I still don’t want to make it. I have been sitting on it for days, endlessly tweaking the draft as I procrastinate pulling the trigger. I had really hoped that attempts to be reasonable and respectful would have ended with a better outcome, but that hasn't been the case
Some may recall my post in October regarding a protracted incident of bullying targeting a friend of mine that was perpetuated by a fellow fan. The short version: a well known creator in the AtLA fandom with a focus on Zukka/Zukki developed a one-sided beef with a friend of mine, and decided the appropriate way to address their grievance was to create an awful OC caricature in effigy to put into a massive long fic for the purpose of inviting their audience to point and laugh. It took them months to craft that fic, hyping it up to their followers throughout the writing process, calling it their ‘magnum opus,’ and then once they had completed the work and posted it to Ao3, that audience unwittingly became a party in the bullying of my friend as the author encouraged negative comments and mockery directed at the character. In the comments section of the fic, any time anyone would express sympathy for or any positive feelings toward the OC, the author was quick to slap it down, to assure their readers that every instance of hate was deserved, that no empathy should be offered, and took delight in informing their audience it was “based on a real person they knew.”
They also violated the trust and community sense of safety and friendship by having a friend go into the Zukka Nation Discord server to mine for conversations that were had in earnest good faith for anything they could snip, remove from any context, and reword/reframe for this OC-- and by extension my friend-- to appear ignorant, backward, stupid and racist. They also took anecdotes about their target's family, including traumatic instances shared in the community Discord, and gave them the same treatment, thereby extending their attacks to people who were not even in the fandom.
The author of the fic containing the offensive OC is Ranilla_bean AKA Rana, and the fic is The Iconoclast. If you have read the fic, you probably know the exact character I'm talking about. (I will not publicly name the victim in this post, but they are welcome to come forward and reveal themselves should they feel the desire to do so).
To be entirely clear: the victim was not aware of there even being a problem. Rana made no attempt to voice their grievances either directly or through any one of several mutual friends, myself included, who would have been happy to help reconcile. The victim did not at any point interact directly with Rana or any of their fics, or make any remarks to Rana about their fics, personal life, beliefs or otherwise, or hold or express any sentiment at all, negative or positive toward Rana personally or about any of their works. Rana had already blocked their target across platforms, and left the Zukka Nation Discord server to avoid even incidental interaction long before they finished and posted the fic, but that still wasn’t enough for them. Rana decided that the only reasonable solution was public shame, pushed on with writing the fic with the offensive character included. They went so far as to recruit other Zukka fan creators to join them in group mockery in a different Discord server, including the aforementioned instances of sending their friend to raid the Zukka Nation server for screenshots of anything they could use as ammo. The plotting and premeditation went on for so long that by the time the fic containing the offensive character was published, the victim had largely moved on to a different fandom. Absolutely none of Rana’s actions were provoked, and none of it was reasonable, rational or necessary after they blocked the victim.
The public attacks were completely uncalled for, but especially at this magnitude. The grudge was entirely one-sided, with the inciting incident being that the victim was also a fanfic author with a prolific output (largely due to disability keeping them home bound, and limiting their available hobbies) and a stable fan base that provided coveted attention, and that one of the victim’s many, many fics accidentally and superficially overlapped with a negative stereotype.
That's it. Everything else was bad faith interpretation, and post-hoc justification for Rana’s attacks.
When the bullying incident was brought to the attention of the Zukka Nation mod team, we reached out to the victim, and following their input on how they would like to have the situation resolved, it was decided that there would be no ill will or further complaints if Rana agreed to remove the offending material from the fic, + post an explanation of the edits with a brief apology in order to own accountability, prevent any further incidents of future bullying toward the current victim or anyone else, and allow Rana the opportunity to control the narrative surrounding the incident by being the one to publicly disclose it, providing them an avenue to do any preemptive damage control. The victim also wanted to do right, and ask Rana if there was something they could do to address any hurt done on their end, intentional or not. A neutral third party volunteered to act as a moderator for the conversation so that all parties could have their grievances heard, and the victim + third party reached out to talk to Rana directly in private.
During the conversation, Rana made their side exceedingly clear: they blamed other people for the actions they took. When asked if there was a specific grievance they wanted the victim to address on their end, they began shifting the explanation for their actions around like a shell game, keeping it vague and always moving. They don't think they've done anything wrong, and feel strongly that the problem lies with the people who brought the issue to the attention of the mod team, rather than the fact that they engaged in horrible behavior at the expense of the victim and their audience at all. They admitted to doing this before to other people, and stated that “no one was hurt,” because the other victims didn't find out about the bullying (to Rana’s knowledge) and it wouldn't have mattered this time either if they hadn't been snitched on. They made no acknowledgement of, or demonstrated any understanding that the action itself was outside the bounds of civil or acceptable behavior, in fandom, online, or anywhere else.
Initially, they did appear to be extending some tokens of cooperation by privating The Iconoclast, but then they put it back up without having made any of the requested changes (they claimed that putting it back was an accident and that “[their] finger slipped,” but made no effort to re-private the fic or to make any edits when it was pointed out). When the victim requested Rana’s patience with their responses in the conversation taking longer due to failing physical and mental health, Rana grew bored of waiting and ultimately left the group conversation without any notice or agreement for resolution being reached.
Their actions and attitude have demonstrated zero responsibility, remorse or willingness to cooperate, or give any empathy to anyone other than themselves. So. Now this post exists.
What this post is not: a call for anyone to harass Rana, or to do your own white-knighting.I can not make it anymore clear: Do Not Do That. I and the affected parties implore anyone reading this not to poke at them on this site, on ao3, or anywhere else. It is not a demand for any kind of action from the AtLA or Zukka/Zukki fandoms at all. Continue reading what you want to read, and liking what you want to like. That is not the purpose of this post.
What this post is: 1) a public record to document the inciting incident, the good-faith efforts taken by the affected parties plus third party moderators to try and resolve the incident peacefully, allowing for measured and appropriate conflict resolution, 2) documenting the refusal by Rana to engage the complaint with any seriousness or empathy, and 3) the simple statement of what Rana must do at this point in time to resolve the complaint.
Take down or private the fic The Iconoclast, and leave it down until they have edited it to remove the caricature, especially any references to the victim’s family members.
Make a public statement acknowledging what they did, and why the changes were made to the fic.
The first request to address harm was initially made in private, as we are sensitive to both Rana's mental state, and the nature of the internet being what it is. The issue is now being made public as they have refused the honestly made attempt at resolution. This post will remain up until both the above conditions have been met. Simply put: we will not tolerate bullying in our corner if we can address it. We are not going to let this slide under the rug, and we are assuredly not going to allow this to happen to anyone else without a challenge. As in their own words Rana has admitted to engaging in this sort of public attack on others before, we are not willing to let it simply drop off the radar because they refuse to address the issue after having been caught. The world is already going to hell in a hand-basket fast enough as it is without added unprovoked hostility over something as petty as fandom wank.
I've seen the kind of good fandom can come together to do. I want to believe as a community that we are better than this.
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transman christian/catholic here, firstly, thanks for sticking up for our rights even if you're not trans yourself, i appreciate you doing that and it means a lot to me, if not a lot of others.
i'd like to raise a counterpoint however, and obviously feel free to dispute me on this, but considering jesus asked his disciples to partake in consuming his flesh, would that not imply jesus bottoms?
I have struggled with bipolar and ADHD my whole life, and mix in the fact that I am on the autism spectrum and my life has been tough.
I applied for disability two years back and was denied and then I got a lawyer and applied for a hearing with a Judge. That happened two months ago and unfortunately, my appeal was denied (after reading the decision the judge is an ableist piece of shit.)
My options now are appealing to a higher court, or re-applying, both of which would take at least 6 months and up to two years.
My parents have been helping with my bills, but my Dad retired this year and there is only enough money left for two more months of rent. I work two part-time jobs, but that isn't enough to pay all my bills.
I have been taking on more costume commissions and trying to make money any way I can.
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lastly a reblog for more visibility would really help me out.
I was waiting all year to do some pride pieces, but then art block hit and I just couldn’t work on it… but luckily, I got through it just in time to finish these! Zuko and Sokka’s first pride together - you just love to see it <3
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the oneshot, dragging along four massively overloaded suitcases labeled “PLOT,” “RELATIONSHIP DEVELOPMENT,” “CHARACTER GROWTH,” and “TRAUMA AND HEALING AS A THEMATIC ELEMENT”: ok just hear me out tho
I know it's not everybodies cup of tea, but I am just over a hundred hits away from 30,000 on my kinktober fic for Zukka. I think I would literally cry if I made it to that milestone by the end of the week. Check it out, please.
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Cute little intrusive thought of Zuko being a cat boy and Sokka comes in from work to find him on the floor of their livingroom, curled up in a little ball, in the one spot of sunlight coming in from the window.
Zuko headcannon that sometimes when he's sad due to reasons, he hides in one of the many Fire Palace wine cellars that is empty and creates mini firework displays for himself to make himself happy.
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Sokka would be that dad that panic buys their daughter a million boxes of pads and tampons when she says she started her first period. Zuko would just ask a favor from Mai very calmly to explain things to himself and then Izumi.