, I do really love you y/n. I promise.”

After he kinda passed out ( he was so light weight when it came to drinking ) I brought him back to our bedroom. He had to go out early tomorrow, and he would regret drinking if he passed out on the ground. So I decided to be a nice girlfriend and put him in bed. I sat on the bed after I put him there and let him sleep. I couldn’t sleep actually, I was still thinking about what Jungkook said. He never says ‘i love you’ only when he is drunk. But maybe I was just overreacting and overthinking everything. So if I wasn’t going to sleep, why not FaceTime a bit with Yuri. I went to the kitchen again and set my macbook on the kitchen island.

“ Yuri! I’m coming tomorrow again! Isn’t that great?” I said grinning. “ Oh no, my best friend again I have to make space in my small student apartment again.” She groaned. “ Just joking hun, how you doing?” “ I miss you so much yu. It has already been one and a half month since I last saw you. And I haven’t had a good egg tart in ages!”  happy moments are with friends “ I ate so much already you don’t even know girl.” she smiled. “ Actually why are you not sleeping yet, and where is jk, isn’t he with you the last day before the tour?” Caring and sweet “ He is sleeping, we drank a little and he passed out. And it’s not a big deal flying, just 4 hours or something.” “ Still, your face is going to get pimples if you don’t sleep enough. You should take some rest, I will take care of eeeevveeeeryyythinngg for you when you come here.” Funny and good-hearted “ Ara eomma, I will sleep then. Have a goodnight bun.” We called each other hun and bun it was a lil joke from the old times. “ Okay hun, you too goodnight. Tell Jimin I bought the food he asked for!” Those friends you should keep forever in your heart. “ Yu, you’re in love with him! Admit it girl.” “ He is my bias from bts y/n how can I be not in love with him.” She winked and broke the connection after. I put my macbook away and went to the bathroom. Yuri was right, I already had some pimples. I couldn’t be seen like this outside, when I was Jungkook’s girlfriend. I decided to put on a sleeping mask and crawled next to Jungkook in bed. He instantly wrapped his arm around my waist, whispering:

“ I love you, forever, I promise.”

word count: 1.274

genre: fuckboy!Jungkook, best friends w jikook, angst

A/N: This is a little bit short, and I promise the next part will be better ;) I hope you like it, thanks for reading loves ! x

Y/N POV All day I had been eating ice cream and watching drama’s like a real heartbroken hollywood girl. You know, every girl who broke her heart ( in movies ) eats ice cream and rolls herself in blankets in front of her drama’s, being emotional with thousand of tissues around her filled with her tears. And eventually they will have a friend coming around to cheer them up and everything would be alright again. It wasn’t like that with me, I didn't cry after that night Every passing day I kept thinking about how I should confront Jungkook when I see him again. Should I be angry? Should I tell I love him with my whole heart? Or should I just ignore him and let my heart suffer for who knows how long. People always say your first love will never be forgotten. Is it the same with one sided first loves? Jimin had texted me to hang out, he wanted to catch pokemons. But I wasn’t in the mood, so he barged in  to my home. He was always awkward at these times, but he knew how to comfort people. “ Do you want to eat some ramyun? Oh, I can make some kimchi ramyun right now if you want.” “ No thank you chim, I ate too much ice cream already. You can eat some ramyun if you want.” I stared at my window, I really wanted to do nothing. The fact that I was heartbroken over Jungkook was too much for me. I didn’t even knew I loved him so much, it was too much for me to handle. And with Jimin being here, I wasn’t even a good friend to him. He is always so sweet and caring and all I’m doing here is mocking over a boy who doesn’t love me back. “ Y/N you don’t have to worry about me. I’m happy I can be here with you, we can watch a movie and order some pizza, you like pizza right? It will be another y/n&jimin night.” “ Yeah, let’s do that.” I said.

JUNGKOOK POV I don’t know what was going on. Y/N was mad at me for I don’t know what for reason. Jimin didn’t want to catch pokemons with me nor talk to me. Was I just blind or did no one want to tell me what was going on. Last friday I was fucking a girl and y/n walked in on us. She ran away and we hadn’t spoke in like days. I asked Jimin that night what was going on and he just said I was a stupid muscle pig. Did y/n like me or something? Or did Jimin like y/n? Or both maybe? I don’t know. I hadn’t talk to both of them and I felt pretty lonely. Most of the time we were always together with at least one of us three. I really wanted to know what I had done. I decided to text Jimin, he couldn’t stay mad at me for so long right?

2:43 pm  Me: Jimin hyung seen

What? Did he just scot me? That was nothing for Jimin.

2:46 pm  Me: Jimin hyung, don’t ignore me pleaseeeeee. Why are you and y/n mad at me? 2:46 pm  Small hyung: Are you that dumb? 2:47 pm  Me: Huh??????? 2:47 pm  Small hyung: Don’t you know? 2:47 pm  Me: What should I know? 2:47 pm  Me: What is going on? 2:48 pm  Small hyung: Y/N likes you dumbass. You broke her heart when she saw you fucking a                        uni slut. I know you don’t have feelings for her, but you should at least talk to her. 2:49 pm  Small hyung: Why didn’t you text her after friday. You were silent for a fucking week. She is really upset even she knows she shouldn’t be.

Did y/n really like me? Ugh, I’m such a jerk as always. Why did I even fuck a girl on a party y/n brought me to. She probably thinks I am a horrible person now. I did have a feeling she was into me, but I didn’t think it was more than a crush. I used to like her, the first day I met she was a new kind of girl to me. But when we became best friends I brushed those feelings of me quickly. Should I go to her like Jimin said? Should I talk to her? But why would I exactly, what should I say? Sorry I fucked a random girl in front of your eyes? Sorry I hurt your feelings? I really didn’t know. Jimin was right, I’m one of a kind dumbass.

Y/N POV The bell door rang, who could it be beside Jimin who was already in my house. Jimin walked to the door and opened it. He was there, right in front of the door. Why did he came to me? “ Jungkook?” I asked with a broken voice. “ Y/N, I’m so sorry for everything I did. Please don’t see me like that way, I’m not what you think I am.” How could he even know what I was thinking. My brain said I should just kick him out and never see him and move on. But my heart wanted to know what he had to say. Why was I such a sucker for Jungkook. “ Why are you here Jungkook?” “ I want to tell you maybe the feelings aren’t one sided. I don’t know what I am feeling, but we can figure this out together. I know you like me, and we can make this work y/n. I know I fucked up, but I promise I won’t hurt you again like this.” My brain went dizzy, everything to much to take in. He had feelings for me? Did he just say he wanted to try a relationship with me? Or was I just expecting to much again. I didn’t know if I should give in, risking my heart to be hurt again. “ Y/N I’m going to give you some time to talk, I see you later.” Jimin said walking out the door.

Jungkook sat beside me on the couch. I looked horrible and there were ice cream pots everywhere. “ I don’t know what I should say to be honest. Where did this confession came from Jungkook? Why would you only tell me now when I’m broken?” “ I don’t know y/n, maybe I never knew how much you meant to me. But what I know is that I shouldn’t let you go. I know we are best friends, and maybe this will destroy everything we had. But  I want you as my girlfriend y/n, I don’t want to be your best friend anymore. I want to be your boyfriend.” And once more I was shocked by his confession. He did ask me to be his girlfriend. But he just fucked some random girl friday. So why should I believe him if he said he liked me. “ Jungkook, you don’t know how I feel, you shouldn’t say some random shit like this to me.” “ I’m not just saying random shit y/n, I promise.” I promise “ Do you really like me Jungkook? You are not just saying this out of pity for me right?” “ I know I like you y/n, we just have to work this out.” What should I say? Yes or no or maybe? “ I don’t know Jungkook…” “ Y/N I will love you and never hurt you again like this, I promise.” I promise