robocchi

It's truly over for me. I've gotten bored of watching 20 minute arknights showcase videos.

I keep hanging out with these people who constantly talk over me, dismiss my experiences, mock me and just generally treat me like a joke. It's punctuated with some moments where they act like they're being nice to be by praising me too much, it's obvious they need something from me. I've been trying to get out of this friendship for a long time, but it's hard.

There are so many things I wish I could talk to my dad right now. Games I wish I could play with my brother.

I didn't even realize it was Skadi in the band until I read the comments. Personally not a fan because of my headcanon of her being a bum.

I don't know why some people continue to talk to me even after discovering I'm burnt out and too dead inside to move the conversation forward meaningfully or partake in new stuff but I appreciate it

the loneliness that comes with losing people forever who shared memories with that no one else knows...how do I even get over this. I need to get into the habit of writing things down but my memories are also failing me as I get older and depression and anxiety makes me shut out thoughts and moments, it's harder to get a clear picture

Whenever I start feeling like I have enough energy to start doing stuff it's immediately followed by my kms mode activating

Sadness and anxiety is knocking on my door again, I'm able to not open the door for them this time but it feels REALLY weird. For some reason my body is craving that sinking feeling in my stomach