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The struggle is real when you’re broke and there’s tons of stuff you want to buy online. Stop tempting me, thank you. 

This is true, but when I don’t have money to waste, I try to stay off of tempting sites. Doesn’t really work that much unless you have some self control which I do lack in that regard.

Tomorrow is going to be a sea of red and pink, more so than usual. Cafes and such packed solid with people getting crazy mushy with each other. Perfect for a night in. Have fun if you’re celebrating. 

I never got the point of Valentine’s day actually. But it brought in more business so I’m not complaining. Though I do resent the fact that I had to decorate the place with some holiday spirit.

I guess it’s safe to say due to this Oroville Dam situation we are no longer in a drought? I just hope those in Sacramento are safe - especially the pets. I can’t imagine what people are going to do if there’s places they can’t go to take their pets. Speaking of pets. Mine is currently cuddled up with Sean’s and it’s making me feel unloved by him. Detective Jake doesn’t love me as much anymore, how disappointing.

You named your pet Detective Jake?

Don’t you just love waking up with random bruises on your body? I swear, every time I go out, I wake with bruises the next morning. The weird thing is, I don’t remember how or when I got it. It’s almost like they’re showing up just for the fuck of it. At least I can come up with random stories that makes it seem like I got them for some cool reason.

Happens to me very often. Such a mystery though. Does the bruises hurt or are they just markings?

Nothing like the overwhelming taste of cold medicine to end the night on. Especially when paired with the full body aches that accompany the bloody virus. I really should start carrying around hand sanitizer when I go to my editor’s office. Every time I go there I seem to come back with something. Guess I’ll just stay here and watch A Series of Unfortunate Events, wishing Bones knew how to make soup. If I die, Logan is to have all of my candy.

Are you feeling any better? I can drop something off for you if you want. Like I have this mean soup recipe. Delicious.

Valentine’s day stuff has been out since Christmas Eve it seems and I really don’t understand the holiday? Why does there have to be one specific day where you show the person you’re in love with or like that you feel that way about them and then everything is like 10000x more than it would be on any given day. If you feel a special way about someone you shouldn’t feel obligated to go out of your way just because of a silly holiday. Sorry for the rant..I went to send my grandma flowers for her birthday and the price was jacked up from the normal rates then I realized why.

I feel this way about most holidays. Why pick one day where you have to be so extra, when you should be treating your significant other like this 365 days out of the year.

I’ve been going to the gym these past few days and LORD ALMIGHTY! The soreness is strong with this one. I’ve never had such difficulties going up a flight of stairs until now. I thought about just running them, but there were too many people around me to do that, so I merely suffered in pain. I just keep thinking to myself that it’ll all be worth it soon. I hope~

It’s always hard when you go to a gym after not being there in a while. You work muscles that you normally haven’t, and then when you go to sleep, you wake up so so sore. But good thing that as your body gets used to it, the pain doesn’t happen anymore.

My lovely co-worker just set me up on a blind date without telling me. I thought we were going out to dinner as a group and then she and her boyfriend left me alone with this turd. I’m going to spend these next few hours drinking wine and thinking up my revenge.

Blind dates are the worst. I’ve been a victim of a few of them. Did you give her a piece of your mind when you saw her again?

Am I the only one who finds themselves measuring time in songs? Like, it took me a whole playlist to finish my shower earlier which shows I took a very long shower (I may have kept getting distracted because I would start to sing along and dance). It only took room service 3 songs to bring me the food I ordered earlier which was pretty fast in my opinion. Like, I never realized that before until just now.

Oh, I do that a lot, especially when I’m driving. I’ll measure distance and time by songs. I think it makes time go by faster especially when it has a really good beat.

Soooo I was watching my friends son today and oh my goodness, every time I’m with that little boy it makes me want one of my own. Not many children can give me baby fever but wow, he has. A lot. Give me one

Kids have that affect on people. How old is he?