reeks!

I just need to go harder and do better

me even bringing up the idea of a break, i knew it wasn't going to end right. We're detaching, she's detaching and all I can think about is all the moments we've had man. Two years is a long time, she is my schedule and now idk. I feel like I need to take this time and just try not to distract myself with the wrong things

I shouldn't have given it so much power, but now I feel that I am taking it back. I'm growing, and thats what matters.

bro i just want to feel loved again ughjhhhh

I will be the one to do that

I'm convinced God made us stick together because we balance each other out. He's the dickhead and I'm not. I am eternally grateful for this nigga

The start of the year has been quite distasteful I'm afraid. I'm aiming to not run away from things and accept them more as a consequence that I should face. My birth month was meant to be a good month, and it was until an immense step back. I don't have the energy to really fight it right now, you never know though I could relapse and try again lol. But at this current moment in time, I'm trying to accept it as me having to do better after so many chances. It's alot innit but somethings have to happen for you in order to be better. >.<