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── .✦ A list of all the Connor-related headcanons I posted so far! (To be updated).

🔹hobbies & style

🔹relationships & love language

🔹music taste

🔹anderfam, jericrew & others

🔹nsfw alphabet 🔞

• The night progresses, and the temperature rises.

• Light-pink candles flicker on the nightstand, their strong scent permeating the air—a little sweet, purposefully aphrodisiac—already coaxing you to a spicier mood. Rose petals lay scattered across the bedsheets, too. Connor made sure to set the scene just right, as it goes.

• Ever-so-gentle, he lays you down in the center of the bed and kisses you with as much passion and longing as they come, before his mouth begins its slow descent, licking every place he passes—your throat first, then your collarbones, lastly the soft valleys of your breasts once he's gotten you undressed.

• When he reaches your nipples he takes one into his mouth and sucks, while his agile fingers slowly roll the other. He ends up lingering so long on your chest, nipping, suckling, even subtly biting you where you're most sensitive, that you squirm, thighs rubbing together, already aching for more.

• When he finally settles between your legs though, he doesn’t rush. Spreading you open, he simply awes at the sight of a flustered you already ready and glistening for him, the kiss from earlier getting you all hot and bothered.

• He eats you out like you're the food he can't have: drawing circles around your clit with his tongue, then quick flicks, then he sucks the swollen nub hard just to drive you nuts. His movements' pattern shifts in sync with your moans, so as to give you exactly what you need. That's how badly he wants to please you.

• He slides two fingers inside you at one point, too, curls them against that secret spot of yours that's guaranteed to make you jolt in pleasure when touched, while simultaneously locking his mouth over your clit and ravaging you until your thighs start shaking violently from overstimulation.

• Right when you teeter on the edge of climax he pulls back and whispers against your soaked self, "Not yet. Need you to finish around me… because it’s Valentine’s and I’m feeling selfish." He strips off the rest of his clothes then while you watch, panting like you're in heat. His cock stands painfully hard against his lean stomach, leaking synthetic pre-cum, flushed dark at the tip.

• You reach for him. Readily, he catches your hand, kisses it, then guides it to wrap around his length. “Feel how much I want you,” he rasps. “All day I've been hard thinking about filling you up.” You stroke him once, sloppily just how he likes it, and he groans, loud, broken,“Fuck...”

• When he slides into you it's one overlong, slow push, his LED a flashy pink. No teasing. Not anymore. He just sinks deep into you until his hips press flush against yours and you both still. Waiting. Breathing into each other. Your walls flutter around him instantly and he moans at the heavenly feeling.

• Bracing himself over you, forehead pressed to yours, he starts thrusting, dragging every thick inch of him along your velvety walls, each stroke faster than the last.

• He fucks you deep with an almost possessive flair. Eyes locked on yours the entire time. Every roll of his hips comes with soft, filthy words whispered right into your flushed ear, “You feel so perfect around me… gonna keep you full of me all night…” Your nails rake down his back as he speaks, and he growls loud everytime you involuntarily clench around him.

• Right before reaching the edge he lets out,“Come for me, baby… come on your boyfriend’s cock, it's all I want. Please.”

• You shatter easily, crying out his name in bliss, pulsing around him so hard he almost follows.

• He can't help but kiss you through your orgasm, swallowing every sound you make. But he doesn’t stop there. Flipping you onto your stomach, he pulls your hips up, and slides back inside you from behind, this time.

• One hand tangles in your hair, the other grips your ass, and he does you harder now, letting you know that he's gonna make sure you feel him tomorrow when you walk.

• When you come a second time he finally loses it: slamming in the deepest he can, burying his face in your nape, and coming hard with a broken call of your name, spilling in you in thick, overflowing pulses.

• He keeps rocking into you even after he's done and out of simulated breath, and you milk every last drop he gives you, as he whimpers against your skin,“All mine now… Happy fucking Valentine’s Day, baby. I love you.”

• Basking in the heated afterglow, he doesn't immediately pull out. Shifting his weight, sliding an arm beneath your waist to pull you flush against him, he rolls onto his back. Guiding your body with his, he drapes you securely across his chest and presses another breathy I love you kiss into your shoulder, just because.

• He stays inside you until he softens, just holding you, tracing lazy hearts on your naked back while the candles keep burning low on the nightstand.

Putting up walls. Not to feel, not to fall apart.

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── .✦ a/n: surprise update!! i really wanna go back to posting monthly, i just hope i'll manage with all the irl shit i've been dealing with lately (mostly just work and studies). i'm also planning to post some new smutty one-shots ♥️ as always, have fun reading!

Back to square one.

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── .✦ a/n: happy new year everyone! hope you had fun during the holidays ❣️ i've been writing a bunch of new (spicy) things lately 🤪 and ofc hyperfixating on connor like it's a full-time job. someone get me a connor pls. hope you enjoy the chapter! 💙

Connor trusts you with his life. Something else, too.

── .✦ a/n: made a nice little graphic for this formerly anon ficlet i wrote during Kinktober 🎀 jus thought i'd share it here 'cause i like it so much. it's cool to see people appreciating connor's subby side ;) i really want to keep exploring it (and more) next Kinktober! ✨

The ghost in the machine haunts. It wants out.

[ extended summary on ao3 ]

── .✦ a/n: how have you guys been? i hope all is well, and that you enjoy this chapter 💛 it's definitely a pivotal one. good news is, i already have drafted the second half of the fic (and special chapters ;). check out the summary for updates news as always!

A= Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

Very attuned to your needs and boundaries, always finding ways to care for you in the aftermath—whether it’s bringing you water, cleaning you up, preparing a warm shower, or simply cuddling you to sleep. He lets you rest on his chest, caressing your hair and pressing soft kisses to the top of your head.

B= Body part (favorite on themselves and their partners)

Connor thinks he's a pretty handsome guy, so his face (minus the LED which he struggles to remove still). His body, he likes a little less because he's scared of what it can do, and also it doesn't look perfectly human (he has a luminescent band on his arm and a circular indentation on his chest).

When it comes to you, he likes your soft skin, how warm it is underneath his fingertips and especially how it litters with goosebumps when he touches you—something his can't do. He loves your smile too. Rest assured, he will mimick it sooner or later. But you think it's cute.

C= Cum (Anything to do with cum)

He's put far more questionable things in his mouth so he has no problem with it—whether its liking it off of you or just playing with it. If anything, he may struggle with cumming inside you because he fears that what he was supplied with isn't to your liking, even though it's pretty indistinguishable from the real thing.

D= Dirty secret (Their dirty secret)

He likes to watch. More specifically, he has cuckold-adjacent fantasies, where he has imagined you getting it on with someone else (likely a human), due to his feelings of inadequacy. He won't necessarily act on these thoughts, unless you are open to exploring them safely, and even then it won't be easy for him to reconcile his jealousy with this kink.

E= Experience (How experienced are they?)

Fresh off the assembly line, he had zero hands-on sexual experience but lots of knowledge about intimacy, which he could access at any time thanks to his built-in protocol (similar to a Traci’s, but more basic). Once he met you and put it into practice, he did very well for the most part. A few mistakes were made, but nothing major.

F= Favorite position (self explanatory)

He enjoys different positions for different reasons but being ridden does hit different for him, because it allows him to just sit back and surrender control for once, all the while maintaining heavy eye-contact with you. Bonus points if you're pulling his hair or calling him names during.

G= Goofy (Are they more goofy or more serious in the moment?)

He tries to be efficient during sex, borderline clinical, analyzing every second of it with surgical precision, but there are times where he either messes up or does something a bit unusual. And you always tease him about it.

H= Hair (How well groomed are they? Do the carpets match the drapes?)

He's well-groomed down there, with very little hair for the sake of realism.

I= Intimacy (how are they in the moment? Romantically)

He tends to be more soft and romantic during intimacy, especially years after his deviation as he's gotten more comfortable with expressing his feelings. He has cried during sex or afterwards a few times. Mostly due to overwhelm but also unease at the novelty of the sensations he felt.

J= Jack off (masturbation habits)

He masturbates merely for calibration purposes, treating it like an experiment rather than a way to feel pleasure and learn how he likes to be touched. Oftentimes, he avoids doing it altogether because he thinks he can only use his body to satisfy someone else. He's working on it, though.

K= Kink (one or more of their kinks)

Exploring Dom/Sub dynamics in bed with him on the receiving end in most cases. Heavy on mommy kink (he has major mommy issues) & mild objectification. He also enjoys both praise and degradation. They give him a chance to heal from his trauma in a safe and controlled way. He's secretly into pet play, too. Has fantasized at least once to be made to wear a collar or leash by you, and be called a good boy :)

L= Location (favorite place to do it)

Somewhere secluded, cozy, where it's only him and you. Preferably a bed or another comfortable surface. The kitchen counter works too if he's feeling particularly domestic. Doing it in public would make him nervous and hyper-vigilant, so he usually avoids it.

M= Motivation (what gets them going and in the mood?)

The idea that he's being useful, that he's being of service in some way, putting his body and care at your absolute disposal. He gets in the mood particularly quickly if, say, you're very stressed out and ask him to take care of it with either his mouth or fingers.

N= No (What are their turn offs)

Anything too extreme or highlighting his inhuman strength too much as opposed to his softer, human side. Also if you ever were to get dismissive of his boundaries and limits.

O= Oral (preferences on giving/getting, skill, etc)

He's definitely a giver (and an exceptional one at that), but he secretly loves to receive too. He just isn't willing to admit it. He's most likely to initiate giving oral rather than asking for it, for sure.

P= Pace (are they fast, rough, slow etc)

Depends. Normally he prefers a softer approach to sex, taking his sweet time to please you, even at the cost of setting his needs aside. But if he's agitated or feeling particularly tired after a charged day, he might get a bit rougher, taking his stress out on you (within reason, of course).

Q= Quickie (Their opinions on them, how often)

Doesn't necessarily initiate, but is always down if you feel like it. If you're at the office or anywhere public, he will make sure to hack any cameras around you momentarily, before you get to it.

R= Risk (Are they game to experiment? Take risks?)

Yes, but within certain limits. Anything that involves being somewhat forceful (breath play) or using weapons (gun play), he would not feel comfortable trying, at least not without a lot of reassurance from you beforehand.

S= Stamina (How many rounds can they go?)

It's pretty high by design. He's build to maintain peak performance for extended periods of time, and doesn't run out of it like humans do. He can potentially malfunction during sex but overall, he can go on for hours without breaks.

T= Toys (Do they have them? Do they use toys on themselves or partners?)

He is open to using them but deems them obsolete, especially if he's able to access upgrades/mods like vibrating fingertips or else at some point (provided CyberLife allows it).

U= Unfair (Do they like to tease?)

Absolutely. It's his favourite thing in the world. But he's subtle about it, calculated. His teasing will often prompt the sex itself, and later escalate during the act.

V= Volume (How loud are they? What noises do they make? Etc)

He's extremely vocal but it gets him sometime to get there, to feel confident enough to let you hear him at his most vulnerable. When he makes noises, they're whiny and breathy, acquiring a metallic echo if his voice box gets corrupted in the midst of it.

W= Wild card (Just a random headcanon about the character)

He's down to get pegged if that's something you'd like to try out ;)

X= X-Ray (What’s going on underneath those clothes?)

Above average (around 6.5 inches/16.5 cm hard). Grower. Cut like the North American standard. Faux veiny texture. Not curved, comfortably girthy.

Y= Yearning (How high is their sex drive?)

Sexual desire for him works more like a feedback loop. Initially, he gathers sexual input from you or other sources (say porn) and processes it internally where it's cross-referenced with the content of his pre-existing intimacy protocol. The result of this internal processing triggers his bodily and emotional responses. Afterward, the data from the experience loops back into his system, so the next time he wants to access the feeling of arousal among other things, he’s already primed for it. And the cycle continues, growing more and more efficient every time.

Z= Zzz (How quickly do they fall asleep after?)

He has relative control of when to initiate stasis, so not immediately. He can also skip a few stasis cycles without issues, though he may be less alert during the day as a result. Often he will wait for you to fall asleep in his arms before drifting off too.

Something has to give. Someone has to give in.

[ extended summary on ao3 ]

── .✦ a/n: posting just a couple hours in advance 'cause I'm literally so excited about this chapter! I blame the Kinktober air for the extra smuttiness 🤭 I feel like Connor and Reader have reached a crucial turning point in their relationship. I'm very curious to know you guys' opinion on it 😏. I guess we all have different timezones so I don't know when this will be posted for you lmao. Also! I appreciate all the messages and questions that have been sent to my inboxes here and strawpage. I don't always reply right away but I see them, appreciate them a lot, and I will share the responses once I've finalized my character studies for the characters you asked about! What else? Oh yeah. Connor is so yummy 😋

Dredging up what has been—the unspoken, the lies and everything else in between.

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── .✦ a/n: finally a new update yippieeee! things r heating up 🫦 also happy birth to corner :) more yapping in the notes <3

Crossing lines until the code breaks. And the heart bleeds.

[ extended summary on ao3 ]

── .✦ a/n: this is a long one y'all... lots of stuff happens. can't believe we're already 50k words in. it feels like yesterday that i started posting this fic. anyway, hope you like this chapter ❤️ i had lots of fun writing it ;) the angst is lurking around the corner...

Tying up loose ends, like splicing wires.

One slipped free.

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── .✦ a/n: the last update reached a bunch of new readers which makes me very happy 🩷 it also motivates me to update faster, knowing that there's people out there that are interested in how the story will continue! i just hope my adhd brain cooperates lol also remember, as much as i love smut, this fic is much more than that. it's also not a 'traditional' slow burn but i'll explain what i mean in the next note. see ya soon!

Distance is slowly closing in—toward convergence or collapse?

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── .✦ a/n: I wanted to post this yesterday but ao3 was down so here we are! so far I'm having no trouble with monthly updates. but if I ever do, make sure to check the summary for the updated schedule 💌🫶🏻

The one where Connor makes it his top priority to pleasure and fuck you silly first thing in the morning before work.

── .✦ a/n: this one's kinky, y'all. check out the tags! if you have any specific requests, my inbox is open <3

It's been a year, but the wound is still fresh. Time to unclip the leash.

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── .✦ a/n: at long last, another update! trying to churn out chapters as frequently as I can, but work obligations have me 💀 I don't want to half-ass them so bare with me💙 hope you enjoy this one!