Roz

⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺

THE DAIRY OF A TEENAGE GIRL

I don’t want people to look at me, because if they look too deep, they might see the parts of me try so hard to hide and it’s not the fact that I wouldn’t want to be understood. I do. I just don’t want people to see all of me. I don’t want people to see my insecurities, my imperfections. Most of all I hate when people see through me, when they really know me and remind me of who I am. I like to hide it, because it makes me stronger, it protects me from the outside world, but when someone actually sees through that true me. That’s where I get defensive. And I do think that a lot of teenage girls might relate to this. We hide ourselves, our desires, feelings, personalities. We don’t want others to know us for our own good. We don’t want people to know what we did just to feel loves and comforted. We know just exactly who we are, but we might never show you.

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How I be in my room writing this:

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I’ve just watched this movie two days ago and I keep thinking about it. The visual look of the movie is beautiful. It carries a beautiful woman-like colour scheme throughout the entire movie. It shows a big aspect of girlhood. I love how each character has its own story and uniqueness. Which brings me to the casting of the movie. They picked amazing actors and all of them absolutely nailed their role.

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I see myself in the main character a lot I relate to Sussana in how I can feel so many emotions but also be so dull at the same time. Daisy’s story is so sad and I feel deep understanding for her and its so sad how much Lisa hurt her and others like that and I know it was because she was hurt herself, but for me the worst part is, that she didn’t even feel guilty about how she acted towards others and how much she hurt them.

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I looove getting tea with my friends. There’s this place in my little town, that I love to go to. I usually order this Himalayan tea with cold milk, ice and honey or the same thing but instead of the Himalayan tea I get it with mint tea. I go there at least two times a month and I always go there with one particular friend. Me and Elen have very similar opinions and personalities. We usually talk about politics, people and our personal life there. I go with my other friends occasionally too, but we mostly go there together just me and Elen. We’re actually supposed to meet this Friday and get some tea, but we might go get one in a different town. We’re also gonna go thrifting which I’m very excited about. I might talk about it later on here. Hope you enjoyed my yapping mwahh.