Roxie Sinclair

Extremely juvenile, and you pride yourself on not being childish, right?

Nope. I pride myself on being right. 

I think i would have saved myself plenty of emotional turmoil had I acquired this mindset from the beginning.

Would saying "I told you so" be juvenile? 

People should save their breath, i couldn’t fucking care less of their opinions on my life choices.

Preach.

Well, if you ever want to indulge in a sweet tooth, come by. The other day, I cooked enough pastries to feed an entire army. I… I wouldn’t say it’s a good thing. I like Matty a lot, it was just one fucking blur of a night. I went from dancing with Tyler to being alone with Jack on the balcony, and then the next thing I know, Matty’s crying and Alex is behind a ficus. Oh, and some girl had a seizure. And this all went down within… I’d say an hour and a half, two hours tops. 

Gee, I am oh so upset that I missed out. 

Depends on if they think you are famous enough. That school seems almost impossible to get into these days unless you a - got perfect marks since primary school, b - have enough money to pay your way in or c - are famous enough to bring even more attention to the institution.

It's hardly about grades anymore. They aren't all that selective when it comes down to it. It's about money. If you could afford the tuition, you're practically a shoe-in. Not that I'm legitimately considering attending Harvard. Not now at least. 

I’ve never personally met Tyra, but if she can do it, I’m sure you can, too. Even if it’s not right now. A degree always gives you more options - shit, I sound like a school counselor. Yeah, I’ve noticed that, where’ve you been? Aside from the mess that was Matty’s party - you skipped out on quite the night - I’ve just been working and baking constantly. And you?

I've been here and there. Working, sleeping, eating. Just usual stuff, I suppose. Rumour has it Jack and Matty are no more. That's pretty good, huh? What else did I miss? Anything horribly interesting? I almost feel guilty for skipping out. Almost.

Not to sound like a cliche broken record, but hard work really does pay off. I mean, if you were seriously considering it, I’m sure there are options. Where’s all this coming from?

Reruns of America's Next Top Model. Tyra got a business degree at Harvard, which she has a tendency to talk about quite a bit, so it simply got me thinking. Perhaps when I'm older I'll consider it, but I'd rather ride out my fame while I can. How've you been? I haven't talked to you much these past few days. Up to anything interesting?

Well, that’s… random. To study what? 

Business. Not that I'm legitimately considering it. I just wonder if I could get in... I'm sure I could now that I've made a name for myself, but... I wonder if I could without all that. Based solely on intellect. Though I suppose my past transcripts wouldn't work in my favour. 

I really miss Santorini.

The struggle.

Didn't momma ever tell you not to judge a book by its cover? Hm... there are what, five of you? Perhaps she forgot about you.