you're such a dream to me

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIii *tackle hugs you*

HE GOT THE 🦋TATTOO AND IT'S SO GORGEOUS

So after trying on wedding dresses I can now 10000% relate to the ladies on 'Say Yes to the Dress' when they break down in tears upon seeing themselves in the mirror. It happened to me to. With the very first dress I tried on. Like, even though I obviously didn't buy a dress yet, it hit me that I'm gonna get married to the most amazing guy and AAAAAAAAAAAAH. I sent him a selfie in one of the dresses and he replied with a selfie of him crying. Our wedding is gonna be a tear jerker for sure 😂

I miss you :(

Apparently my sister thinks it's super weird that I booked an appointment for this weekend to try on wedding dresses without having set a wedding date. Huh. I wish she'd just come out and say that she's jealous that I'm getting married before her. I know she's been obssessed with wanting to get married and dropping painful hints at her bf but that's not an excuse to rain on my parade. I'm so annoyed right now

do you look miserable and constipated when hanging out with your "best friend"? are you weird and stiff and uncomfortable when you're "kissing" your bf/gf? (

the thing is he is NOT hanging out with his friends. since this whole debacle started he hasn't hung out with them. his best friend brian and the band were at this gorgeous park in san francisco the other day while poor shawn was hanging out with the leech to get papped at the golden gate bridge. the fact that it's possibly gonna be like that for the rest of the tour makes me sick to my stomach. i mean she's even sitting in on his q&a now. what the hell?