Adventure & Mountains! [skiing, cycling, climbing, hiking, and so on <3]
Figure Skating! [Passed the german 8. KĆ¼rklasse, but currently not really practicing]
The internet! [my curated Youtube and Pinterest, kpop (skz, xdh & xikers music main and then some (also gg), Ninjago, minecraft, there's probably more] oh and reading of course (mainly fantasy or sci-fi)
Archiving! To look back at my struggles and motivate me to get through stuff (f.e exams)
Discipline! Because I found a loophole for my brain, where if I tell the internet I'll do something I feel obligated to do it lmao
Give back to the community! Studyblr helped me discover countless useful tips and tricks, as well as cool blogs that motivate me! I want to share my experiences in my own little corner of the internet for people to find.
Goals(new):
find a bachelor I am confident in pursuing = try out everything & explore
oh obviously do good in uni! Don't fail!!
sustain healthy habits (like sleep, sport, focus and discipline)
expand my knowledge outside of uni
What to expect:
This blog is both a journal and archive for my academic journey, a diary of sorts. There will be everything and anything related to school (mostly tracking my progress), but also just my life. All photos are mine, except said otherwise.
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Honestly? My birthday being close I donāt think I will do a deep reflection on here about living my 18th year on earth. Iāll just say that almost every day felt like a lesson. Like hard lessons, but at last learned ones. I feel like I am (re-)learning how to be a human, myself actually, just now the (young) adult version. Difficult af but we keep going ā¼ļøš
(says art kid who hasnāt painted in wayyyy to long, foaming at the mouth hearing family member wants a painting of a hawfinch to hang on the bird picture wall)
I'm going to fix everything in the next three hours everyone wish me luck. if i dont then probably ill dig a hole and lie down in it for a bit in the rain/sun/whatever outside looks like these days
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Im very sad I didnāt get a picture of my exam notes, but that just shows how hectic it all was. On Monday and Tuesday I wrote Mechanical eng. and then Physics. I know I already passed 2/4 of my exams and Iām pretty sure Iāll pass these too.
Then immediately after physics I went to a friends birthday Picknick. It was very nice. Then I packed and the next day travelled, where I slept 6 out of the 8 hours. It genuinely felt like teleportation. And now Iām here.
Im debating wether to actually write the 2 essays I would need for the certificate (which I donāt need). But I already did the exams it would be lazy of me to not pull through to the finish line.
I have a lot on my mind, but the motto for this month I said is: ādo it scaredā and ālittle step is better than no stepā. I also want to enjoy summer to the fullest while I can. Quite a lot to take on right? Hah
And thatās how it goes. One āļø day to prepare. Again. Iāll have plenty of stuff to reflect and learn from after this exam phase istg. King of forgetting Iām a Studyblr main. I should be asleep half an hour ago. List of things to do tomorrow. Hoping Iām gonna get it done
(Tm) gather all important information (mainly from seminars)
Go through all Ćbungsnotizen again to check if there are any gaps
Do AufgabenblƤtter some
Do Probeklausur 1h
Do AufgabenblƤtter rest
Phy) gather info for Formelzettel a to ma byÄ zrobione przed osiemnastÄ bo siÄ na siebie wkurzÄ
I wrote math yesterday. The actual test was 4 times more difficult than the example the prof gave us. He even said that it will probably be similarā¦ lesson: never trust anyone šš
(Today) 11pm but I havenāt drawn anything in ages and if I donāt pick up a pencil in this moment I might actually go crazy
So a 15min sketch it is. Also the spider which I gave a ride on the trashcan made itself a net ON THE ENTRANCE DOOR of the place its kept. It has a vendetta against me Iām so sure of it.
Next exam in a day. My mom is back. Iām doing first steps in search of therapy. Iām able to not (over)think too much at the moment, itās good (in contrast to a terrible last week).
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I hafd to take out the trash and there was the biggest spider I have seen in a while sitting on a net perfectly in front of and attached to the bin. It then crawled on top of it. I transported that bin with the spider all the way there. Everything took me half an hour and caused a lot of emotional distress. Never doing that again
there are people outside screaming and it took me a second to piece together it's probably football. I haven't checked but I suspect there were two goals in whatever match is going on based on the volume spikes i heard
HELLO (update) under the cut to not be annoying on my own blog woo
Application deadline today
I guess it is pretty much decided. Mechanical engineering it is (PROBABLY) I still have like 3 different others to choose from buuuut I think this will be the choice. *insert the I'm so fucking scared meme*. (Shoutout to all the engineering studyblr girlies on here making me at least a little bit less afraid.)
I did/am doing so much thinking work in my brain. I really should pay someone to do that. hmmm. If there only was a thing where you could pay someone to figure out what is going on up there and help you with symptoms (I just got back from crying again, yay). hmmmm (I made a pact with my friend that we will both go to therapy this year, so I guess that's on the bucket list)
what else? Exams start in 4 days. Heven't touched math STILL. Ugh, whatever. I can't concentrate when I have other things going on, like this deadline. But now that it's over I might be able to concentrate again. But that wasn't the only reason I can't focus. What a segway
On a positive, or rather, life altering note: I saw bts. On the arirang tour. (with my ANGEL army friend who got me a ticket, bless her soul). Live. With my own two eyes. LIKE WHAAAATTTT šš Okay and not to brag or go on a rant (I definitely am), but we went on munich day1 and we got fucking BAEPSAE (!!!) ANDDDDD PIED PIPER. I REPEAT. THE SECOND PIED PIPER HAS HIT THE TOUR AND I WAS THEREEEE!!!! And outfits that personally drove me insane. Hobi in that red fcb jersey with the backwards cap... during baepsae!? ho-lyyyy. I mean, the whole concert was insane, the looks are of course secondary. They were so happy and amazing and and and. I feel very satisfied and lucky being there on day 1. I could write tons tbh. Anyway: all 7, RM, Yoongi, Jin, Tae, Jimin, Jungkook and Hobi live are just a different indescribable force. I am convinced this added YEARS to my lifespan.
What was the point of this? yes, to show that I am in fact not over it and rewatched all my concert videos at least 20 times - to show that this has also been a reason of distraction from studying.
i don't know what is happening :) my birthday is in circa a month and this 18th year of mine on earth and it feels like this is a different planet. I went trough so much, it's crazy to think about. Life is so weird man.
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The difference between derivatives and integrals is like the difference between solving a sudoku and solving a riddle from a fairy guarding a treasure who is bound by fairy law to make it technically solvable, but if you do manage to solve their riddle their boss will actually kill them, and even if you get the right answer they won't let you through unless you remember to add + C at the end
