The Void (21/18+ blogs, please dni)

I'm loving Funny Story btw. It actually is pretty funny. I love Miles and Daphne. Daphne, my beloved because she's like looking in a mirror. So much about her makes me feel seen.

Tell me why Daphne Vincent and I had very similar childhoods. She's literally me in a different font and if my life went in a different direction.

I didn't want to live for a very long time and I'm still not sure why I kept going at all.

I wish I could turn back the clock and pass my GED when I was 18 and get a job and my driver's license. I wasted years of my life, just sitting there.

I have to like actually cultivate my writing skills now (instead of procrastinating) because it might get me a job. I have to....ugh, motivate myself. I have to practice discipline. I have to write every day. Kill me!

It's so upsetting how much I want to reread parts of one of my favorite books because I miss the non-canon side ship so much. I'm praying I'll get them as the main couple in the next book after the one that's releasing soon.

When the scary ghost is actually your family member and they love you so much and they stuck around to protect you and their love forever endures and they want you to know that. When the ghost is your mom.

In books and probably just everything, it's the doomed families that get to me.

See, one of the problems with me is that I get really excited about the things I like and I ramble too damn much. I know that puts people off. I know they don't like it. I have to act like I'm a normal passionless human being.

Eventually, I'll do a full TW rewatch and I will be even more annoying than I am right now. I'm so sorry. Lol. I still love it so much. It's just as fun as I remember it being. I do have so many issues with it because of Kira and Lydia's mistreatment as characters. More importantly, Kira's actress being mistreated as well. Ugh. Poor Arden. It's a shame. I love Kira. She deserved so much more.

Lydia Martin, my beloved. I love her so much. She's the best. My favorite tragic supernatural girl. So much to love about her. So much about her that's so fucked up. She had her happy ending and she got the guy but a part of her will always be fucked up. She will always sense death. She will always be haunted (Ha, pun unintended.) by her ability and her experiences. Her grandma's voice echoes in her head, late at night. Saying a name. Ariel.

I actually lowkey love Scott McCall. I still can't believe he has haters. (I've heard why. Gross.) That's wild. I've never hated him or even disliked him. He's the MC and I just accepted that. I just happened to be a huge Stiles fan growing up like most people but I never felt bitter towards Scott. He's a sweet himbo and he's doing his best okay? He's just a kid. Of course, he screwed up a ton. He doesn't get nearly enough credit for his own skills and heroic deeds. He's literally the MC and people treat him like he's a side character.

Rip Malia Tate. She isn't dead but she never got the romance that she deserved. Somebody should've properly fallen in love with this girl and stayed with her. What a loss.

Man, I feel so bad because I like st*lia but Stiles was in deep denial about still having feelings for Lydia. I think he knew that later too when he confessed in the jeep. That he buried the fact that he loved her the entire time.