me when i reread boothillโs story and remember he had adopted a baby to raise her like his dads raised him ONLY FOR HER TO GET KILLED BY THE IPC WHEN SHE JUST LEARNED HOW TO WALK.
i cannot with this dusty lone ranger JM GOING TO END IT ALL. I SERIOUSLY CANNTO
AND THEN PINTEREST SHOWS ME PICTURES OF HIM BEING A FATHER FIGURE TO CLARA LIKE STOP RUBBING SALT IN THE WOUND I CANNTTTTT
Someone make a fic au where boothill is like a streamer and his community calls him dad because he became like their father figure
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a tidbit about aventurine <3 shorter cuzโฆ i dont remember much about our dear gambler
mwah
he was literally my favourite when i heard that he was gonna be released
he loves spoiling his partners, though its only when he genuinely feels safe around them
he doesn't want to invest in someone who'll treat him like sod under their shoes
with that in mind, sometimes he's ignorant in a relationship at first, especially if you both met through a blind date, or a friend. while he trusts his allies, he doesn't trust you, and he doesn't trust his allies enough to know the real you
in any case, when you do get close and he feels safer with you, he's very closed off
he's too scared to show vulnerability to you, so he doesn't talk about his past or personal life too much
anyways angstier(?) headcanons about him
as i said before, he loves to spoil you
every time he hits a jackpot, he personally buys you whatever you desire
though casinos bring a sick feeling to his stomach whenever he goes because it reminds him of days when he was a slave and he was being brought along as a 'lucky charm'
he flinches whenever you touch his slave mark, though its more on instinct than from pain
he hates physical touch at first, but he slowly learns to like it
or at least likes it from his partner. anyone else, he tenses up slightly before relaxing again
he definitely holds your hand all the time in public
he just feels safer
because he was always being dragged around like a dog
and he feels safer knowing that youโre both on the same level
some... things about boothill <3 (slight tw under the cut; drinking, self harm, and suicidal thoughts. if you arent feeling well, take care of yourself reader <3)
i love him
he's definitely fucking touch starved
family man
he loves it when his partners touch his face because that's the only part of him that can still feel human touch
i bet his favourite cuddle position is him being the little spoon where he's facing his partner so that his partner could rest their hand on his hand or entangle their fingers into his hair
sometimes he gets extremely hot-headed around happy families to hide his underlying jealousy
when he's drunk enough (assuming he can get drunk), sometimes he'll buy dresses for his daughter only to have another inevitable breakdown after he recovers from his alcoholic ventures
let's face it, during those rough nights, he bangs himself up a little too hard and has to get full body repairs
he does it because he thinks that if he bangs himself up hard enough, if he damages his cyborg body enough, he'll feel something even if he knows that it's a futile attempt
you'll find him in his room on those nights, his body dented and scratched and scuffed, asleep beside bottles of whiskey and a shoe box he kept with him, with pictures inside with his family
he gets so mad that he can't cry that he just bangs his head against the wall, leaving him to have bruises
whenever he coincidentally hears his daughter's name in public, his head whips around to look for the source, only to find that it's a different family calling for their daughter
same goes for the other members of his family
hes scared to go into relationships because he's worried that he'll lose his partner to something, like he lost his family
because his partner will be the only person who can ground him during those rough nights
those nights when all he wants to do is die because that's the only way he could be with his family again
the small touch of his partner's hand on his face always reels him back to earth, and makes him remember that he has a new family now
and they are willing to do whatever it takes to stay with boothill forever
