no new writing.

my opinion of every sad white boy doctor in any medical drama is that they will never be hawkeye. no one can be hawkeye do something else

not an apologizer but a contextualizer. yes the character did that but please understand the Circumstance. yes they had other options but they had to make this choice in a sea of available bad choices. and also it made the narrative more interesting. won't anybody think about the narrative!!!!!

*gently takes your face in my hands* hey. remember that fandom is for fun. if you're not having fun it is ok to step back. if you're intentionally making it unfun for others it is ok to step back. none of this is real. go sit in the sun and smell a flower. i love you.

had to talk to him two other times before leaving and one time was taking over a call someone had made for me and he sounded irritated at first then i guess realized it was me or something cause his tune changed pretty quick so i guess he likes me or something idk whatever i don’t event care……….. 💅🏻

almost 4 months later, had to wake him up to get his eyes on something at 1:30am and got a “really good catch on that one.” like okay, fine you’ve officially won me over. i am not immune to praise ugh

i swear once i finish reading this beautiful monster of a beejhawk fic i’ll be back to my usual self

mr. rblgy finally came out and told me that he really wants me to actually sit down and watch the show instead of just catching episodes here and there, and i had to tell him that i absolutely will but i’m gonna be appreciating it in a different way than him

lmfao i really had no idea. like i had some idea but… oh i had no idea

I need a polite and effective way to say "hey your heart is truly in the right place and your anger is often righteous but I think sometimes you’re getting recreationally mad about things that are frankly not worth the amount of energy you’re spending on them, and every time you do this you're driving yourself slightly more insane with nothing to show for it," and then I need a way to broadcast that message through a loudspeaker to roughly 30,000 people at once, and THEN I need a time machine to send that message to my past self lol. and maybe a second time machine in case past me tries to be clever and sabotage the version of me who comes through the first time machine