Rivermaoo

Yes, i think im officially dead and unable to even draw (thanks to my demanding program).

Yall istg architecture is torture in academe form. Im barely asleep, doing structural plans 24/7, planned drawings, and a lot more. Yall would think "good opportunity to draw" not when it's limited. Architectural drawings are limited to certain lines, measurements, etc. There's no actual freedom. It's all by the books! You can't be free, stuck in a line in need to be perfect. Dont even get me started on how this program affected my finances.

(An example of an activity. Required: plans, perspectives, renders, measurements, vuilding codes, structural drawings. Given time: 2 days)

In architecture, you are required to have these things called technical pens. They cone in different nib sizes such us 0.1, 0.2, up to 2, and more. These things cost PHP 1,600 (30 USD) EACH, and they will require all sizes possible, and they're all brittle as shit! One slight drop, and there goes your money. And the papers... ooohh the damned papers. You will need all kinds of boards and papers of all sizes per subject/course, those shit are up to the evil professors. They cost fine per piece, PHP 20 (0.50 USD), until you will need like dozens of them per variant per activity. YES, ACTIVITY. It aint even for a major project or sumshit. For my sophomore year, I've got mountains of used and checked boards and papers that i can confidently sum up to PHP 5,000 (85 USD) in total, not adding up the future expenses.

I'm honestly in debt, I'm taking loans just to afford materials, not even my food, my materials. I honestly don't know what to do. This workload is honestly inhumane. It's killing my spark, my passion, my dreams, my creativity.

I'm trying so hard to save expenses so i can forget taking the licensure and just do what i think is best fit for me, but in the end, I'm in debt.

I'm planning to maybe open a cheap commission just to slowly pay my debt and get back to my feet. I'm planning to sell clean or messy sketches like the one above for PHP 100 (2 USD) per drawing.

What do yall think? If yall did read this heck of a rant.

I've been so interested in Hogwarts Legacy these days! I have so little information with Harry Potter, but I am willing to have talks about it!