I Loved You Like The Sun | Can't Stand The Rain
Despite being in a horrible flare up and a lot of pain I wanted to participate because ROTG is so very special to me and we could all use a little hope these days, myself especially. I hope yall enjoy some fluff and angst with my ROTG oc included! Wish I could have gotten more done but even this was a stretch for my body and Im paying for it. And sorry this isnt my usual quality im in a lot of pain alskdjfh
The forest felt different in the summer.
Not quieterânever quieterâbut softer, like the world had exhaled and decided, just for a while, to be kind. Sunlight filtered down in warm, shifting patches through the canopy, catching on drifting dust and the occasional curl of golden sand that shimmered lazily in the air. Somewhere deeper in the trees, something chirped, something rustled, something livedâbut none of it pressed too close. None of it threatened.
Killian sat with his back against the wide trunk of an old tree, one leg stretched out, the other bent loosely at the knee, his cloak pooled around him like a dark spill against the grass. It looked out of place in the lightâtoo heavy, too shadowedâbut the way the sun caught along its edges softened it, pulling faint hints of copper and ember from the lining whenever it shifted.
He had his lantern set beside him, unlit for once. That alone said something.
A faint, warm breeze stirred, carrying the scent of sun-warmed leaves and something sweet, something almost like distant honeyâand then it shifted again, threaded through with something lighter, softer, familiar. Gold drifted into view in slow, lazy spirals, gathering not with purpose but with ease, as if it had nowhere else it needed to be.
Killian didnât look up right away. He didnât have to.
âYouâre late,â he murmured, though there was no bite to it, only the faintest curl of a smile at the corner of his mouth.
The sand gathered in front of him, rising and shaping itself into something vaguely humanoid before dissolving again into a soft cascade of symbolsâstars, crescents, a poorly drawn sun that pulsed brighter than the rest. It hovered there for a second, smug in its own way, before drifting closer.
âI figured,â Killian went on, tilting his head back against the tree, eyes half-lidded against the light, âyouâd be off making someone dream about flying or⊠I donât know, cakes that sing.â
The sand shifted again, forming a quick, indignant puff before resolving into something softer, slowerâa small, looping sun that dipped once, as if in greeting, before drifting closer still. Sandy himself settled a moment later, small and solid in comparison, golden eyes bright and warm in the filtered light as he came to sit beside him without hesitation.
There was no distance between them. There never was.
Killian didnât move to make room. He didnât need to. Sandy fit there naturally, like he always had, close enough that their shoulders brushed, close enough that the faint warmth of him cut clean through the cooler edge of Killianâs presence.
For a while, neither of them spokeâor, rather, neither of them needed to.
The quiet stretched, easy and unbroken, filled instead with the soft drift of dream-sand and the distant hum of the forest. Killian let his head tip slightly to the side, eyes slipping fully closed now, the tension he carried so often loosening in slow, careful increments. His breathing evened without him noticing, the sharp edges of him softening under the steady, grounding presence at his side.
Sandy watched him for a moment, something gentle flickering through his gaze.
Then, slowly, carefully, he lifted a hand.
The first touch was lightâbarely there, fingers brushing through the longer strands of Killianâs dark hair as if testing the space, making sure it was welcome. When Killian didnât react, didnât tense, didnât pull away, Sandyâs hand settled more fully, combing through the soft waves with an absent, almost curious sort of care.
The copper strands caught the light as they shifted between his fingers, glinting faintly, and the sand responded without promptingâtiny flecks drifting closer, catching and reflecting that same warmth until the air around them shimmered softly.
Killian exhaled, long and slow. His head tipped, just slightly, until it rested against Sandyâs shoulder.
It wasnât a deliberate movement. It wasnât something he seemed aware of.
And Sandy, without hesitation, adjustedâshifting just enough to support the weight, his smaller frame steady and sure despite the difference between them. His hand never stopped its slow movement, fingers threading through dark hair, then back again, a quiet rhythm that didnât demand attention, didnât ask for anything in return.
The forest carried on around them, unchanged.
Sunlight warmed the ground, filtered gold through green, painted the edges of Killianâs cloak in softer tones than it had any right to hold. The lantern at his side remained dark, untouched, unnecessary in a place like this.
Killianâs breathing deepened, evened, then slowed.
Whatever tension had lingered in his shoulders slipped away entirely, leaving him loose, unguarded in a way he rarely allowed himself to be. The faint crease that so often sat between his brows smoothed, his expression settling into something almost⊠younger.
Watched the way the edges of him softened, the way the quiet finally reached somewhere deeper than surface level. His hand stilled for just a moment, thumb brushing once against Killianâs temple before resuming that same gentle motion, slower now, more deliberate.
A small shape of sand formed in the air above themâa sun again, but softer this time, less bright, its edges blurred like it was beginning to sink toward evening. It hovered there, casting a warm, ambient glow that layered over the real sunlight without replacing it, something dreamlike woven gently into reality.
Not needed, just⊠offered.
Sandyâs eyes flickered, half-lidding as the quiet settled deeper, as the rhythm of Killianâs breathing began to pull at something in him in return. He leaned back slightly against the tree, careful not to disturb the weight resting against him, his hand slowing, then pausing altogether where it lay in dark strands.
The sand dimmed with him, drifting lower, softer, settling into a slow, lazy orbit.
For a while longer, he stayed awakeâwatching, listening, existing in that shared stillness.
Then, gradually, his own posture softened. His head tipped, just slightly, until it rested against Killianâs.
And there, in the dappled sunlight of a forest that asked nothing of them, with warmth filtering through leaves and gold drifting quiet in the air, the two of them dozedâunbothered, unguarded, and, for once, entirely at ease.
Rain didnât fall gently that nightâit poured.
The sky hung low and heavy, clouds layered thick enough to swallow what little moonlight might have tried to slip through, and the forest below answered in kind. Leaves shuddered under the weight of it, branches bowed, and the ground turned dark and slick as water soaked into everything it could reach. The air smelled sharpâwet bark, damp earth, something distant and electric.
Killian stood at the edge of the treeline, just beyond where the forest began to thin toward a drop in the land, his cloak dragging slightly where it brushed against the soaked ground. The fabric drank in the rain without complaint, darkening further, clinging in places where the wind pushed it close before letting it fall again.
His lantern hung at his side, unlit. He hadnât needed it, not yet.
A gust of wind cut through the clearing, colder than it should have been for the season, threading through his hair and tugging at the loose strands until they stuck, damp and dark, against his face. He didnât move to fix it. His gaze stayed forward, fixed on nothing in particular, amber eyes dimmer than usual in the absence of flame.
âYouâre going to catch something, standing out here like that.â
The voice didnât come from behind him so much as around himâlow, smooth, slipping between the sound of rain and wind until it felt like it had always been there.
Killian didnât turn immediately. His shoulders tightened, just slightly, the only outward sign that heâd heard.
âI donât get sick,â he replied after a moment, his voice quieter than the storm but steady all the same.
A soft laugh followed, almost swallowed by the rain. âNo,â Pitch said, stepping into view as if the darkness itself had simply decided to take shape, âbut you do have a habit of standing in places you donât belong.â
Killian exhaled slowly, then turned.
Pitch stood a few paces away, untouched by the rain in the way shadows rarely are. Water passed through him, around him, never quite settling, leaving him dry where Killian was soaked through. His eyes glinted faintly in the dim light, something sharp and knowing in the way they tracked every shift in Killianâs expression.
For a moment, neither of them spoke.
The rain filled the silence instead, drumming steady against leaves and ground, a constant, unrelenting presence that pressed in from all sides.
âYou followed me,â Killian said finally.
Pitch tilted his head, the faintest curve of a smile tugging at his mouth. âI found you,â he corrected. âThereâs a difference.â
Killianâs grip tightened slightly on the lanternâs handle, fingers curling just enough to be noticeable. âYou shouldnât be here.â
âAnd yet,â Pitch murmured, stepping closer, slow and deliberate, âneither should you.â
The distance between them shrank, not quickly, not forcefullyâjust enough to feel it. Close enough that the difference between them became more obvious, the way the rain clung to Killian and refused Pitch entirely, the way warmth flickered faintly around one while the other seemed to dim it without trying.
âYouâve been avoiding them,â Pitch went on, his voice softer now, quieter in a way that cut through the storm instead of competing with it. âNorth, Bunny, the rest of them. Even your golden little dreamer.â
Killianâs jaw tightened. âThatâs none of your concern.â
âIt is,â Pitch said easily, circling just slightly, not quite pacing, not quite still. âWhen you start acting like me.â
Killianâs head snapped toward him, eyes flashingânot bright, not warm, but sharp, defensive. âIâm notââ
âNo?â Pitch cut in, not harsh, but precise. âHiding. Watching from the edges. Letting the dark do the work for you.â His gaze dipped briefly to the lantern at Killianâs side, then back up again. âYou havenât even lit that in days.â
The rain seemed louder for a second, heavier. Killian didnât answer right away.
Instead, he looked away, gaze dropping somewhere just past Pitchâs shoulder, unfocused, distant. Water dripped from the ends of his hair, trailing down along his jaw, catching briefly at the curve of his chin before falling.
âTheyâre forgetting,â he said finally, the words quieter than anything heâd said before.
Not angry, not accusing, just⊠tired.
âOf course they are,â he replied, softer now, almost gentle in a way that didnât quite sit right. âThey always do.â
Killianâs grip on the lantern tightened again, knuckles paling slightly beneath damp skin. âItâs not supposed to feel like this.â
âAnd how is it supposed to feel?â Pitch asked, stepping closer again, closing the last of the space between them until they stood within reach, within breath. âEasy? Fair?â His voice dipped, lowered, threaded with something darker. âYou give everything, and they move on anyway. Thatâs the part no one tells you.â
Killian swallowed, hard enough to be visible.
âI know what it feels like,â Pitch continued, quieter still now, the storm bending around his words instead of drowning them out. âThat hollow space where belief used to be. The way it twists. The way itââ
âStop,â Killian said, sharper than before, the word cutting through the air clean and sudden.
Pitch paused. For a moment, something flickered across his expressionânot surprise, not quite, but something close enough to register.
Killianâs shoulders rose and fell once, a breath pulled in too fast, let out too slow. The rain plastered his cloak closer to him, outlining the tension in his frame, the way he held himself like something braced for impact.
âI know what youâre trying to do,â he said, voice steadier now, even if the strain still threaded through it. âAnd itâs not going to work.â
Pitch watched him, head tilting just slightly. âIsnât it?â
Another beat of silence. Then, slowly, Killian lifted the lantern.
For a second, nothing happened.
Then, with a faint flicker, a small flame sparked to life insideâdim at first, unsteady, wavering against the weight of the rain and the heaviness in the air. It wasnât bright. It didnât push the darkness back in any dramatic way.
Pitchâs gaze dropped to it, something unreadable settling behind his eyes.
Killian didnât look at him this time.
He kept his focus on the flame, on the way it struggled, on the way it steadied when he didnât let it go out.
âTheyâre afraid,â he said, softer now, almost to himself. âThat doesnât mean theyâre gone.â
Pitchâs expression shiftedâsubtle, but there. The faint curve of his mouth flattened, the ease in his posture tightening just slightly.
âAnd when they stop coming back from that fear?â he asked, quieter now, the question slipping out before it could be sharpened into something else.
Killianâs hand tightened around the lantern, the flame inside flickeringâbut not going out.
âThen Iâll be there,â he answered. Simple, certain., not loud, not defiantâbut solid in a way that didnât bend.
The rain continued to fall between them, steady and cold, threading through space neither of them moved to close again.
Pitch held his gaze for a moment longer, something unreadable lingering thereâsomething that might have been frustration, or understanding, or something dangerously close to both.
Then, without another word, he stepped back.
The darkness seemed to take him with it, folding in, swallowing shape and form until he was gone as quietly as he had arrived.
Killian stood there a moment longer, the lanternâs dim glow steady at his side, the rain still soaking through everything it touched.
Then, slowly, he turned. And walked back into the trees, the small, stubborn light moving with him into the dark.