rough travel for a rare thing

besides that one anomaly of strength, though, i’m still at a loss as regards what my presence in any given room adds, or why it would be desired, or what function it serves. i’ve little to no idea why i’m worthwhile in any particular way beyond some common goodness that all folks share – and can evoke if they so choose. i’m still largely unconvinced that i am singular in the eyes of any given friend, because i can’t relate to what they observe – or, in some cases, what they withhold from ever telling me they observe.

steadily improving:

- steadily improving at living in intimate community- steadily improving at communicating with those i love- steadily improving at my pizza job, wherein i make pizzas

looking forward:

nonstop:

andy shauf - the partysongs: ohia - magnolia electric cocrystal skulls - blocked numbers

intermittently:

the hotelier - goodnessbig thief - masterpiececlearance - rapid rewards

why: