hyeongjun sits and fiddles with his hair, the curls go smoothly over his forehead. he listens carefully to what the other has to say, heās surprisingly interested in what the other has to say. he nods and mumbles out a yeah. the male pouts as he notices one curl isnāt as curled as the others. he puts a hand on his head and shakes it, that should be enough for making his hair look good again. it seems like beomgyu has finished talking, hyeongjun wants to say something now. āyou know what sucks?ā he pauses. he begins thinking about it.
āthe fact that i donāt have a boyfriendā
with beomgyu it doesnt bother hyeongjun that he knows heās gay, because heās comfortable with beomgyu.
the thought bothers hyeongjun, how heās utter alone, and that the reason for that probably is because heās gay, because he likes boys. thereās almost no boys in this country that likes boys too, and if they do theyāre not half as open as hyeongjun, so hyeongjun can never guess it. āit sucks a lotā he begins speaking again. āah i wish i wasnāt singleā he says as he cups his head and begins pouting.
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Affection was something Beomgyu had always been open with. Perhaps itās just how he was raised. His family were all affectionate people who didnāt shy away from hugs or touches. Even his close friends were affectionate people and so it was just something that came naturally to him. So when he met others who were affectionate like him then he felt relaxed. He knew he didnāt need to worry about being too touchy or affectionate around them because they too were the same. Thatās why he liked hanging out with Hyeongjun so much. The older boy didnāt shy away from touches or affection and Beomgyu could be himself around Hyeongjun. He laughed and nodded before he reached up and squeezed the olderās cheek with a grin. It was indeed soft. ā Hyung is so cute with his soft cheeks! ā
Beomgyu was an open book. It was rare for him to shy away from a topic or conversation because he was uncomfortable. He was willing to admit that he knew absolutely nothing about love or dating. ā Is it really that shocking? ā He asked, a confused look on his face. ā What about you then, hyung? Have you kissed someone before? ā At Hyeongjunās question, Beomgyu shook his head. ā HI donāt even really know what a date is, ā he confessed casually. He couldnāt understand why this was all so surprising to his friend. He had thought it was normal. ā Have you been on a date before? ā
The younger laughed and smiled. ā I donāt know how to answer the question because Iāve never really thought about it. I havenāt hated anyone so I donāt know what to look for, ā he admitted. When Hyeongjun confessed his ideal type was like Beomgyu his cheeks turned pink slightly, unbeknownst to him. ā I am? But Iām not handsome. ā
hyeongjun doesnāt know why but for some reason he feels his cheeks heat up as the other touches his cheeks and calls them soft. hyeongjun doesnt normally blush when someone touches his like that, in fact this might be the first time he blushes because someone has touched his cheeks. hyeongjun doesnt know why he blushed and it confuses him, he tries to think for a good reason as for it, but he canāt find a single good one. maybe it wasnāt even because of beomgyu? maybe it was just random that his cheeks heated up, yeah perhaps⦠but who knows? hyeongjun right now just hoped that the other didnāt notice the blush over his cheeks, because how would he explain it? āyouā he stops for a second āyou are cute too⦠actually youāre way cuter than me, youāre like a cute little babyā he giggles.
hyeongjun nods āit is that shocking, you may be young, but youāre also really handsome and i think there are lots of people wanting to kiss you.ā hyeongjun pouts for a second and then he looks up as he fiddles with his hair āiāve kissed a few people before, iām no expert butā he looks at beomgyu āi know what a kiss is and how to do itā. hyeongjun gets more and more shocked as the conversation continues, beomgyu hasnāt even been on a date before āfor real?! never been on a date before neither?ā he sounds surprised. āmaybe i should take you on a dateā he jokes as he hits the other softly.
āwhat a fool you areā hyeongjun shakes his head, beomgyu was possible one of the most handsome people hyeongjun had ever met, how could the boy not know himself? āyouāre really handsome, like really handsome, youāre just my typeā hyeongjun didnāt really think much of what he was saying, he was simply just saying what was on his mind.

















