waava ice age au

i know everyone's like 'keith this' 'lance that' shush.. open ur eyes people. allura is the perfect fit for the black lion.

i absolutely hated the lion switch (we all do) but if they had to make someone take shiro's 'place' it shouldve been allura. who does the team look for when shiro as their 'designated leader' isn't there? allura.

'oh but keith being the black paladin is what shiro wanted bla bla' who gives a FUCK about what shiro wants (no offense). shiro wanted adam to live but did he..? no. exactly. let me cook.

and then i saw this one comment that said 'allura would've been too brash in her actions. she would've pursued after her own desires without thinking about the team!!' isnt that what keith did tho.. (no offense again) like just say you hate her and move on.

day at the lake

i cannot stop thinking about allura saying this... these are the words of someone who has been passively suicidal for SO long slowly realizing she may actually want to live. she’s never been able or willing to envision a future where she survives the war, so she’s never had to think about her own future and where that leaves her when all is said and done. but now….maybe she does want to live after all, and surviving is an even more daunting thought than the alternative. because what will she do? where will she go? she was kept alive those 10,000 years for this purpose, but what purpose does she have after? she’s so haunted by the grief and trauma that will never leave her, and dying would be easier than having to find the way to live with that forever. than finding a future where maybe that doesn’t have to be all she lives to do, to carry that grief and fight and give and give and give until there’s nothing left.

NIYA LISTEN LMAOOOO YOURE RIGHT I DO!!! you know the 2 craziest things here…..it’s that allura looks like MY RAAVA and not the other way around??? i’ve been drawing raava like that since 2013, imagine my shock when i started seeing gifs of a girl who looked SO MUCH LIKE HER in 2016. thus….i definitely went into vld assuming i’d have a favorite character bc ofc look at her!! I WAS NOT expecting the absolute levels of damage loving her has inflicted on my psyche, nothing could’ve prepared me for what astronomical level of FAVORITE CHARACTER allura became only halfway into season 1 (and then just. it kept getting more intense with every development help me). i swear the writers somehow reached into my head and somehow handcrafted the perfect character strategically designed to make me insane. if i pass on anything to my beloved friends and mutuals who don’t care at all about this show….its that you all know that name 🙂‍↕️

the second thing is that’s keith i drew with her and WOULD YOU BELIEVE he’s also voiced by steven yeun so……yeah. you got me 😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨 (tho personality-wise he is not much like wan at all but stillllll im predictable 💅)

and the finale made the fandom implode because it is the most ridiculously unfair terrible ending imaginable for people with sense (allura enjoyers)