rksihyeon:
when he reassures her again, sia stares at him for a long minute - deciding instead to just believe his words and nod her head. “ if you’re sure ..” it doesn’t relieve the guilt from hitting him by accident, but at the very least it comforts her to know that she didn’t really hurt him. though she supposes that this is a silly thing to feel guilty about as he’s telling her not to - it’s just that her own head won’t give her a break at times.
sia turns her attention instead to picking up the crumpled balls of paper that litter the floor - it’s not half as bad as she thought it was, but it is a little embarrassing to have company in the room and still have it so messy. “ i know it happens, but it shouldn’t have. it’s not like i’m at home alone.” she turns to pick another paper ball up and sighs.
“ i won’t leave them, of course .. i always clean up my messes. sometimes, writing songs is just. hard work …” she pauses, lifting her head up to him. “ the words don’t always come out the way you want them to, i guess. so then it turns into .. this.” sia gestures at the room, now at least partly cleaned from her efforts. “ oh .. hmm .. well if you want to talk about it. the room is free, you know. i think i’m good at listening, but if you want to keep it to yourself, that’s okay too.”
he did have to laugh just a little to himself about how worried she seemed to be about the whole thing. it was just a bit of paper, after all. if it were something heavier he might have been more pressed about things, but as it stood, one piece of crumpled paper hitting him in the head not that big of a deal. “if i weren’t sure, then i wouldn’t say so,” he did have to point out with a small shrug of his shoulder. though, admittedly, he was a pretty shy person about voicing his opinions and probably would have lied and said he was fine even if he wasn’t.
if haruto were more of a neat freak, then he probably would have started freaking out the moment he saw the state of the room and started picking things up himself. but as it was, he wasn’t that bothered and he was sure that the mess wasn’t going to stay like this and sia would end up cleaning it up herself. and if he happened to stick around, he’d probably end up helping as well just to get it done faster.
“i can’t really say i relate, but sure,” he didn’t write his own lyrics, he had never really tired not really being a very creative person. that was better left to people who actually have two creative braincells to rub together. “i don’t want to bother you or anything,” he was rather quick to cover up when she offered to listen to his daydreaming troubles. haruto simply just smiled, shaking his head ever so slightly. “it wasn’t even anything important. boring stuff. nothing to worry about.”














