you can swallow shotguns if you want to

I've had a malfunctioning solar system that wasn't installed right despite the money we saved up to install it years ago and because of it my energy company didn't recognize the solar generated so I still have gotten a massive bill.

I have muscular dystrophy and a heart condition due to it and despite looking for work I haven't been able to get anything so I have been paying what I can but I'm so freaked out that they will cut the power as they have threatened so multiple times in the past year despite what I've been able to pay I still haven't been able to make a dent. I didn't want to do this but I don't want my power cut off. If you are in a position where you are able to donate even a few dollars or share I'd appreciate it. Thank you

Valientus