in this world, it’s just us

actually I want to write an essay about how all the one direction members have been essentially forced by public expectation to verbalize their grief on social media only a day after liam’s death & then some of them (namely harry! lol) being scrutinized for their posts seeming ’calculated’ / ’written by PR’ / not ’genuine enough’. like. so what if they are? Imagine your childhood best friend dies and millions of people are waiting for you to say something that helps them deal with their parasocial grief. and then that very fame & loss of privacy being the thing that you all went through together as essentially children & the repercussions of that likely being a contributing factor to your friend’s death. the cycle. anyway. none of them owe us shit

this is the only place I knew I could come where people would know how this feels without having to explain

genuinely praying and thinking about maya henry and hope no one guilt trips her, a victim when she was just 18/19. this wasnt her fault at all and i hope she doesn’t blame herself and no one blames her.