Soldiers of the Nerd Kingdom

No one will ever understand how it feels to have a love that felt real suddenly turn very sour and they don't even want to be in the same room with you after childbirth.. I'm crushed

I'm angry and I'm tired and I feel like it would just be easier to die

Why does it always seem too much to just want to go out of the house??

I would kill myself today but no one would notice but my infant

Sadly made it through another night, still no sleep, still super pregnant, hormonal, angry, and abused

I hope I don't wake up tomorrow.

I think the reason I don't like my birthday is because no matter what I do I'm always uncomfortable no matter what I do and I can't fix it, I don't know how, and I can't articulate what I want at any point in time so I'm almost always suffering quietly I wonder why that is