rix !! :3

I don't like to just launch into it so I usually have a prenegotiated "starting window" sort of thing. Like, "we will lie here and chill and watch this movie like normal and at some point during the movie I will initiate the scene". Right?

And then you're just there, trying to act normal, with that constant tension there. This is going to happen to you. You can't talk about it. Every move I make, you'll tense up, only to find I'm just reaching for water.

you keep saying, stop hitting me. i don't like this. i can't take any more. i don't want it. please stop, it hurts. but, i can see it in your eyes. you want it. your body made me do this. this is what you were made for, even if you're too stupid to understand it yet. learn your place.