good bad, not evil

I want to be like the waves on the sea, like the clouds in the wind, but I’m me. One day I’ll jump Out of my skin. I’ll shake the sky like a hundred violins.

There’s no one who loves me. No one who needs me. So I decide, and I destroy myself.

“Last night in bed I read. You came to my room and said, "Isn’t the world terrible?” My dear…“ I said. It could be and has been worse. So beautiful and things keep getting in between. When I was young I hurt others. Now, others have hurt me.”

We like going out to nice restuarants and stuff. It’s a real treat. We listen to a lot of old records. We’re madly in love. It’s the fucking greatest. It’s the best, it’s the best thing of my life.